Written Reflection on Art & Fear Reading
In David Bayles & Ted Orland's Art & Fear, one thing that I found most interesting (also resonates with me the most) is the discussion about the fear of being a “real” artist. I have always questioned myself being an artist even though I am an art major student in college and I am making art my whole life starting when I was three years old. But I still doubt myself being a real artist. The poem touched my deepest fear: “I’m not an artist…I have nothing worth saying…no one likes my work” (Bayles & Orland, 13). There are many times that I made my work and I received compliments from others, but I doubt the authenticity of those compliments: Are they just encouraging me to make me feel better? The more work I make, the more I learn about art, and the more fear I have of being a true artist. Another fear I have is my creativity. Am I making my own work? I am afraid that I’m copying others’ work or ideas and that I am not generating my own work. However, my thought process changed when I took John Carney’s class Digital to Physical Making, where I am not just simply completing homework from my professor but actively thinking about ideas that interested the most and making those ideas into reality. I started to believe that maybe I am an artist and maybe I am making my own artwork. In the end, I am not quitting. I am still making art and excited to learn new things about art. And this is my biggest expectation of this class: I will accept myself being a real artist and find my direction (even if it will be vague) to make my own art.
Response to Xu Bing (徐冰)'s Letter
There is one passage that made me sudden enlightenment. For a long time, I am confused about the role of artists in the world and the interaction between society and artworks. Why there are so many varieties of artworks? Is there a standard for creating beautiful art? How do artists sell their artwork and ideas and make the public accept their ideas? I think Xu Bing's letter answered my questions that had been long held in my heart where I don't know how to ask and whom to ask.
He said: "part of the work with value presents society with a valuable way of thinking and is associated with a new form of artistic expression. As this “new mode” is something that people need, it can become a marketable value; and only then can it constitute a conversion key. The discovery of this new mode springs from talent, a sensitivity to one’s time and an above average recognition of the current culture and environment. In this way, it restructures the methodologies of old art. Consequently, a good artist is a thinking person, and is a person adept at translating thoughts into the language of art."
I think his response brings up an interesting topic of how thoughts and ideas transformed themselves into physical beings and thus commodities. It's like writing an article and teaching the public about something valuable and human, except the words are the artwork itself.
I have always heard artists who use sustainable materials to create their artwork and their art would fit in the big title in a larger context: sustainability, climate change, environmental protection. For a long time, I thought they just assemble trash together (apology for my poor understanding). But I never truly understand this concept until I visited Lisa Barthelson's studio and had a chance to talk to her in person.
When I see this big circle work, I was immediately drawn to the materials and I looked very closely. I saw everyday toothbrushes (I even saw the worn-out toothbrush hair), daily-contact holders, a bunch of barcodes of consuming goods, bread clips, buttons, a bouncy ball in the middle, and more. These are items that I don't even take a closer look at and would throw them away easily. But I see them in Barthelson's sculptural work that made me re-think my relationship with these everyday consuming things. Things that we often ignore and that we don't realize how much waste we generate.
They are also personal items that are embedded with pieces and pieces of memory and information. Looking at those contact holders, I resonate with my earlier days of wearing contacts before I did my laser surgery. I found myself connecting with the artist more and that our life are somehow intertwined together to create this bigger human history. I like Barthelson's quote in her artist statement that she wants to "give a second life to this old stuff". I was also touched by her word when I visited her studio that she is really "making these artworks that make me happy".
Reflection on Artist Talk Matthew Gamber and Colleen Fitzgerald (Sep 21, 12:15pm)
When I first visited the Cantor Gallery in the Performing Art Center, I was immediately drawn to both of the photographer's works because of their non-traditional form. I was amazed by Professor Fitzgerald's folded photography since I have never seen a photo being folded like paper which transforms a 2D image into a 3D shape. I was stunned by Professor Gamber's work not only because of its large scale, but also the fact that I can use 3D glasses to look at photography with depth and dimension.
