About and Contact
I should really put better photos of myself here [on this (sub-)webpage of my website], hahaha... or maybe a couple of photos (maybe even on a separate Photo Gallery webpage of my website?...) to show me looking as usual, and me at my best & at my worst, ahem... :\
At least for now, you may instead view photos of myself and some of my short speculative/commentary videoclips on https://instagram.com/ve4ernik
(sadly, they censor-deleted/shadowbanned that Instagram account of mine from Instagram probably due to political-correctness reasons and because of some of my videos being anti-government and 'sexist&[sexually] racist&hatespeech' (as if we all aren't, at least to some degree!)... because Instagram is actually [probably] owned by Facebook.com which is owned by Mark Zuckerberg, who in turn is actually the robot-like programmer grandson of Illuminati Jewish bankster Rothschild & he got funding from the CIA&NSA&from his grandpa to make&to pay for Facebook.com's hundreds of USA-based data-centers!... And YES, the http://snopes.com article that says that this theory is wrong - is a fabrication paid for by Zuckerberg to keep the lie going!Also, Mr. Bloomberg in the USA & Hollywood are [probably] other Jewish-owned [mostly] Illuminati productions! Almost nobody gets to be famous in Hollywood unless they sell themselves to the Illuminati banksters who own&operate the USA Federal Reserve, which is basically printing all the official USA banknotes of the USA! It even has the 13-steps Illuminati pyramid on the USD $1 ($1 USD), signifying the 13 main Illuminati families/bloodlines and the 13 original USA colonies that formed the USA!!! And if you fold the eagle part of the banknote, it looks like a Grey-alien's head!!! Coincidence? Too much coincidences point to a real geopolitical conspiracy, not a 'conspiracy theory'!)
For now, check out http://instagram.com/ve4ernik2 ,
https://instagram.com/ve4ernik3 , and the GALLERY subpage [UNDER CONSTRUCTION, sorry...] of this website...
I will put up a small web-gallery sub-webpage with photos of me (and maybe of my relatives&friends?) here one day if I'm still alive & healthy by then... and in case I don't forget about that, ahem...
(machine-translate this webpage now! (rough, inaccurate translation, for overview))
'Perfection is flawed, seek striving for perfection while accepting your irredeemable imperfections as a natural aspect of yourself [without overabusing them too much/often]. Living is the art of both mostly letting go & going with the flow & DOING THE WORK, and also backing off here and there, for rest, recuperation, and contemplation. _ACTION_ (BEING-DOING) <-> SPEECH/WRITING <-> THINKING & feelings <->... Your body, beliefs and attitude & goals/themes-focus shall determine what your life is like!'
Name: I don't have a name & [almost] any name would do; if you insist:* 'Ivan I. Kurdov' (in Bulgarian: Иван Иванов Курдов),* 've4ernik' (pronounced as /vɛˈt͡ʃɛrˌnɪk/ (IPA transcription) — it roughly means 'Evening-er/Nighter/Noctule/Nocturnal-er'; (1) there are also 3 species of bats (all also found in Bulgaria) named 'вечерник' ('vechernik') in Bulgarian but that's just a coincidence; (2) in addition, in Bulgarian 'вечерник' ('vechernik') also means 'twilight/night [summer] breeze', 'evening [news]paper'; (3) furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik'), or 'вечерница' ('vechernitsa'), is also the Bulgarian name for the flower genus Hesperis - Hesperis is a genus of flowering plants in the mustard family. Most are native to Eurasia, with several endemic to Turkey. Many plants of this genus bear showy, fragrant flowers in shades of purple and white. One of the more widely known species is the common garden flower Dame's Rocket (H. matronalis)... (4) There's also a connection to astronomy: 'вечерница' (vechernitsa) in Bulgarian means 'evening star, Venus (the planet Venus seen as a 'star' on the night sky), vesper ('evenining' in Classical Latin), Hesperus (see above for Hesperis)', (5) Furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik') is also one of the dialectical words for the Christian ritual bread traditionally served at Christmas Eve in Bulgaria: 'В западните райони [на България] хлябът за Бъдни вечер се нарича боговица, светец, вечерник, коледник, а в източните — боговица, богова пита, колашки колак, бъдняк, вечерна, бъдна погача.'); (6) And, somewhat ironically, the word 'вечерник' ('ve4ernik') is also found in the Russian language and in that context it means '[a] student attending evening classes, [a] night-school student' BUT I did NOT get/borrow my nickname 've4ernik' from Russian, I probably adapted it from the name of the Bulgarian ritual bread and/or 'the evening star' (i.e. the planet Venus), I don't remember...),* 'Sah War', 'sahwar', 'sah_war', 'sah.war', ('sah' is a word that I made up but I may have been influenced by the words 'Sahara' (the desert in Africa), and by the 'Sahat tepe' (a hill in Plovdiv, Bulgaria), I dunno... There is also a Japanese personal name called 'Sahito' (?),* 'biopole7' (= bio-(electromagnetic-/lifeforce-)field7), 'sixenius',* etc.Location: usually in Bulgaria (or around Europe / worldwide), my astronomic clock-time while in Bulgaria is UTC+2 [EET] (UTC+3 in the summer due to DST rules in my country [EEST])Address:
1. REAL
In English:
Long format:
Mr. Ivan I. ('ve4ernik') KurdovDaoHraniZhivota PanYinYang 1011869777 EOOD/Ltd./LLC. (Hahaha...)Flat 70, Floor 1413 Koprivshtitsa Blvd.Hristo Smirnenski Residential Area, near the Mladezhki hălm (Youth Hill)Neighbo(u)rhoodWestern District4002 PLOVDIVPlovdiv ProvinceBULGARIA
Short format:
Mr. Ivan I. ('ve4ernik') KurdovFlat 70, Floor 1413 Koprivshtitsa Blvd.4002 PLOVDIVBULGARIA
(Ring the goddamned doorbell please! Thanks for your consideration! Or leave a glued note or send a paper-mail letter/parcel-package via Bulgarian Posts or via some other courier package-delivery company (DHL, etc.)!)
In Bulgarian:
Дълъг формат:
Иван Иванов Курдов — „Ve4ernik“DaoHraniZhivota PanYinYang 1011869777 EOOD/Ltd./LLC. (Хахаха...)ап. 70, ет. 14бул. Копривщица № 13ж. к. Христо Смирненски (Смирненски-2), до Младежкия хълмрайон Западен4002 ПЛОВДИВОбласт ПловдивБЪЛГАРИЯ
Къс формат:
Иван Иванов Курдов — „Ve4ernik“ап. 70, ет. 14бул. Копривщица № 134002 ПЛОВДИВБЪЛГАРИЯ
(Моля, звънете на шибания звънец на вратата! Благодаря за внимателното отношение/внимание! Или оставете залепена бележка или изпратете физическо писмо или пакет по обикновената поща или по други куриерски фирми за доставки!)
