Date Written: November 2023
My Age: 19
I feel empty,
It's not that I dislike myself or hate who I am. I just dont think I "am."I have lost all autonomy. I do because that is what is expected of me. I act for other's enertainment. I exist to form a purpose in society. But "am," I am not.
Events happen and I react. Simple "If, Then" statements written into an ever more rotted body. An elementary level machine stupidly injected into an object with an expiration date. An object so poorly engineered that its structure can receive critical damage upon the slightest of impacts. A poor candidate even for such simple code.