TONIGHT 1-2-2010
SECOND WEEK OF CHEMOTHERAPY
Well I WENT INTO MY BEDROOM TO TAKE OFF MY SWEATER AND KEPT GETTING HAIR OFF AROUND THE NECK. Then I went into the bathroom, touched my hair and YES MY HAIR was falling out by the handfuls-at first I thought I should CRY - NO - instead I laughed. Now I had no idea so much would come out so fast-the more I brushed the thinner my hair became. What happened next is that I sat on the closed toilet seat and leaned over the waste basket and began to discard my hair into that disposal unit. I then got up and looked into the mirror and must admit that it really scared me, only stub of white hair remained on my scalp. YES, I really looked different - then I smiled 'A new me....WOW' yes I looked about 90 y.o but smiled at myself, put on my night gown and went to bed.
Can hardly wait to see me in the mirror in the morning because if this really happened then 'A NEW WAY OF LIFE STARTS TOMORROW'
P.S. Think I will start using make-up so everyone will remember that
I AM A WOMAN