On the occasion of the commemoration of St. Mary of Egypt

This year, we are all traversing the season of Great Lent under extraordinary circumstances owing to the coronavirus pandemic. The feast day of St. Mary of Egypt always provides us with lessons, but this year in particular it gives us courage and strength to make the most of the present situation, so that we will emerge from it not only without damage to our mental health, but even reaping numerous spiritual benefits.

The Holy Apostle Paul and St. James the Brother of the Lord guide us in this direction: “...we glory in tribulations also, knowing that tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope; and hope maketh not ashamed” (Romans 5: 3-4); and “Blessed is the man that endureth temptation; for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love Him” (St. James 1:12). Let us now examine how today’s feast teaches us to make use of the present difficult circumstances for our spiritual benefit.

1. Even though Abba Zosimas had attained to great virtue and spiritual gifts, he was still in need of further instruction and perfection, which is why God, so as to teach him humble-mindedness, directed him to the Monastery of St. John the Baptist by the Jordan River. If even St. Zosimas, who had reached such heights of virtue that he was vouchsafed divine revelations, was in need of instruction and guidance, how should we Christians of today’s era feel—we who, having just left off our heavy sins and drawn closer to the Church, imagine that we should become teachers of the entire world? The Internet and blogs today are filled with such self-appointed “enlighteners.” Those who until yesterday were treading the path of iniquity, today want to teach us Orthodoxy, while remaining ignorant of the rudiments of our faith. Brothers and sisters, stay away from such people and what they write.

2. At the Monastery of St. John the Baptist, Abba Zosimas came to know virtuous monks who had the holy custom of departing from the monastery at the outset of Great Lent to live in the desert in seclusion, without associating with others, with nothing but praying and fasting. We today are also called to spend Great Lent for the most part closed up in our homes in relative seclusion. We do not have the strength to undergo exactly the same ascesis, but we can emulate it to some small extent. If we are able to do so, we will receive benefit.

3. These ascetics spent the entire Great Lent in hesychia (silence, stillness). When we speak of hesychia, we do not mean so much the absence of noise as a lack of mental distraction. It is not necessary to go out into the desert. It does not matter where we live, but how we live. We can experience this kind of hesychia when we close ourselves in our rooms to pray as our Lord teaches us: “But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly” (St. Matthew 6:6). Let us distance ourselves a bit from the television and computer; let us leave our mobile phones outside of our room when we pray; and let us communicate with God as far as possible without distraction.

4. When St. Zosimas encountered St. Mary in the desert, he beheld her elevated a cubit from the earth as she prayed. She called him by his name, and the Abba, with respect for her holiness, asked for her blessing. At the same time, however, St. Mary prostrated herself before him, asking the blessing of St. Zosimas, since he was a Priest. “Thus they both lay on the ground, each asking the other for a blessing.” This teaches laypeople, on the one hand, to respect the Priesthood, and the clergy, on the other hand, to have respect for the virtue of laypeople and to cultivate a humble mindset.

5. After so many years in the desert, St. Mary asked the Abba with genuine interest: “How do the Christian people live these days? How about the emperors? How are the affairs of the Church tended?” The Abba limited himself to saying that Christ had bestowed peace upon all, and he asked the Saint to pray for him and the whole world. This took place during the reign of Justinian I. The Emperor Justinian and his wife Theodora lived a life that would have made prime fodder for hundreds of blogs in our own days, and the same could be said about the lives of the Christians and the ecclesiastical matters of their era, since scandals have never been absent from ecclesiastical life. But the Saints teach us not to occupy ourselves with gossiping and unnecessary words, but rather to direct our speech to that which benefits our souls.

6. St. Mary then confessed the sins of her life to Abba Zosimas, and in this way teaches us that even though she had spent forty-seven years in the desert in such great ascesis and had attained to such a measure of virtue as to be suspended in the air when she prayed and crossed the Jordan river as if on dry land, she nevertheless was in need of the Mystery of Confession. All of us, then, who possess no virtue, or at any rate are spiritual infants, how much more are we in need of this salvific Mystery?

7. After confessing her sins, St. Mary recounted the miracle that led her from the self-indulgent life of prodigality to repentance. An invisible force prevented her from entering the Church of the Resurrection in Jerusalem, where she went out of simple curiosity. As soon as she came to sincere repentance, the invisible obstacle was removed and she was able to enter the Church and venerate the Precious Cross and the Holy Sepulchre. Today, we also are prevented from common worship in our holy Churches. Let us consider that perhaps this situation is as a result of our sins. Maybe we need to repent sincerely? Maybe we did not sufficiently appreciate our presence at Church services, and especially at the Divine Liturgy, before this tribulation? Maybe we calculated when the Liturgy would conclude so that we would arrive just before the end, some fifteen minutes before, others perhaps half an hour or an hour before? And maybe we became impatient if there was some delay or if the homily was rather long? So then, maybe we were in need of being deprived of some essential things so as to appreciate their value? These are questions we should ask ourselves. Let us show sincere repentance and the obstacles will be removed.

