i started playing golf since i was about 5, but at that time i was just playing it for fun, i wasn't paying attention until about fifth grade, after that my handicap was going straight down from about 20 to 10, after graduating from elementary school, I experienced a period of slump. My skills were constantly improving, but my scores were declining. I went through a period of self-doubt and constantly reflected on the reasons and solutions. Gradually, I started to doubt my ability to play well from the very beginning, which to some extent diminished my enthusiasm for golf. Around the end of October 2025, I discovered that if I simply thought of golf in a simpler way, without making it too complicated, and maintained a strong determination to play well, I could improve significantly. From September to October, my average score dropped by 15 strokes to 5.