I faced many of my fears (claustrophobia, heights, crowds, stairs & steep inclines with a bad knee and even a swarm of bees). I did things I did not think I could do physically, mentally and spiritually. God's presence & love was so powerful and so overwhelming that my heart raced and I cried not usually with sadness but with disbelief that I was blessed to be there. Jesus made my heart race and took my breath away. I had to keep reminding myself to breathe, be calm and not be afraid. In my mind I kept hearing, "Do not be afraid", "Trust me", "I am here" and "You are loved"