After I attended their Artists Talk, I understand that both artists, Matthew Gamber and Collen Fitzgerald, took the experimental approach to explore photography in an innovative and non-traditional way. I really like Fitzgerald's idea of imperfection and how she came to the process of discovering different possibilities of folding films when it first started by an accident. I think it is very interesting how she explores the over-imaged New England fall scenery in a more experimental way and adds her own style, folded film, and mark (such as her fingerprint).
When I first look at Gamber's huge wall photography, I was confused since I didn't understand his strategy of putting the red, blue, and green lines around the branches. It is until I put on the 3D glasses that I immersed myself in his photography. The simple glasses suddenly give the photography a liveliness: when I walk around, the branches move around as if I am in the scene. This effect is what Gamber wants his audience to feel: being immersed and involved in photography. Because traditional photography are usually printed out and shown on the wall where the viewers see the work in a 2D frame. But Gamber took a different approach where the audience could walk into the photo as if they are immersed inside. The looking becomes the experience of the viewers. Gamber's work reminds of Elyse Deeb Speaks' s article "Experiencing Louise Nevelson's Moon Garden" (2007). Speaks talked about Nevelson's sculptural exhibition Moon Garden Plus One and how her work creates an organic environment and viewers feel not only seeing the work but also entering into it. I think Gamber's work also explores such idea of inviting the viewers to the scenery that Gamber selected for us.
Reflection on Artist Talk Victor Pacheco and Leslie Schomp (Sep 27, 4pm)
I was definitely fascinated by the two artists' use of materials and their conversation and exploration of the selected materials. I think Professor Pacheco and Professor Schomp all explored closely the texture of the materials and a combination of both drawing and sculpture. For example, Professor Schomp chose "hair" as the tangible fabric to create work in different scales and she describes hair as the most "cost-free, non-expensive, and humble" material. Hair seems like a double-sided thing where I love it when they are on my head but hate it when it falls. The hair pretty much represents myself (my hair color and whether it is curly or not), my genes, and my history. Using hair as the material seems like an ongoing conversation and re-interpretation of myself and see I can transform my hair into other forms that connect with me. It is interesting to see how Professor Schomp did her self-portrait with other animal forms such as elephant and snake.
Professor Schomp also talks about the idea of walking. Walking is a period of time when we can empty our minds, collect our thoughts, or reflect on our actions. When I watch Susan Rothenberg's documentary video in ART21, she also really likes walking and the importance of walking for its meditation effect. I think walking, our naturally learned skill, is the most intimate experience of human beings that utilizes our body muscles and reflects our minds.
Professor Pacheco describes his experience with materials and that he just likes to play with different materials. His work with bronze, wood, metals, or even plastics explains his love of these earthly matters. I love his two sculptural works and how to play with texture and color to create two branches-like sculptures. I couldn't help myself looking at the details of the work and walking around them to see different angles. I think this is the charm of sculpture since you can walk around and create your own experience viewing the work.
Reflection on Artist Talk Michael Beatty and Amy Finstein (Sep 29, 12:15pm)
One thing I learned is the importance of scale for sculptural work. Do you make massive sculptures that people have to look at to see or do you make small sculptures for people to look closely? Professor Beatty talked about how he likes his work of scale to be small and intimate and that he wants the viewers to almost hold the object in their hand and let their body respond by physically touching the sculptures or the desire of touching and observing.
For his hanging sculpture, Professor Beatty wants to make the object move and spin in a playful way. I love his hanging work especially after he explains his inspiration from ocean and ocean animals. When it stays still and only spins very slowly, it feels like a peaceful ocean where things are quiet and in order. The slowness of the movements brings a harmonious feeling. However, when Professor Beatty spun the object and apply a force, the sculpture suddenly becomes more lively like those little sculptures are actual lives swimming. It feels like watching a nature documentary where a stimulus or an event hit the surface and suddenly the fish flows are disturbed and everyone is moving and swimming to escape the chaos and try to restore peace again. The limited palette (gray, white, and black) of his sculpture works gives a united impression of all the works. In fact, all his selected work in the gallery looks like one series that these assembles are put together as a united whole to create a unified space. For me, the use of color creates a sense of mystery and a detached sensation. But the shapes are very organic that they feel alive.
