crash is about feeling alive
My parents never liked tattoos, but I got them anyway. My parents urged me against a music career, but here I am: doing it anyway. Really, I did try hard to give it up. I knew it was unrealistic. I knew even more that it would be horribly unstable. But I’m already here, so I have to keep going, don’t I?
It’s like falling. Once you start the fall, you can’t really back out of it. You’ve started falling, and now you just wait for the crash - or perhaps the landing. And of course there’s fear; it’s terrifying, falling without knowing where the hell you’ll land, but there’s also the adrenaline and the thrill and the butterflies in your stomach as you feel the air hit your face, blowing your hair back and making your heart pound uncontrollably against your chest.
It was a dangerous decision, but I prefer the thrill of risk over the blandness of stability. I’m here now, I’m alive right now, and - god - I have never felt more alive.
Even if I crash, shouldn’t I go until the end?
마치 몸에 붙은 타투처럼 / like a tattoo on my body
아무리 포기하려 애를 써도 다시 여기에 / no matter how much i tried to give it up i ended up here again
난 여기에 / here i am
발끝부터 잡혀버린 어린 양 / a young lamb caught by the feet
생각없이 뛰어들어 빠진 나 / i jumped in and fell deep without much thought
추락이더러도 끝까지 가야 하지 않을까? / even if i crash, shouldn’t i go till the end?
떨어지는 김에 말이야 / while i’m falling anyways
빠져드는 김에 말이야 / while i’m falling in anyways
여기 좀 재밌는데 말이야 / i’m kind of having fun here
잠시 머무는게 아니라 / i’m not staying for just a bit
끝을 보고 가고 싶어 난 / i wanna see the end before i leave
I wanna go until I crash
위험하다 / this is dangerous
안전한게 최고야 / safe is best
귓가에 맴돈 내 주변 어른들의 경고들 / the warnings of adults around me repeat in my ears
미안하지만 / i’m sorry
난 위험해도 좋아 / but i like it even if it’s dangerous
눈을 감아서라도 끝네 뛰어들거거든 난 / i’m gonna jump in even if i have to do it with my eyes closed
괜찮아 / it’s okay
잠시 멈추더라도 / if i stop for a moment
많고 많은
별을 쫓아 나도 / i also chase after the stars
담아봐
내 가슴 속 깊은 곳에 / i put it somewhere deep it my heart
나 지금 여기 있잖아 / i’m here right now
나 지금 살아있잖아 / i’m alive right now
한번 자세히 봐봐 / look closely
잠시 머무는게 아니라 / i’m not staying for just a bit
끝을 보고 가고 싶어 난 / i wanna see the end before i leave
I wanna go until I crash