(I also live in/at several other locations when I am not living as a homeless satirical philosopher-mystic hobo on the streets or in forests or ruined/dilapidated buildings; NOTE FOR STALKERS: Just telephone-call me or talk when meeting me on the streets... I will kiss you on the cheeks if you just ask me! :) Violent stalkers shall be punished with occult magick, so don't even try!)* * *2. FAKE1221BC.C. Baker StreetLo[o]n[y-]donUNITED KINGDOM* * *3. FAKE2Dracula-the Devil's Castles (TM)Corvin Castle (Hunyadi Castle / Hunedoara Castle (Romanian: Castelul Huniazilor or Castelul Corvinilor; Hungarian: Vajdahunyadi vár)Strada Castelului 1-3ROMANIAGPS: 45°44′57″N 22°53′18″E&Poenari Castle / Poenari Citadel(Cetatea Poenari, Citadel of Țepeș Vodă, Citadel of Negru Vodă)Arefu, Argeș CountyRomaniaGPS: 45°21′13.49″N 24°38′6.80″E* * *4. FAKE3some bench near The White House1607 Pennsylvania Avenue NWWashington, D.C. 20500U.S.A.Just kidding... :)))* * *5. FAKE4(a bakery-hotsprings-hostel&JAV-porn-studio in some mid-sized town in Southern or Central Japan, some nice hostels are listed below for reference... or a mid-sized comfy hotel in Japan or a ramen bar or a Shinto or Zen temple-hostel-restaurant, or some office of a small company that goes with a Zen garden and a nearby great foodstore and rice field and library, astronomical observatory and a LOVE HOSTEL, ahahaha...!!!)
Honjin Hiranoya Kachoan506-0011 Gifu, Takayama, Motomachi 1-34, JAPAN
Oyado Koto No Yume506-0026 Gifu, Takayama, Hanasato machi 6-11, JAPAN* * *6. FAKE5(some occult-themed brothel)AmsterdamTHE NETHERLANDS* * *7. FAKE6(Paris or some small villa/castle-inn-bakery place in Northern, Central or Southern France)FRANCE* * *8. FAKE7some cool place in Canada or Greece or Turkey or Belgium or Switzerland or Italy, ahahaha... or somewhere else on planet Earth on or Mars, or somewhere else in the Universe, etc.Occupation: none, vocation = second-coming of Jesus Christ wannabe (saint...), Master Fool, digital Buddha, cynical-sarcastic mostly-honest asshole amateur [fake-]actor, Bulgarian philosopher-mystic&occult-esoteric writer/translator/researcher, alchemist-magician hobbyist, social critic, IT junkie & free-and-open-source-software hobbyist, 'sex-maniac', porn&JAV&hentai appreciator/amateur actor/producer/director/gonzo 1st-person/3rd-person cameraman, TPTB (the-powers-that-be, i.e. the elites) [fake?] conspiracy theorist & spiritual entertainer, culturejamming & (self-)trolling joker-jester, lecturer on the Dao De Jing (Tao Te Ching) and Western and Eastern philosophies, weirdo, part-time public-sector (government) & private-sector advisor, hobbyist jester-priest, gonzo freelance journalist, Master Fool at Reality&Smokes-and-mirrors, reality-(de)engineer; jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none, part-time jester-joker art-curator & art-gallery critic, hobbyist farmer; semi-loser @ life; IT&[high-]tech inventor-[mixed-media] artist-remixologist-appreciator-lecturer, jester-Jesus @ mafia bosses' lair/Den of Evil, shadown-government adviser, product-designer, part-time/long-distance&online-based government/public-sector village/town councillor, etc. JUST KIDDING, it's ever-changing.Income status: alternating between a poor-as-fuck, forever-alone forever-unemployed nearly-always-broke mostly-money-poor alcoholic semi-hobo saint-like Fool, and a badmouthed, cynical-sarcastic millionaire asshole entrepreneur (mostly the former and NOT the latter, ladies, don't get that pussy too wet... Relax, we already sorta hate each other, ha.). JUST KIDDING, it varies... Yeah, we don't really need each other except for talking, sharing food & procreation-sex, and collaborative project/business&travel, ladies, yeah, we both know it... because most of you ladies are intellectually boring-as-fuck, aren't crazy as fuck playful MY WAY & aren't sorta-boring often-sedentary stay-at-home-addicts like me...Accomplishments: (check the homepage for my CV.pdf ; photos of my university grades: image1, image2, image3, image4, image5, image6, image7, image8, image9, image10, ...)...* Off the top of my head: the Bulogos system for transliteration of Bulgarian (newest diff) (yeah, it's not perfect but it's there!), etc.)
* I invented an expansion of the Mendeleev-IUPAC Periodic Table of (Al)Chemical Elements - see the Publications subpage from the navigation bar above...Fun fact: A long time ago, I also studied at ОУ „Димитър Димов“, гр. Пловдив and СОУ (now ОУ...) „Пейо Яворов“, гр. Пловдив before the language high-school (ELS - link1, link2) & university studies mentioned in my real CV.pdf at the Homepage hyperlinked above...
(0) Stay alive&healthy long enough to get a FAITHFUL wife with whom to make my own kids & then leave them my small inheritance before dying... and maybe travel abroad a bit... yeah, IT'S ALL ABOUT SEX-LOVE, KIDS, AND THE TECH-INDUCED&CULTURE-/CIVILIZATION-INDUCED MADNESS OF MORTAL HUMAN LIFE...(1) I would like to continue being a part-time saint/priest/philosopher-mystic & part-time total cynical-sarcastic asshole, and (2) also open & run a small Japanese- (traditional&neo-cyberpunk-hentai+JAV+anime+manga+cosplay+tech/IT/product-design)/European-high-art-themed bakery-inn/cafe-hostel in Bulgaria and also buy/rent & run a Zen-&European-art-inspired small bakery-inn/cafe-brothel-JAV-porn-studio+hotsprings-hostel in Japan (and work&travel between the two places) [trader-entrepreneur], (3) work as a porn-director&amateur-porn-actor, and (4) also lecture (&record YouTube videos) on various philosophy/occultism/esotericism/etc. topics & write a few books (writer)... (5) Have kids with one loyal woman or several women, and play as a part-time cosplayer / event-organizer / event-organizing staff... (6) Visit Japan, France, the Netherlands, and Finland... (If you ask me, the best cultures are those of France and Japan, with a touch of the U.S. mediocrity-jester-culturejamming, and some Netherlands and some China thrown in for good measure...). But I enjoy the tech-inventions & entrepreneurial spirit of the United Kingdom (the UK), the USA, and Japan. (7) I would also like to travel the world when I have more money from the aforementioned businesses... (8) Do all of these, especially (2), (3), and (4)... (9) Die happy at old age with my cool grown-up OWN kids left behind me... OR wherever life&death lead me... [(10) Or maybe become a public servant (public sector, i.e. government sector) or sinister politician, but most Bulgarians just can't understand me and I have little support in terms of number & quality of supporters because I'm mostly introverted and I am often very deeply bitter, resentful, and wrathful due to lack of sex and previous failed attempts at obtaining power so as to try and improve the situation for everyone...] Nobody knows... And I'd rather not know how and when I am going to die... Or leave the fuck everything and retire as a recluse (social outcast) abroad because Bulgaria as of 2019 sucks for non-conformists like me who mostly abhor/hate the mainstream status quo in Bulgaria (and also worldwide)...
Question 1: Why pursue (2) & (3) as mentioned above?Answer 1: Because I love the excessive ridiculous culturejamming in-your-face explicitness of JAV-porn (especially BDSM) and hentai, and because I am a fan of good-quality anime, manga, cosplay, contemporary gaming, AND because all living revolves around food/eating, drinks/drinking, and sex, and I find bakeries&small-shops awesome, and because one always needs some shelter after roaming outside (thus the hotsprings-hostel part).
Question 2: Why pursue (1) and (4) as mentioned above?Answer 2: Because my self-image is closely linked to philosophy, mysticism, occultism, esotericism, pornography, Tantra sex-magick, illusions, everyday lifestyle-experiential-perceptional awareness, and discussing (and writing about) said topics...
