Heroine by Mindy McGinnis
Mickey Catalan's life has always been about struggles--scars from past injuries, her parents' divorce, the daily social struggle--but the one place she has always felt right is in her spot as the catcher for her softball team. So, when a car crash sidelines her for months, she finds comfort in the painkillers her doctors prescribe, and she makes friends of fellow injured athletes who have experience--then, as the months go by, it becomes less about the pain and more about the feeling, and as a historic tournament comes up, Mickey may find herself resorting to stronger drugs to stay in control of herself--or so she tells herself.
Review from School Library Journal Starred:
All it takes is one prescription to kick-start a student athlete's frightening descent into opioid addiction. After surgery following a car accident, Ohio softball phenom Mickey Catalan is prescribed OxyContin for pain. When she starts to run out of the Oxy she relies on to get through her physical therapy, she gets pills from a dealer, through whom she meets other young addicts. Mickey rationalizes what she's doing and sees herself as a good girl who's not like others who use drugs (like new friend Josie, who uses because she's "bored"). Mickey loves how the pills make her feel, how they take her out of herself and relieve the pressures in her life. Soon she's stealing, lying, and moving on to heroin. Her divorced parents, including her recovering addict stepmother, suspect something is going on, but Mickey is skilled at hiding her addiction. A trigger warning rightfully cautions graphic depictions of drug use. In brutally raw detail, readers see Mickey and friends snort powders, shoot up, and go through withdrawal. Intense pacing propels the gripping story toward the inevitable conclusion already revealed in the prologue. An author's note and resources for addiction recovery are appended. This powerful, harrowing, and compassionate story humanizes addiction and will challenge readers to rethink what they may believe about addicts.