should i go?

should i go? is about choosing to stay

Let’s take a look at our typical love story. 

First, two people meet. Circumstances align, and slowly they build their connection, eventually becoming some sort of romantic connection that leads into the honeymoon phase. Here, the main characters find themselves endlessly happy. Everything seems perfect - dare I say, too good to be true? 

Most stories come with some sort of conflict, followed by a lesson. So then comes the conflict. The lovers realize that there’s something fundamentally misaligned, despite what felt like initially perfectly aligned circumstances for their relationship. We watch them fight, cry, fight again, and then, they’re left with two choices as the conflict unfolds: to stay or to go.

In “should i go?”, I choose to stay. I begged to be known as I opened up a guarded heart. I slowly learned to trust myself despite feeling like I couldn’t. I refused to let go, and so I began the chase and the consequent fall for what I knew I desperately wanted. 

Should I stay? Should we disappear together?