Question 3: Are you really a saint-like philosopher-mystic?Answer 3: YES, BUT I also have the mindset of a master-villain, economy/money&sex-oriented vicious mafia-boss/sinister-politician/spy/SpecOps, and mad-scientist/inventor/extraterrestrial-alien-boss/war-commander/pilot/scientist --- as a side/survival counter-sublimation tactic OR as shadows of 'past lives/incarnations'...
Question 4: You seem very odd.. Are you fucking insane?Answer 4: Absolutely - it's a public-secret that EVERYONE is insane in his/her own way... So my insanity/madness meter is BATSHIT INSANE OVER 9000. But I usually do not physically harm anyone (unless sexually, hehe), so relax, dude/dudess...
Question 5: Are you REALLY who you claim to be, judging from all the information on this website?Answer 5: YES. BUT when I'm depressed, tired, or just not in the mood, I am as weak and timid as a very dumb kid!!! And then I alternate my personas quite bipolor-ly because that's how it is, there is no explanation for this and no explanation is needed anyway!Do note that as a Capricorn, I am often socially awkward OR too brutally honest (to the point of stating things exactly as they are, which pisses many people off, especially those not tolerant of in-your-face-truths, but we all need reality-checks from time to time, EVEN the so-called shadow-government(s) who rule the world!!!...)
Question 6: Do you have any fears?Answer 6: Apart from the usual --- physical bodily harms or death, or such of closed ones, I really hate women's bitchy nature (i.e. I am somewhat of a misogynist due to past heartbreaks) and I also despise so-called very smart alpha-males (due to not getting laid as often as them and due to having less political-economic & physical-muscular power than them...), and I hate failures. Gladly, many alpha-males are NOT really smart, just average smart, but, sadly, their slyness gets them more than my mostly-legal&honest approach...
Question 7: Are you really evil?Answer 7: Not really BUT I am extremely cynical & badmouthed and I tell it like I feel it, no censorship and political-correctness be damned... I may possibly have the mind of a master villain but, alas, I also have the curse of forgiving, golden heart, so I use that intelligence mostly in order to serve people in whatever ways I can... but if I get heartbroken by women too many times, I may turn too psychotic for normal living&communication... I am also mostly introverted & leaning towards INFP/INFT and slim-fit body-type, which is why I was badly exploited throughout my life by people stronger & more malevolently cunning&manipulative than me... ;-(((
Question 8: So, what's your IQ and your MBTI personality type?Answer 8: I don't believe in IQ tests & their results as intelligence is fluid and varies moment-to-moment / from-situation-to-situation, and also changes with age/aging and spur-of-the-moment infinite bio[psycho]physical changes... I also am of the personal opinion that one's Mayers-Briggs personality-type changes as well, but, generally speaking, I probably fall into these identity-types MOST of the time: INFP / INTP / ENTP / INFJ and sometimes also as ENTJ, INTJ, and ENFP, ENFJ. I severely lack in the ISFP, _ISTP_, and ESTJ fields, especially in terms of face-to-face communication due to my bipolar-ish overthinking, laziness, and isolationist/iconoclastic/recluse/sociopathy&psychopathy/suicidal tendencies...
Question 9: So, um, what do you really desire, when all is said & done?Answer 9: I'm a Buddha-like guy so I don't really need anything, or just the bare minimum... Initially, I just wanted to, um, bring near-everlasting peace on planet Earth, become GOD (only to realize that I have been that all along, ah, the irony... ahahaha... but this also applies to everyone else & everything else!), become a total reality warper (MINUS the ability to destroy it all without being able to reset it just before destroying it / changing-it-too-much!), to become the wisest/smartest man alive&death, to sorta become 'the ultimate being / perfect human' (haha, what a lad of bullocks that last bit is, hehehe... ahem...), and to become bio-immortal (or something-ish... dunno), and to... construct my own Universes&Galaxy-games! :P ... Well, you know, the usual take-over-the-world God-complex&messiah-complex shit... :P And I really wanted to save Bulgaria and white/Caucasian high-culture Europe but alas... :/ One can only do so much before (mostly) giving up...
But to be frank/honest (jeez, I nearly always am but I do occasionally lie so as to have fun & make pranks & deceive people just a bit, ahem, ahahaha...), on the personal bio-organism level... all I really wanted is... a totally loyal [female, duh!] wife about my age [who sorta fits my 'requirements' (which are more or less these: 'a humble average-looking faithful and honest 18-30-year-old woman to become his stay-at-home co-habitation wife to have several kids (example of a large family; but I prefer average-beauty-but-beautiful-face brown-haired&black-haired women, not blondes; 'other requirements': fluent in Bulgarian and/or English, interest in regular varied sex, cosplay, linguistics, IT&computers, anime/manga/hentai&JAV&maid-cafes, magick, witchcraft, philosophy, esoterica/esotericism, occultism, conspiracies, UFOlogy, simple living, minimalist art, product design, DIY&cooking, being a mostly stay-at-home mom to many kids, faithful&devoted&honest) with (in Bulgaria (maybe in a village!) or abroad)') for a near-perfect monogamous sex-addict wife!] with whom to have several [own] kids with and live a mostly minimalist lifestyle (and maybe be immortal along with my wife & my own kids?)... Sadly, I never did find such a wife (i.e. one that fits my 'requirements' at least good-enough & for her to stay with me till death take us part OR till she gets bored of me after many years of us together)... ;(
Question 10: So, what are your physical characteristics and sex fetishes/preferences/kinks if I am a woman 18-30-something y.o. and I desire you?Answer 10: First of all, you gotta move to where I live OR pay for me to move where you live! I am often a shut-in NEET-like except when adventuring outside... Second of all, well, I am (as of November 2019) a mostly slim/slender tall guy, and am into... well, um... babymaking. :P [As for penis-pics, NO. It's a small one BUT it gets medium-sized when erect so it's fun enough!...] ... and related sex-slave/sex-dungeon BDSM sexual stuff, even breeding&inbreeding harems, BUT I just can't deal with more than a several women, so 1-3 women to have kids with = enough for a philosopher... However, you gotta be ready to live a very minimalist mostly-poor family life with me unless you have enough resources/money yourself. I am also occasionally very bitchy, sarcastic to the point of being caustic with sardonism, and my in-your-face zero-political-correctness style of speech won't change anytime soon. I prefer to say stuff as it is, or as I think/feel it, not otherwise, unless I'm aiming at romantic undertones... :P I _DO NOT_ practise polygamy or polyamory unless it's a 1-male-many-women type of harem... I don't like sharing women at all! If you can't be faithful to me, then at least admit that you just want babies from me, and I'll probably agree to that if I like you after getting to know you for a bit... YEAH, it IS that easy! Why over-complicate life when we all are gonna die anyway?
The future is uncertain! It is the present that is the most important, the eternal present/now!
Question 11: Do you have a favorite brand of car or any other favorite type of vehicle?
Answer 11: If you're asking about me becoming a brand ambassador for car brand XYZ, the answer is NO.
But other than that, I like 2nd-hand Toyota jeeps/SUVs (black/dark-blue/silver-metallic color) - the cheaper gasoline/benzine/gas (US) versions or the LPG versions, or the more expensive hybrid versions (running on LPG gas and also rechargeable electric-battery). If you have more money, buying a new or 2nd-hand high-quality working Lexus with just minor signs of wear - is a great deal if you can afford to buy the specialized spare parts & electronics checkups&repairs for this premium brand of cars...
I also like some of the newer models of electric scooters and also motopeds/mopeds/light motorcycles like some models by Vespa and some models of Peugeot Django. And I partially support Tesla Motors' electric vehicles (I sent emails to them - with my ideas about a partial mod of the Tesla Cybertruck vehicle...).
