Mattia Peroni is a 22-year-old Italian who studies in the Netherlands at Leiden University. Studying International Relations with a focus on East Asia, he spent the Fall Semester of 2023 at Akita International University to improve his Japanese skills and deepen his knowledge of the country's culture. Despite the character of his studies, he has a varied range of artistic interests: he is passionate about painting, plays the bass guitar in a band with his friends, and, most importantly, he writes poetry, and sometimes prose, on a regular basis.
He writes mainly in Italian, his native language, but during his time in Japan he experimented with writing in English for the first time. Still, he feels a strong connection with his Italian roots, which permeates in the sporadic use of Italian in his writing from the last four months. His writing style is focused on connections: he loves writing poems or short stories that are connected by one or various different themes.
A toxic bond, a secret desire,
Ignited our souls.
We inhaled its fumes, craving the thrill
Little did we know it would consume us still
Her scent, so intoxicating
yet I couldn’t get enough
Her lips, burning mine
made me feel alive
Her attention, like smoke
Clouded my sight.
How could I know it wasn’t right?
And every kiss,
Every touch
Every knowing glance
I pledged to be the last
yet shortly after
I always found myself breaking the fast
I thought it was love,
Filling my chest with warmth
And easing my mind
But it left me breathless
In a bitter lonely cold
But now I know,
it wasn’t just me.
You were addicted, too.
As the smoke clears slow
Did you need me,
Or did I need you?
目
Wisp, feathery clouds taint a bright blue sky with white stripes.
耳
Weirdly enough, no one is speaking. The pizzicato of the traditional Japanese music resonating from our speaker dominates the scene like a movie soundtrack. On its notes, we let our thoughts drift like the waves crashing on the beach in front of us.
耳
The gentle, cadenced sound of the waves breaking on the shoreline almost felt like a breath of the sea.
舌
Aromas color the air,
Spices dance vibrantly on the tongue,
Fireworks in the mouth
目
I stand beneath a canopy, sheltering myself from the rain. The raindrops splash relentlessly on the asphalt of the parking lot. Ripples of water spread across the dark surface reflecting the faint lights of the lampposts. Gli occhi si abbandonano a questo ipnotico gioco di luci…
耳
As the first note of a long-lost song hits my ears, I suddenly stop walking. Memories of days gone by flood my mind. All in a single moment encased in that first musical note. After a brief pause, I resume walking.
手
If only she was here
I could run my fingers through her hair
I could caress her face
I could hold her hand
I could tickle her hips
Now I can just look at her on my monitor
And stare at those lips I can’t wait to kiss
手
I woke up shivering. Did I catch a cold? Am I feverish? As I slowly slid my shaking hand to the window, the chilly glass met my fingertips. I pushed it open, and the sharp, cool morning air brushed against my naked chest. I didn’t catch a cold, nor was I feverish. The cold season was wrapping its gelid arms around my body, greeting me as an old friend returned after a year.
舌
Coffee’s bitter kiss,
Eyes defog, but the lips are scorched
Sleepiness leaves the body
目
The wind blows, rippling waves on the grass. In the bright blue sky, an eagle flies above the summit. The mountain’s guardian is watching over its realm.
目
Within a bushy green mantle,
Yellow and red spots
Stick out like matches in the night
But Nature runs its course,
Soon the matches will fall
鼻
My towel, once fresh and clean, is now imbued with the earthy aroma of the hot springs. The towel absorbed not just the moisture, but the very spirit of the Onsen. As I hold it, I can feel it emanating a dense scent of sulfur. It is like a unique souvenir, an amulet of serenity, a sensory memento of my Onsen experience… Ok, cut the crap. Let me wash this stinky cloth, its smell is infesting the whole dorm!
舌
He stares at that Nattō sushi like a boxer stares at his opponent. He throws it in his mouth and starts chewing it with an arrogant smirk on his face. The boxer has his opponent on the corner, or at least he thinks so. The smirk slowly turns into a grimace of disgust. The opponent's counters came unexpectedly. He spits what remains of the sushi on his plate. Lights out, the boxer lies on the canvas, defeated.
鼻
Sharp scent of burning
Stings the nostrils.
Choking air,
Dense smoke,
Cough echoes up the stairs.
But don’t worry,
No one’s dead,
It was just a burnt piece of bread
Rue de Paris; temps de pluie, Gustave Caillebotte, 1877
The fresh scent of rain covers, at least partially, the stench of smoke rising from his fingers. He had just tossed a cigarette in one of the puddles formed between the cobblestones and observed it floating as ripples started to propagate around it. Too busy staring at the ripples in that puddle, he accidentally stepped in another shortly after, forcing him to continue his walk with a soaked sock and an even gloomier mood.
His wife’s chatter goes in one ear and out the other, mere white noise that accompanies the rhythmic sound of raindrops pattering on the umbrella. As they walk, he can see through the reflection on the stores’ front windows, her eyes searching for his. He cannot look back, pretending that nothing has happened. What now? He’s holding the arm of the woman he swore to love and cherish for life, but what happens now that he shared his bed with another? What if he didn’t rush at the bar after that big fight on Thursday night? What if instead he just went to bed and slept through it? He just hates drama and disorder. That’s who he is, a stereotypical banker who needs everything to be in order and go according to plan. However, perhaps he had been a little too hard on his wife. Maybe, just for once, he could have thanked her for buying that new set of cutlery and glasses. Did he really spoil his marriage over a few francs? Now he’s wishing he didn’t drink that last whiskey on the rocks he accepted from the woman sitting next to him. Or maybe he should have drunk three or four more, enough to make him lose memory of the events of the previous night and make him wonder why he came home at 7am without his belt.
He will tell his wife about it, eventually. Maybe tomorrow. Probably next week. He’ll decide tonight with a glass of whiskey in his hand.