Exhausted hands rest on my temples
as I sit in a sterile waiting room among countless
wooden doors, beige walls, and stiff chairs,
upholstered in worn vinyl the color of
cough syrup.
For days I could see him only
through a translucent window
that never opens.
Scatters of ivory blossoms,
undoubtedly ordered from
a catalogue of arrangements, profess
“Eternal Affection” and “Peaceful Passage,”
earthly tokens of condolence
surrounding me as I wait.
Doctors barter morsels of
medical advice, congesting the frigid halls
and freezing my barren thoughts.
I only want one doctor.
He only needs one doctor.
Four days pass,
but on His arrival,
I know no impatience.
He is my Father’s son
and my brother will rise again.
Upon His command, my brother’s body
is stripped of winding entanglements,
of plastic tubes and colored wires.
His eyes flutter open,
and slowly I rise,
knowing only
He could open the closed door
of mortality
Kourtney Kinchen