* I'm actually interested in making my own mini-car (with a back vehicle registration codes: '3JESUS4U' or 'VE4ERNIK') in the product-design style of this type of (usually low-height, but with side extendable legs that serve as vehicle-suspension for repairs&checkups... also, I was thinking of adding to it the old early-20th-century side-platforms for legs beneath the doors... the back of the car is made of the bottom fuel compartment and upper cargo/baggage compartment) cars: [link1].png , ...BUT I would mod it by adding an LPG compartment ("газова уредба") and maybe swapping the engine for a Tesla Motors electric-battery-powered engine. I am also interested in retrofitting the whole car to make its chassis into a universal boat/hoverboat/submarine/flying-car-helicopter/mini-spaceship/mini-tank hybrid-use vehicle...I am also very much interested in building the following vehicles from scratch materials salvaged from other now-broken-and-in-the-scrapyard motor vehicles:* solar-panels airship - see Wikipedia link: [link2]...* solar-panels car - see Wikipedia link: [link3]... (there was a recent documentary on the now-fake-and-scammy Discovery channel about a team of young British people who made such a solar-panels car with money grants from some rich guys... in reality, electric vehicles have been around for many years before Tesla Motors but history is classified and censored and rewritten to hide dangerous tech&dangerous truths - some photos and reports indicate that electric vehicles have been around since at least the first decades of the 20th century, with some working prototypes of electric vehicles having been demonstrated in the USA & in Great Britain before the 1950s, ~1960s-1980s in the USSR and in the PRC China and Japan, but electric vehicles have only gained momentum in the last decade (2010-2020s) via Tesla Motors and later by electric versions of vehicles being made by major & new European car makers and China car makers and Japanese car makers)...* helium-powered passengers' & cargo-transportation dirigible (there there was a recent documentary on the now-fake-and-scammy Discovery channel TV about a team of wealthy Russians who copied my idea for a helium-powered dirigible and made a working prototype that is very much fireproof and worked well after plenty of version-control test prototypes and some at first unsuccessful lift-offs & landings... but it worked!): [link4]...* I also have the idea to build (or buy&mod) 4 more flying vehicles: 1 small airplane, 1 helicopter (I got inspired by the anime Dantalian no Shoka and by old films about 20th-century small airplanes in the UK & in the USA & France), 1 tourists' hot-air baloon (for long-distance tourism), and the special flying vehicle designed by me/I, ve4ernik - a tough durable rubber-exterior sphere with 1-6 seats in it, powered by 4-16 flying-drones' bodies placed on the edges on all sides (for unidirectional, plus vertical, travel), very light body mass, and bouncing mechanics when you hit a building - basically, a huge rubber-ball that doesn't get destroyed by falling but bounces back (at least when it falls from ~50-1500 m), and is very light overall, with interior similar to a bungee-ropes plus a small electric flying car or free-floating flying vehicle... and with very basic yet tough & durable construction - perfectly suitable for tourism and for travelling distances of up to 500-1500 km, with only landing for refueling at gas stations with LPG & electric-recharging-station and for buying food & a visit to the toilets... I call this original-product-design spherical vehicle 'the BULTHRAK SPHEROMATICO-1 unidirectional sky-tourism flying-sphere vehicle (it's more like a multiple-drones-based body of a spherical helicopter and NOT like an airplane)'. I posted about it on my Instagram accounts... (Update 2020: the Chinese have already demonstrated working 2-seat flying vehicle based on putting flying-drones on some basic construction BUT their design is NOT spherical and their vehicle is NOT suitable for upward lifting of more than 50-100 m, and it is also incapable of flying over distances of more than ~10 km...).
Question 12: Are you really Jesus Christ???
Question 12: Yes. Well, sorta... I'm one of those sorta-rare people who have experienced the so-called mystical-psychosis cosmic-consciousness unitary religious experience which Alan Watts & others explained - is at the root of the message by mystics like Jesus Christ (not the Italian-mafia geopolitical pagan-solar-worship-satanic hierarchical-order pyramid-Ponzi-scheme called the Vatican (Roman Catholic Church; 'Vatican' is etymologically derived from 'Vatica' - the name of an ancient pagan goddess!!!) & some later Christian and non-Christian mystics, including Muhammad (not the Islam that is derived from his more warmongering personal rendition of the mystical experience...), Gautama Buddha (not much the mainstream version of Buddhism in the 20th & 21st centuries, except for the main philosophical concepts in the original holy scriptures & their modern main interpretations...), Lao-Tsu's Daoism, Bodhidharma's Zen Buddism, etc. ... In practice, I am a child of my age (1991-present) and our age is more of a mix between fringe-science, mad-science, presentism interpretations of past history, and occult/esoteric interpretations of religions & modern warfare + political power-dynamics & PsyOps/SpecOps/BlackOps real-war games... So you could say that I am just like anyone else on the streets of the late-20th & early 21st centuries, BUT with a HUGE horror-comedy religious-philosophical-mad-science-bent twist!!!
I am usually very kind-hearted & helpful BUT I occassionally become super-evil when I am angry or due to reasons of sociocultural, socioeconomic, or heartbrakes-due-to-women nature... and I practise self-isolation when society wears me off too much or when I burnout too much & need my self-regeneration & well-deserved break/vacation... hehehe.
* twitter.com/ve4ernik / twitter.com/biopole7 (via DM (direct messages))
* JitsiVoIP (http://jitsi.org): ...
* OnionShare/RetroShare+RicochetIM: ...
Alternative methods of contact (you have to contact me in person or via the above methods to negotiate contact via the following sorta-more-secure methods):
* online over the Internet via audio-talking+IM-text-chatting+video-conferencing viaJitsi/Jitsi Meet/Conversations.im (XMPP-+Jingle-XEP-based)/qTox/WhatsApp;
* IRC+XDCC UTF-8 text-chatting: Not yet... I may self-host an IRC server for public/private chats with me and/or for collaboration/feedback on my Bulogos project, or I may create one for scheduled weekly community chatting meeting/'call', hosted for free on http://irc.freenode.net or http://libera.chat ; I also like irc.ludost.net but I wasn't much active in IRC or in ICQ back in the good old days, but I used Skype and DC++/ADC p2p-filesharing hubs..
* Self-hosted instances of Rocket.Chat (Discord.com clone)/RetroShare-or-OnionShare+RicochetIM/matrix.org/Mastodon/OwnCloud/NextCloud/SyncThing (FreedomBox)/FilePizza/Gitea-git: ...
Maybe, I'll consider it... But I need a web-server and some HDDs/SSDs and a web-hosting plan in a country that is more resistant to government surveillance/tracking/spying and enjoys a lifestyle similar to Germany's [Internet-]Pirate Party... :P
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* Meet me live-IRL in person: Maybe... I both love AND loathe everything (including myself), so take your chances. I don't really need friends, enemies, women lovers, mainstream society, anyone, BUT you may occasionally enjoy my company for talks, collaboration on joint projects , and MAYBE heterosexual-sex, hehe... Be warned though, I can flip between a total madman and a cynical crybaby [sorta saint] in just a few seconds, hehehe...
1. QUICK SEMI-FAKE BIO(GRAPHY) - the CV is HERE
1. QUICK SEMI-FAKE BIO(GRAPHY) - the CV is HERE
'Perfection is flawed, seek striving for perfection while accepting your irredeemable imperfections as a natural aspect of yourself [without overabusing them too much/often]. Living is the art of both mostly letting go & going with the flow & DOING THE WORK, and also backing off here and there, for rest, recuperation, and contemplation. _ACTION_ (BEING-DOING) <-> SPEECH/WRITING <-> THINKING & feelings <->... Your body, beliefs and attitude & goals/themes-focus shall determine what your life is like!'