Reflection on Artist Talk Susan Schmidt, Susan Elizabeth Sweeney, and Susan Roney-O'Brien (Oct 19, 4pm)
I think the most interesting aspect of this faculty work art exhibition is that I got to see the work of professors who taught me before in an art gallery. It felt like an adventure of discovering something new. I knew most of the professors since I took their classes but I never had a chance to see their works in person. I have taken Professor Susan Schmidt's class Drawing for Social Change during my sophomore year so I knew she works with printmaking. But I didn't know she is also a book artist. It is amazing to see her collaborative art book and listen to this artist talk to understand her thought process for designing a folding book. The book is an interaction with text and images. The size of the book and the interactive part allows the reader to handle the book and organize it in any interesting arrangement.
It is an eye-opening process for me to know the work of a book artist and how artists work together with poems to communicate visual language and written words. It is also interesting to see how artists are good at different things and they collaborate on one book that they utilize different skill sets to work together. For example, artists who are better at color theory choose a range of color palettes. Artists who are good at graphic design can give suggestions about the design and order of the book. Professor Schmidt concluded such a process is a collaboration between artists where people share works with each other and create a community.
The interaction between poetry and art is thought-provoking. Poetry is a set of language about writing, word choice, and punctuation. Art is also a language using color, shape, texture, and patterns. What the two have in common are their communicative power and their ability to convey emotions and human response.
Reflection on Artist's Talk by Justine Hill '08 (Oct 26, 4:30pm)
Before the artist talk, Justine Hill had a conversation or Q&A with us (the studio seminar students) in the chaplain house. By listening to Justine's experience being an artist in New York, I think I learned a lot about how the art world is run (or at least one way of living as an artist). I learned a few things: artists usually start with some other jobs that can support them financially (e.x. New York City). After they settle in the place, they look for art-related jobs such as art studio assistants to enhance their experience with the art world and develop connections with the artists' community. After a few years of working on their own artworks part-time and having enough networking, they may be able to exhibit their work at art galleries and go to art fairs to gain new audiences. And their journal continues...
During the artist's talk, I learned more about her inspiration development. Justine went to so many art shows and saw different artists' works in person and watched operas. Her experience taught me that being an artist is a learning and going process that we always look for inspiration from others and develop the specific style we like. She also read a lot of fantasy and constructed novels and took ideas from these written words to expand to a visual language. Art-making is also about reflection we should keep looking at our works to find patterns we didn't realize. And start to make more artwork with the patterns we discovered in our own work.
I think the presentation of Justine Hill is very helpful for me since her own experience taught me how a professional artist develops her work and how she keeps her life and art going at the same time. I also learned how an art fair is a good way of trading art and how to work with international galleries.
Field Trip to Yale (Nov 5th)
This piece is very cool (I don't know the artist because I forget to take a picture of the label). From far away, it looks like an ordinary contemporary painting that has linear quality. However, when you look closer, the "painting" is actually a sculptural piece that is wrapped by colorful threads. If you sneak through to look at the back, these threads wrapped the whole canvas around. I wish the museum could hang differently so that the viewers can see the back. There was a funny story that happened: when I and Annie were examining the "painting" closely because we are curious about the back, the worker stopped us. So maybe there is no intention for the viewers to see the back.
The Massachusetts Museum of Contemporary Art is one of the largest centers for contemporary visual art and performing arts in the United States.
I was very drawn to the popping red colors and the intricate details of the surface.
It combines both organic shapes and geometric forms. Both have complex features on the surface. The color yellow pops out as well.
The hard-edge geometric shape of the sculpture and the unpainted raw wood surface present a contrast between the soft pink color and artificial pink-heart light. It is an integration of nature and man-made objects.
Art Omi is located in Columbia County in Ghent, New York. It is home to the Sculpture & Architecture Park.
I love the organic shape and complicated surface.
The house was even swaying in the wind!
I don't know the name of the artist for this piece but the circular shape reminds me of Olafur Eliasson's Shadows Travelling on the Sea of the Day.