For Mark
Look at these towels--pink florals
and solid burgundies (our wedding colors).
How worn they are now. Remember how
beautiful they were when we unwrapped them,
and I, the dutiful new bride, carted them up
and down three flights of stairs to the laundry
room in the basement of our apartment house,
injuring my knees in the process. There were
so many. I thought no one could ever use so
many towels.
Although they are threadbare now,
I fold them carefully. They are the only towels we
have to wipe the happy messes of our lives. Even
this white one, torn entirely in half, must. be folded
and put away. It still makes an adequate mat for our
children's dripping toes. Or you could use it to wipe
your brow after mowing the lawn, moving furniture,
or making love.
Not that it's difficult, really,
this folding and unfolding of ourselves to each other,
a rhythm as familiar as doing laundry, but never
wearing as thin; still as delightful and surprising, sometimes,
as tearing paper, popping bows, and opening presents.
This one's
for you. Open it gently. No towels this time. Just me,
my love, forever.
by Sarah Fairchild 1995
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