Name: I don't have a name & [almost] any name would do; if you insist:* 'Ivan I. Kurdov' (in Bulgarian: Иван Иванов Курдов),* 've4ernik' (pronounced as /vɛˈt͡ʃɛrˌnɪk/ (IPA transcription) — it roughly means 'Evening-er/Nighter/Noctule/Nocturnal-er'; (1) there are also 3 species of bats (all also found in Bulgaria) named 'вечерник' ('vechernik') in Bulgarian but that's just a coincidence; (2) in addition, in Bulgarian 'вечерник' ('vechernik') also means 'twilight/night [summer] breeze', 'evening [news]paper'; (3) furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik'), or 'вечерница' ('vechernitsa'), is also the Bulgarian name for the flower genus Hesperis - Hesperis is a genus of flowering plants in the mustard family. Most are native to Eurasia, with several endemic to Turkey. Many plants of this genus bear showy, fragrant flowers in shades of purple and white. One of the more widely known species is the common garden flower Dame's Rocket (H. matronalis)... (4) There's also a connection to astronomy: 'вечерница' (vechernitsa) in Bulgarian means 'evening star, Venus (the planet Venus seen as a 'star' on the night sky), vesper ('evenining' in Classical Latin), Hesperus (see above for Hesperis)', (5) Furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik') is also one of the dialectical words for the Christian ritual bread traditionally served at Christmas Eve in Bulgaria: 'В западните райони [на България] хлябът за Бъдни вечер се нарича боговица, светец, вечерник, коледник, а в източните — боговица, богова пита, колашки колак, бъдняк, вечерна, бъдна погача.'); (6) And, somewhat ironically, the word 'вечерник' ('ve4ernik') is also found in the Russian language and in that context it means '[a] student attending evening classes, [a] night-school student' BUT I did NOT get/borrow my nickname 've4ernik' from Russian, I probably adapted it from the name of the Bulgarian ritual bread and/or 'the evening star' (i.e. the planet Venus), I don't remember...),* 'Sah War', 'sahwar', 'sah_war', 'sah.war', ('sah' is a word that I made up but I may have been influenced by the words 'Sahara' (the desert in Africa), and by the 'Sahat tepe' (a hill in Plovdiv, Bulgaria), I dunno... There is also a Japanese personal name called 'Sahito' (?),* 'biopole7' (= bio-(electromagnetic-/lifeforce-)field7), 'sixenius',* etc.Location: usually in Bulgaria (or around Europe / worldwide), my astronomic clock-time while in Bulgaria is UTC+2 [EET] (UTC+3 in the summer due to DST rules in my country [EEST])Address:
1. REAL
In English:
Long format:
Mr. Ivan I. ('ve4ernik') KurdovDaoHraniZhivota PanYinYang 1011869777 EOOD/Ltd./LLC. (Hahaha...)Flat 70, Floor 1413 Koprivshtitsa Blvd.Hristo Smirnenski Residential Area, near the Mladezhki hălm (Youth Hill)
Short format:
Mr. Ivan I. ('ve4ernik') KurdovFlat 70, Floor 1413 Koprivshtitsa Blvd.4002 PLOVDIVBULGARIA
(Ring the goddamned doorbell please! Thanks for your consideration! Or leave a glued note or send a paper-mail letter/parcel-package via Bulgarian Posts or via some other courier package-delivery company (DHL, etc.)!)
In Bulgarian:
Дълъг формат:
Иван Иванов Курдов — „Ve4ernik“DaoHraniZhivota PanYinYang 1011869777 EOOD/Ltd./LLC. (Хахаха...)ап. 70, ет. 14бул. Копривщица № 13ж. к. Христо Смирненски (Смирненски-2), до Младежкия хълмрайон Западен4002 ПЛОВДИВОбласт ПловдивБЪЛГАРИЯ
Къс формат:
Иван Иванов Курдов — „Ve4ernik“ап. 70, ет. 14бул. Копривщица № 134002 ПЛОВДИВБЪЛГАРИЯ
(Моля, звънете на шибания звънец на вратата! Благодаря за внимателното отношение/внимание! Или оставете залепена бележка или изпратете физическо писмо или пакет по обикновената поща или по други куриерски фирми за доставки!)
(I also live in/at several other locations when I am not living as a homeless satirical philosopher-mystic hobo on the streets or in forests or ruined/dilapidated buildings; NOTE FOR STALKERS: Just telephone-call me or talk when meeting me on the streets... I will kiss you on the cheeks if you just ask me! :) Violent stalkers shall be punished with occult magick, so don't even try!)* * *2. FAKE1221BC.C. Baker StreetLo[o]n[y-]donUNITED KINGDOM* * *3. FAKE2Dracula-the Devil's Castles (TM)Corvin Castle (Hunyadi Castle / Hunedoara Castle (Romanian: Castelul Huniazilor or Castelul Corvinilor; Hungarian: Vajdahunyadi vár)Strada Castelului 1-3ROMANIAGPS: 45°44′57″N 22°53′18″E&Poenari Castle / Poenari Citadel(Cetatea Poenari, Citadel of Țepeș Vodă, Citadel of Negru Vodă)Arefu, Argeș CountyRomaniaGPS: 45°21′13.49″N 24°38′6.80″E* * *4. FAKE3some bench near The White House1607 Pennsylvania Avenue NWWashington, D.C. 20500U.S.A.Just kidding... :)))* * *5. FAKE4(a bakery-hotsprings-hostel&JAV-porn-studio in some mid-sized town in Southern or Central Japan, some nice hostels are listed below for reference... or a mid-sized comfy hotel in Japan or a ramen bar or a Shinto or Zen temple-hostel-restaurant, or some office of a small company that goes with a Zen garden and a nearby great foodstore and rice field and library, astronomical observatory and a LOVE HOSTEL, ahahaha...!!!)
Honjin Hiranoya Kachoan506-0011 Gifu, Takayama, Motomachi 1-34, JAPAN
Oyado Koto No Yume506-0026 Gifu, Takayama, Hanasato machi 6-11, JAPAN* * *6. FAKE5(some occult-themed brothel)AmsterdamTHE NETHERLANDS* * *7. FAKE6(Paris or some small villa/castle-inn-bakery place in Northern, Central or Southern France)FRANCE* * *8. FAKE7some cool place in Canada or Greece or Turkey or Belgium or Switzerland or Italy, ahahaha... or somewhere else on planet Earth on or Mars, or somewhere else in the Universe, etc.Occupation: none, vocation = second-coming of Jesus Christ wannabe (saint...), Master Fool, digital Buddha, cynical-sarcastic mostly-honest asshole amateur [fake-]actor, Bulgarian philosopher-mystic&occult-esoteric writer/translator/researcher, alchemist-magician hobbyist, social critic, IT junkie & free-and-open-source-software hobbyist, 'sex-maniac', porn&JAV&hentai appreciator/amateur actor/producer/director/gonzo 1st-person/3rd-person cameraman, TPTB (the-powers-that-be, i.e. the elites) [fake?] conspiracy theorist & spiritual entertainer, culturejamming & (self-)trolling joker-jester, lecturer on the Dao De Jing (Tao Te Ching) and Western and Eastern philosophies, weirdo, part-time public-sector (government) & private-sector advisor, hobbyist jester-priest, gonzo freelance journalist, Master Fool at Reality&Smokes-and-mirrors, reality-(de)engineer; jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none, part-time jester-joker art-curator & art-gallery critic, hobbyist farmer; semi-loser @ life; IT&[high-]tech inventor-[mixed-media] artist-remixologist-appreciator-lecturer, jester-Jesus @ mafia bosses' lair/Den of Evil, shadown-government adviser, product-designer, part-time/long-distance&online-based government/public-sector village/town councillor, etc. JUST KIDDING, it's ever-changing.Income status: alternating between a poor-as-fuck, forever-alone forever-unemployed nearly-always-broke mostly-money-poor alcoholic semi-hobo saint-like Fool, and a badmouthed, cynical-sarcastic millionaire asshole entrepreneur (mostly the former and NOT the latter, ladies, don't get that pussy too wet... Relax, we already sorta hate each other, ha.). JUST KIDDING, it varies... Yeah, we don't really need each other except for talking, sharing food & procreation-sex, and collaborative project/business&travel, ladies, yeah, we both know it... because most of you ladies are intellectually boring-as-fuck, aren't crazy as fuck playful MY WAY & aren't sorta-boring often-sedentary stay-at-home-addicts like me...Accomplishments: (check the homepage for my CV.pdf ; photos of my university grades: image1, image2, image3, image4, image5, image6, image7, image8, image9, image10, ...)...* Off the top of my head: the Bulogos system for transliteration of Bulgarian (newest diff) (yeah, it's not perfect but it's there!), etc.)