8. St. Mary recounts how, at the exhortation of the Mother of God, she went out into the desert to “find a place of repose,” without giving any thought as to how she would live there, but putting her full trust in God. As for us, how many times have we heard the entreaty of the celebrating Priest to call to remembrance the Theotokos and all the Saints, and to “commend ourselves and one another and our whole life unto Christ our God”? Do we have complete trust in God that He will not abandon us, but permits every tribulation, even the harshest, for the benefit of our souls?

9. While living in the desert, St. Mary was for many years warred against by thoughts; sinful recollections, mental images, and fantasies from her past, instigated by the Evil One, attempted to make her sway from her resolve to live according to God. The Saint repulsed the thoughts, despised the incitements of the Evil One, and remained steadfast in her resolve to follow a godly way of life, and thus proved that her repentance was genuine. Let us follow her example.

10. Finally, St. Mary asked Abba Zosimas to return to a spot near the Jordan River the following year with Holy Communion so that she could partake of the Immaculate Mysteries. After forty-seven years of fierce ascesis, she asked for Holy Communion not immediately, but after another entire year! Indeed, the following year St. Zosimas went to the Jordan River with a Chalice and communed the Saint. That same day, St. Mary yielded up her soul to the Lord. This teaches us the great value of the Mystery of Holy Communion, which is warred against with such vehemence in our days by atheists and is held in doubt by those of little faith. We, however, are taught to partake of the Immaculate Mysteries after appropriate preparation, following the guidance of our spiritual Father, and with firm faith that it constitutes the Immaculate Body and Precious Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, even if it be necessary to wait a short or long time to partake as we fulfill an epitimia given us by the Lord for our own benefit. Communing of the Divine Eucharist, we become one body with Christ, as well as with our fellow Orthodox brethren, and fellow heirs of the Kingdom of God.

Through the intercessions of St. Mary of Egypt and of St. Zosimas, may we all be vouchsafed the Heavenly Kingdom, making use of every circumstance permitted by our Lord for our repentance and correction and for eternal salvation. Amen!

The Miracle of St. Anthony the Great which Confirms our Sacred Struggle

In the Church of the Holy Apostles Peter and Paul in Daphne, in the Archdiocese of Athens, there is preserved a large, portable icon of St. Anthony the Great with the following dedication on the bottom right: “An offering of gratitude by the sinful Priest Constantine Papantoniou.”

What is the reason for this expression of gratitude by the ever-memorable and particularly philanthropic Priest of our Church? (He remains known as a “ragman” who scavenged in order to help the poor).

The story is as follows: During the severe persecution of the Old Calendarists in 1951-1953, the late Fr. Constantine was arrested, violently stripped of his clerical garb, and was thrown into the “Chatzikostas” Prisons in Athens. His Presbytera Catherine was left alone and helpless to nourish her (then) three children. Presbytera’s parents, being New Calendarists, tried to persuade her to go to jail and pressure Fr. Constantine to accept the New Calendar innovation that he may be freed from prison. They told her the usual: “Have pity on your children. How will they live? ”

In the end, she was persuaded and acted according to the bad counsel of her parents. Fr. Constantine, hearing Presbytera’s words concerning the danger for his children, although he was sorrowful he did not answer her immediately, asking for a little time to think about it. It was the eve of St. Anthony the Great’s Feast Day according to the Patristic Calendar, and at evening he prayed, supplicating St. Antony to enlighten him as to what he should do.

Falling asleep that night he saw St. Anthony who said to him: “Remain where you are and I will get you out of prison!”

On the next day, a certain unknown man paid Fr. Constantine’s bail. Once he was freed, Fr. Constantine met with that unknown man and asked him what his parents’ names are so he can commemorate them. The unknown man did not answer. Then Fr. Constantine sought to learn at least his name so he can commemorate him. The unknown man answered: “Anthony” and he disappeared!

Since then, Fr. Constantine served a Vigil each year on the Feast of St. Anthony the Great: the Wonderworker. He used to tell his spiritual children: “I am with the Patristic Calendar because of St. Anthony!” He ordered the previously mentioned large Icon to be painted.

At the Church of the Holy Apostles Peter and Paul in Daphne, St. Anthony continues to be celebrated brilliantly every year, and this year a Hierarchical Divine Liturgy was celebrated.