I time ago have considered like I wished to immigrate, while in reality, since immigration process is like a life long by time, it is to be more right to say I actually wished to travel. And, I have a good like excuse which is could justify the immigration or just travel for me. After my mother died I decided like Russia have slaughtered her, Russia is bad, and I need to travel. I considered I actually wished to travel for my little sister's benefit too like. And then like in Russia young people have mislead me, by having widespread notion as if Russia is a bad country, and by talking a lot about it in Russia stuff like, if you being clever and young, you need to travel to EU or USA. And it really is considered in Russia clever to diss Russia country, and to be okay about Russia people. Thus, mostly due to all of this, due to my dead mother, due to my young sister, due to young Russia's people saying good like about traveling, and due to the fact like it is considered clever to diss Russia country, and thus I actually considered I could travel. And I have seen nothing bad about it.
I actually have learned a lot of my English language abilities, by typing and reading troll messages all over internet time ago. And while I was trolling all over internet, it was harmless more or less, it wasn't been just for learning English language, since by trolling I was spending time too like. Since I needed to lose time to get a document and to travel after all (later once I after all traveled after few years, it is turns out it was possible to travel without document, but time ago I just did not know it). And I just was trolling for my certain benefit of learning language, spending time, it was fitting to the fact like I actually was learning and demo trading forex too and I considered it is certain I to be working on forex and to get really rich by forex and I needed to wait a lot of time while demo trading on forex, and since I actually slightly liked to troll too like. And I was sincerely dissing Russia a lot for being a troubles and poor country very much, since thus clever in Russia it is, to diss Russia.
All in all, in my internet trolls history, I've met much of trolls which was fun, and I liked such. But then was really bad trolls which I have met, those bad trolls which was using r a ci s m vs me since I from Russia. Such trolls was actually numerous, and they was saying like I yet another cheap whore which is from shithole Russia same as a lot of other cheap whores from Russia, and thus I Russia's immigrant cheap whore. Now you see, it really is differ from Russia's point of view, since in Russia you usually diss Russia as a country and being okay about Russia's people. But those vicious internet trolls from foreign countries was dissing Russia's people exactly, with a Russia country too. And I could not do anything in internet at all, without people saying I being a Russia's cheap whore immigrant. But I mean watch on a slavery alike stuff which is Dubai doing to immigrants, a lot of people diss and curse not cheap immigrants but those Dubai rich people, which are exploit immigrants in bad ways, by almost a slavery alike stuff. And just like I've said it, in Russia you usually diss Russia as a country, and being okay about Russia's people, thus I did exactly just this for a long time in internet, but then those internet freaks was dissing Russia's people exactly, with a Russia country too. And thus I kind of got a head glitch about such a divergence of intel, and later my head is got into certain bad conspiracy theory, in which exactly the foreign countries being bad to Russia by bad intentions. Since Russia is big and got much of territory of its land and strong military. And Russia is actually a cool superpower! And thus I was considering as this for certain amount of time like. But then, once I got thus much glad about Russia and myself, and after it, I have found in internet user, the Russia's citizen the duke, and such the duke have dissed me since I being partially T a a t a r (later, I've met few T a a t a r s once I was in T a a t a r s t a n, and T a a t a r s have said to me like I ain't T a a t a r, since I mixed). After it pootin freak himself got bad to me like too.
And it's just it. Time ago since I was mislead by dead of my mother, since time ago I've tried to do good like to my little sister, and since I tried to be clever by dissing Russia, and thus to be just like young Russia's people which are diss Russia country, being okay about Russia people, and try travel to EU USA alike countries. And I got dissed because of it a lot thus much, I could not do anything without being called a Russia's cheap immigrant whore. Later I tried to be good like citizen of Russia which is liking Russia, and I was dissed too like, by the duke of Russia himself. Later, after the duke, even freak pootin himself have dissed me, and freak pootin are diss and attack me all the way even now. And I was dissed by all sides. And just in the end about all of it, I actually do not care, since I got really wise. Since I can just mention those poor Dubai slaves alike immigrants, since all liking those slaves alike Dubai immigrants. Since I myself time ago wasn't been financially poor by Russia measures it is, to be a cheap whore. Since I considered I to get very rich by forex. Since if I'd actually traveled to any foreign country which is would been bad to me, I'd just did much trash in it all over and left with joy and pride about myself. And just since I have been dissed by all countries and e t h n ic s in the end of all of it. And thus, I consider myself having no country or e t h n ic at all, since I being an alien.