"In the Heart of a Cold Winter's Night"
by Savannah Griffin
In the heart of a cold winter's night
I know in souls that none of this is right
Writing the letter to let my kin know I can no longer live through this foolish snow
Maybe I’ll take the finances I have left and go to Rome
Or maybe Spain?
Someplace where it doesn’t reek of my late mother
Or someplace where it doesn’t snow almost everyday
I haven’t been happy here for a long time
I’ve been trying to find ways to tell you
Staying locked up in my room
Only coming out for dinner
When I do I have a tone
But yet you don’t seem to grasp the idea that I want to be left alone
Everyday you say you have your mother's eyes and smile
The more I’m here the more pain it brings
I know I’m all you have left and you’re all I have left as well
I think you’re catching on to me as I saw you weeping in the gallery last night
I’m worried you might have found my papers
Letters I would have left you on the dining table
Letters is all you would have had left of me
I plan on leaving very soon
In need of catching a train then a boat to take me to Rome
No longer can I stay in the comfort of you home
Surrounded by safety and the quiet of the snow
No longer can I go on mourning the loss of late mother
I know you have your ways and you’re incredibly upset
But if storming out into the winter night snow is what I have to do to go
I ought to leave you be….