Winner of the 2026 S. Gordden Link Poetry Award
Some people buy green bananas without wondering if they’ll make it to yellow. They lift the bunch, feel the firmness, and already know where it will sit at home: on the counter, near the window, in a place where days pass gently and nothing sudden demands attention. They do not imagine disaster. They do not rehearse absence. Their lives have taught them that tomorrow usually shows up and keeps roughly the same shape. Green bananas are ordinary to them. Just another step in the week. Just another small thing that will slowly become ready while they are busy being alive. Other people slow down. Not enough for anyone to notice, but enough to feel it in their chest. They touch the peel and think about how long a few days can be. How many things fit inside waiting. How often plans rot quietly when no one is watching. They think about coming home tired. About forgetting. About days slipping sideways. About finding the bananas still too green or already spoiled, proof that they misjudged time again. Yellow feels kinder. Yellow asks nothing back. Yellow does not assume you will return in the right condition.
In the store, no one talks about this. The aisle hums. Carts bump gently. Someone reaches past someone else and apologizes. People carry very different futures in bags that look the same. Green bananas go home with people who trust continuity. Who believe the week will unfold in its usual order. Who expect themselves to still be standing in their kitchens a few mornings from now, half-awake, reaching without thinking. They set the bananas down and forget them. Forgetting is its own privilege. Elsewhere, someone eats what is ripe the same day it is bought, standing at the counter, maybe straight from the peel. They do not save it for later. Later has been unreliable. They have learned that sweetness does not always wait. That sometimes the kindest thing is to take what is offered now before it disappears. Green bananas keep their color for a while. They wait in plain sight. They believe in time even when time has not yet arrived. And when they finally turn yellow, when the waiting has paid off, no one celebrates. No one marks the moment. But the choice that put them there has already said everything about who expects to stay, who has learned to be careful, who has been taught by living that the future is not guaranteed, only suggested. Most people never notice what they reveal in that aisle. But sometimes, standing there, you can feel it. How much of a life is contained in what someone dares to buy for later.