* I invented an expansion of the Mendeleev-IUPAC Periodic Table of (Al)Chemical Elements - see the Publications subpage from the navigation bar above...Fun fact: A long time ago, I also studied at ОУ „Димитър Димов“, гр. Пловдив and СОУ (now ОУ...) „Пейо Яворов“, гр. Пловдив before the language high-school (ELS - link1, link2) & university studies mentioned in my real CV.pdf at the Homepage hyperlinked above...
2. FUTURE DREAMS
2. FUTURE DREAMS
(0) Stay alive&healthy long enough to get a FAITHFUL wife with whom to make my own kids & then leave them my small inheritance before dying... and maybe travel abroad a bit... yeah, IT'S ALL ABOUT SEX-LOVE, KIDS, AND THE TECH-INDUCED&CULTURE-/CIVILIZATION-INDUCED MADNESS OF MORTAL HUMAN LIFE...(1) I would like to continue being a part-time saint/priest/philosopher-mystic & part-time total cynical-sarcastic asshole, and (2) also open & run a small Japanese- (traditional&neo-cyberpunk-hentai+JAV+anime+manga+cosplay+tech/IT/product-design)/European-high-art-themed bakery-inn/cafe-hostel in Bulgaria and also buy/rent & run a Zen-&European-art-inspired small bakery-inn/cafe-brothel-JAV-porn-studio+hotsprings-hostel in Japan (and work&travel between the two places) [trader-entrepreneur], (3) work as a porn-director&amateur-porn-actor, and (4) also lecture (&record YouTube videos) on various philosophy/occultism/esotericism/etc. topics & write a few books (writer)... (5) Have kids with one loyal woman or several women, and play as a part-time cosplayer / event-organizer / event-organizing staff... (6) Visit Japan, France, the Netherlands, and Finland... (If you ask me, the best cultures are those of France and Japan, with a touch of the U.S. mediocrity-jester-culturejamming, and some Netherlands and some China thrown in for good measure...). But I enjoy the tech-inventions & entrepreneurial spirit of the United Kingdom (the UK), the USA, and Japan. (7) I would also like to travel the world when I have more money from the aforementioned businesses... (8) Do all of these, especially (2), (3), and (4)... (9) Die happy at old age with my cool grown-up OWN kids left behind me... OR wherever life&death lead me... [(10) Or maybe become a public servant (public sector, i.e. government sector) or sinister politician, but most Bulgarians just can't understand me and I have little support in terms of number & quality of supporters because I'm mostly introverted and I am often very deeply bitter, resentful, and wrathful due to lack of sex and previous failed attempts at obtaining power so as to try and improve the situation for everyone...] Nobody knows... And I'd rather not know how and when I am going to die... Or leave the fuck everything and retire as a recluse (social outcast) abroad because Bulgaria as of 2019 sucks for non-conformists like me who mostly abhor/hate the mainstream status quo in Bulgaria (and also worldwide)...
3. Q&A SECTION (QUESTIONS & ANSWERS)
3. Q&A SECTION (QUESTIONS & ANSWERS)
Question 1: Why pursue (2) & (3) as mentioned above?Answer 1: Because I love the excessive ridiculous culturejamming in-your-face explicitness of JAV-porn (especially BDSM) and hentai, and because I am a fan of good-quality anime, manga, cosplay, contemporary gaming, AND because all living revolves around food/eating, drinks/drinking, and sex, and I find bakeries&small-shops awesome, and because one always needs some shelter after roaming outside (thus the hotsprings-hostel part).
Question 2: Why pursue (1) and (4) as mentioned above?Answer 2: Because my self-image is closely linked to philosophy, mysticism, occultism, esotericism, pornography, Tantra sex-magick, illusions, everyday lifestyle-experiential-perceptional awareness, and discussing (and writing about) said topics...
Question 3: Are you really a saint-like philosopher-mystic?Answer 3: YES, BUT I also have the mindset of a master-villain, economy/money&sex-oriented vicious mafia-boss/sinister-politician/spy/SpecOps, and mad-scientist/inventor/extraterrestrial-alien-boss/war-commander/pilot/scientist --- as a side/survival counter-sublimation tactic OR as shadows of 'past lives/incarnations'...
Question 4: You seem very odd.. Are you fucking insane?Answer 4: Absolutely - it's a public-secret that EVERYONE is insane in his/her own way... So my insanity/madness meter is BATSHIT INSANE OVER 9000. But I usually do not physically harm anyone (unless sexually, hehe), so relax, dude/dudess...
Question 5: Are you REALLY who you claim to be, judging from all the information on this website?Answer 5: YES. BUT when I'm depressed, tired, or just not in the mood, I am as weak and timid as a very dumb kid!!! And then I alternate my personas quite bipolor-ly because that's how it is, there is no explanation for this and no explanation is needed anyway!Do note that as a Capricorn, I am often socially awkward OR too brutally honest (to the point of stating things exactly as they are, which pisses many people off, especially those not tolerant of in-your-face-truths, but we all need reality-checks from time to time, EVEN the so-called shadow-government(s) who rule the world!!!...)
Question 6: Do you have any fears?Answer 6: Apart from the usual --- physical bodily harms or death, or such of closed ones, I really hate women's bitchy nature (i.e. I am somewhat of a misogynist due to past heartbreaks) and I also despise so-called very smart alpha-males (due to not getting laid as often as them and due to having less political-economic & physical-muscular power than them...), and I hate failures. Gladly, many alpha-males are NOT really smart, just average smart, but, sadly, their slyness gets them more than my mostly-legal&honest approach...
Question 7: Are you really evil?Answer 7: Not really BUT I am extremely cynical & badmouthed and I tell it like I feel it, no censorship and political-correctness be damned... I may possibly have the mind of a master villain but, alas, I also have the curse of forgiving, golden heart, so I use that intelligence mostly in order to serve people in whatever ways I can... but if I get heartbroken by women too many times, I may turn too psychotic for normal living&communication... I am also mostly introverted & leaning towards INFP/INFT and slim-fit body-type, which is why I was badly exploited throughout my life by people stronger & more malevolently cunning&manipulative than me... ;-(((
Question 8: So, what's your IQ and your MBTI personality type?Answer 8: I don't believe in IQ tests & their results as intelligence is fluid and varies moment-to-moment / from-situation-to-situation, and also changes with age/aging and spur-of-the-moment infinite bio[psycho]physical changes... I also am of the personal opinion that one's Mayers-Briggs personality-type changes as well, but, generally speaking, I probably fall into these identity-types MOST of the time: INFP / INTP / ENTP / INFJ and sometimes also as ENTJ, INTJ, and ENFP, ENFJ. I severely lack in the ISFP, _ISTP_, and ESTJ fields, especially in terms of face-to-face communication due to my bipolar-ish overthinking, laziness, and isolationist/iconoclastic/recluse/sociopathy&psychopathy/suicidal tendencies...
Question 9: So, um, what do you really desire, when all is said & done?Answer 9: I'm a Buddha-like guy so I don't really need anything, or just the bare minimum... Initially, I just wanted to, um, bring near-everlasting peace on planet Earth, become GOD (only to realize that I have been that all along, ah, the irony... ahahaha... but this also applies to everyone else & everything else!), become a total reality warper (MINUS the ability to destroy it all without being able to reset it just before destroying it / changing-it-too-much!), to become the wisest/smartest man alive&death, to sorta become 'the ultimate being / perfect human' (haha, what a lad of bullocks that last bit is, hehehe... ahem...), and to become bio-immortal (or something-ish... dunno), and to... construct my own Universes&Galaxy-games! :P ... Well, you know, the usual take-over-the-world God-complex&messiah-complex shit... :P And I really wanted to save Bulgaria and white/Caucasian high-culture Europe but alas... :/ One can only do so much before (mostly) giving up...
But to be frank/honest (jeez, I nearly always am but I do occasionally lie so as to have fun & make pranks & deceive people just a bit, ahem, ahahaha...), on the personal bio-organism level... all I really wanted is... a totally loyal [female, duh!] wife about my age [who sorta fits my 'requirements' (which are more or less these: 'a humble average-looking faithful and honest 18-30-year-old woman to become his stay-at-home co-habitation wife to have several kids (example of a large family; but I prefer average-beauty-but-beautiful-face brown-haired&black-haired women, not blondes; 'other requirements': fluent in Bulgarian and/or English, interest in regular varied sex, cosplay, linguistics, IT&computers, anime/manga/hentai&JAV&maid-cafes, magick, witchcraft, philosophy, esoterica/esotericism, occultism, conspiracies, UFOlogy, simple living, minimalist art, product design, DIY&cooking, being a mostly stay-at-home mom to many kids, faithful&devoted&honest) with (in Bulgaria (maybe in a village!) or abroad)') for a near-perfect monogamous sex-addict wife!] with whom to have several [own] kids with and live a mostly minimalist lifestyle (and maybe be immortal along with my wife & my own kids?)... Sadly, I never did find such a wife (i.e. one that fits my 'requirements' at least good-enough & for her to stay with me till death take us part OR till she gets bored of me after many years of us together)... ;(
Question 10: So, what are your physical characteristics and sex fetishes/preferences/kinks if I am a woman 18-30-something y.o. and I desire you?Answer 10: First of all, you gotta move to where I live OR pay for me to move where you live! I am often a shut-in NEET-like except when adventuring outside... Second of all, well, I am (as of November 2019) a mostly slim/slender tall guy, and am into... well, um... babymaking. :P [As for penis-pics, NO. It's a small one BUT it gets medium-sized when erect so it's fun enough!...] ... and related sex-slave/sex-dungeon BDSM sexual stuff, even breeding&inbreeding harems, BUT I just can't deal with more than a several women, so 1-3 women to have kids with = enough for a philosopher... However, you gotta be ready to live a very minimalist mostly-poor family life with me unless you have enough resources/money yourself. I am also occasionally very bitchy, sarcastic to the point of being caustic with sardonism, and my in-your-face zero-political-correctness style of speech won't change anytime soon. I prefer to say stuff as it is, or as I think/feel it, not otherwise, unless I'm aiming at romantic undertones... :P I _DO NOT_ practise polygamy or polyamory unless it's a 1-male-many-women type of harem... I don't like sharing women at all! If you can't be faithful to me, then at least admit that you just want babies from me, and I'll probably agree to that if I like you after getting to know you for a bit... YEAH, it IS that easy! Why over-complicate life when we all are gonna die anyway?
The future is uncertain! It is the present that is the most important, the eternal present/now!
Question 11: Do you have a favorite brand of car or any other favorite type of vehicle?
Answer 11: If you're asking about me becoming a brand ambassador for car brand XYZ, the answer is NO.
But other than that, I like 2nd-hand Toyota jeeps/SUVs (black/dark-blue/silver-metallic color) - the cheaper gasoline/benzine/gas (US) versions or the LPG versions, or the more expensive hybrid versions (running on LPG gas and also rechargeable electric-battery). If you have more money, buying a new or 2nd-hand high-quality working Lexus with just minor signs of wear - is a great deal if you can afford to buy the specialized spare parts & electronics checkups&repairs for this premium brand of cars...
I also like some of the newer models of electric scooters and also motopeds/mopeds/light motorcycles like some models by Vespa and some models of Peugeot Django. And I partially support Tesla Motors' electric vehicles (I sent emails to them - with my ideas about a partial mod of the Tesla Cybertruck vehicle...).
* I'm actually interested in making my own mini-car (with a back vehicle registration codes: '3JESUS4U' or 'VE4ERNIK') in the product-design style of this type of (usually low-height, but with side extendable legs that serve as vehicle-suspension for repairs&checkups... also, I was thinking of adding to it the old early-20th-century side-platforms for legs beneath the doors... the back of the car is made of the bottom fuel compartment and upper cargo/baggage compartment) cars: [link1].png , ...BUT I would mod it by adding an LPG compartment ("газова уредба") and maybe swapping the engine for a Tesla Motors electric-battery-powered engine. I am also interested in retrofitting the whole car to make its chassis into a universal boat/hoverboat/submarine/flying-car-helicopter/mini-spaceship/mini-tank hybrid-use vehicle...I am also very much interested in building the following vehicles from scratch materials salvaged from other now-broken-and-in-the-scrapyard motor vehicles:* solar-panels airship - see Wikipedia link: [link2]...* solar-panels car - see Wikipedia link: [link3]... (there was a recent documentary on the now-fake-and-scammy Discovery channel about a team of young British people who made such a solar-panels car with money grants from some rich guys... in reality, electric vehicles have been around for many years before Tesla Motors but history is classified and censored and rewritten to hide dangerous tech&dangerous truths - some photos and reports indicate that electric vehicles have been around since at least the first decades of the 20th century, with some working prototypes of electric vehicles having been demonstrated in the USA & in Great Britain before the 1950s, ~1960s-1980s in the USSR and in the PRC China and Japan, but electric vehicles have only gained momentum in the last decade (2010-2020s) via Tesla Motors and later by electric versions of vehicles being made by major & new European car makers and China car makers and Japanese car makers)...* helium-powered passengers' & cargo-transportation dirigible (there there was a recent documentary on the now-fake-and-scammy Discovery channel TV about a team of wealthy Russians who copied my idea for a helium-powered dirigible and made a working prototype that is very much fireproof and worked well after plenty of version-control test prototypes and some at first unsuccessful lift-offs & landings... but it worked!): [link4]...* I also have the idea to build (or buy&mod) 4 more flying vehicles: 1 small airplane, 1 helicopter (I got inspired by the anime Dantalian no Shoka and by old films about 20th-century small airplanes in the UK & in the USA & France), 1 tourists' hot-air baloon (for long-distance tourism), and the special flying vehicle designed by me/I, ve4ernik - a tough durable rubber-exterior sphere with 1-6 seats in it, powered by 4-16 flying-drones' bodies placed on the edges on all sides (for unidirectional, plus vertical, travel), very light body mass, and bouncing mechanics when you hit a building - basically, a huge rubber-ball that doesn't get destroyed by falling but bounces back (at least when it falls from ~50-1500 m), and is very light overall, with interior similar to a bungee-ropes plus a small electric flying car or free-floating flying vehicle... and with very basic yet tough & durable construction - perfectly suitable for tourism and for travelling distances of up to 500-1500 km, with only landing for refueling at gas stations with LPG & electric-recharging-station and for buying food & a visit to the toilets... I call this original-product-design spherical vehicle 'the BULTHRAK SPHEROMATICO-1 unidirectional sky-tourism flying-sphere vehicle (it's more like a multiple-drones-based body of a spherical helicopter and NOT like an airplane)'. I posted about it on my Instagram accounts... (Update 2020: the Chinese have already demonstrated working 2-seat flying vehicle based on putting flying-drones on some basic construction BUT their design is NOT spherical and their vehicle is NOT suitable for upward lifting of more than 50-100 m, and it is also incapable of flying over distances of more than ~10 km...).
Question 12: Are you really Jesus Christ???
Question 12: Yes. Well, sorta... I'm one of those sorta-rare people who have experienced the so-called mystical-psychosis cosmic-consciousness unitary religious experience which Alan Watts & others explained - is at the root of the message by mystics like Jesus Christ (not the Italian-mafia geopolitical pagan-solar-worship-satanic hierarchical-order pyramid-Ponzi-scheme called the Vatican (Roman Catholic Church; 'Vatican' is etymologically derived from 'Vatica' - the name of an ancient pagan goddess!!!) & some later Christian and non-Christian mystics, including Muhammad (not the Islam that is derived from his more warmongering personal rendition of the mystical experience...), Gautama Buddha (not much the mainstream version of Buddhism in the 20th & 21st centuries, except for the main philosophical concepts in the original holy scriptures & their modern main interpretations...), Lao-Tsu's Daoism, Bodhidharma's Zen Buddism, etc. ... In practice, I am a child of my age (1991-present) and our age is more of a mix between fringe-science, mad-science, presentism interpretations of past history, and occult/esoteric interpretations of religions & modern warfare + political power-dynamics & PsyOps/SpecOps/BlackOps real-war games... So you could say that I am just like anyone else on the streets of the late-20th & early 21st centuries, BUT with a HUGE horror-comedy religious-philosophical-mad-science-bent twist!!!
I am usually very kind-hearted & helpful BUT I occassionally become super-evil when I am angry or due to reasons of sociocultural, socioeconomic, or heartbrakes-due-to-women nature... and I practise self-isolation when society wears me off too much or when I burnout too much & need my self-regeneration & well-deserved break/vacation... hehehe.
4. DESCRIPTION
4. DESCRIPTION
I'm just a [sorta-dumb yet quite batshit crazy hellaven yeah!] Bulgarian lad born in 1991 in Plovdiv, Bulgaria... Failed at life, so he made this personal website as a cyber IN MEMORIAL spot for when he passes away (i.e. dies)... That is all.
P.S. Thanks to my family, relatives, and friends for bearing with me over the years! I managed to live thanks to your support and thanks to the aid of the Heavenly Dao (i.e. GOD). Though they probably won't read any of this as only my brother (D.I.K.) is fluent in English [but, sadly, we mostly drifted apart so don't ask him much about me, he is too busy with his own private life!]... Ahaha, the cosmic Joke/irony... Live long and maybe make your own kids while younger&[if you are wiser, mostly] stay in a minimalist lifestyle, dummy!
5. CONTACT
5. CONTACT
* preferred method of contact:
Email: ve4ernik@gmail.com or ikurdov10@gmail.com (NO SPAM PLEASE. Thank you! PLEASE WRITE TO ME IN BULGARIAN AND/OR ENGLISH ONLY!!!)
* Telephone/SMS number/Rakuten Viber: (+359) (0)988 308 907 (Bulgaria) (IN BULGARIAN (AND/)OR ENGLISH ONLY!!!)
* Skype: sah.war
* Google Hangouts/Google Meet (XMPP-/JingleXEP-based): ve4ernik@gmail.com or ikurdov10@gmail.com
* XMPP/Jabber chat: sahwar@jabber.org (I am somewhat rarely using it nowadays... I recommend the PidginIM (for desktop: MS Windows, Linux, macOS), or the conversations.im (for Google Android) XMPP client apps; MirandaIM, Gajim, KDE Kopete, GNU Freetalk (CLI), Jappix (web-browser instance) are also okay...)
* qTox (http://tox.im): hash = ...* JitsiVoIP (http://jitsi.org): ...
* OnionShare/RetroShare+RicochetIM: ...
Alternative methods of contact (you have to contact me in person or via the above methods to negotiate contact via the following sorta-more-secure methods):
* online over the Internet via audio-talking+IM-text-chatting+video-conferencing viaJitsi/Jitsi Meet/Conversations.im (XMPP-+Jingle-XEP-based)/qTox/WhatsApp;
* IRC+XDCC UTF-8 text-chatting: Not yet... I may self-host an IRC server for public/private chats with me and/or for collaboration/feedback on my Bulogos project, or I may create one for scheduled weekly community chatting meeting/'call', hosted for free on http://irc.freenode.net or http://libera.chat ; I also like irc.ludost.net but I wasn't much active in IRC or in ICQ back in the good old days, but I used Skype and DC++/ADC p2p-filesharing hubs..
* Self-hosted instances of Rocket.Chat (Discord.com clone)/RetroShare-or-OnionShare+RicochetIM/matrix.org/Mastodon/OwnCloud/NextCloud/SyncThing (FreedomBox)/FilePizza/Gitea-git: ...
Maybe, I'll consider it... But I need a web-server and some HDDs/SSDs and a web-hosting plan in a country that is more resistant to government surveillance/tracking/spying and enjoys a lifestyle similar to Germany's [Internet-]Pirate Party... :P
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* Meet me live-IRL in person: Maybe... I both love AND loathe everything (including myself), so take your chances.
ve4ernik's 'System' IDs (large view) --- I am posting this here as a form of self-identity abnegation and as a form of Internet protest & civil disobedience against the inhuman[e] very-low-wages [Big]Business[es]&mafia-government-institutions system in Bulgaria as of the year 2019-2020+ & as a last-resort desperate move to protest against the inhuman living conditions in Bulgaria since 1944 & especially since 1989... and also as a protest against globalism & globalization & out-of-control government & corporations & mass media, and in favor of various forms of alterglobalism... ---ve4ernik
Последна промяна: 2021-November-27 @ 00:13 UTC+2/EET. (Some day I should really add git-diffs (self-hosted Gitea/GitLabCE instance and also maybe a GitHub.com synched mirror?) and a [hyperlink to a Bulgarian translation of each git-diff'd webpage here] to each webpage of my website, and a better, standard official Google Translate top-banner/footer widget-box but on the top of each webpage of my website)... :/ )
Последна промяна: 2021-November-27 @ 00:13 UTC+2/EET. (Some day I should really add git-diffs (self-hosted Gitea/GitLabCE instance and also maybe a GitHub.com synched mirror?) and a [hyperlink to a Bulgarian translation of each git-diff'd webpage here] to each webpage of my website, and a better, standard official Google Translate top-banner/footer widget-box but on the top of each webpage of my website)... :/ )