I didn't see Sophie the next day. Or the next. Or the next. At first, I thought maybe she was just sick but, after a week of silence, I knew something was wrong. I knocked on the door to her house but got no answer.
Maybe her parents are just at work, I thought to myself.
On my way home from work on Saturday, I decided that I was going to get into her house, even if no one answered the door. When I knocked, there was no response.
Shocker.
I walked around to the side of the house. Her family always left a spare key under the doormat, but I'd checked earlier in the week and it wasn't there. Sophie's window faced mine, separated only by a fence and a small stretch of grass. A sturdy, ivy-covered lattice was against the wall below her window. There had been times when we'd get back from exploring the city and I'd watch from my window as she scaled the lattice easily.
Steeling myself, I set one foot in the first foothold and began climbing. Now that I was actually on it, it didn't seem sturdy at all. I worried that one wrong move would send me crashing to the ground and undoubtedly alert my parents and the other neighbors.
It took me much longer than it should've to reach the window, but I eventually made it up. She told me many times that she always left her window unlocked, but that information had never been needed until now. Luckily, it was still true.
I slid the window up and clambered through. In all the time we'd been friends, I'd never been in her room. It was perfectly clean, a big surprise to me since she always seemed so scatterbrained and spontaneous. I was expecting unfinished projects covering every available space. The only thing out of place was a small slip of paper on the floor, something I probably knocked off of the windowsill as I awkwardly tumbled through. I picked up the paper and unfolded it.
Check the nightstand
Her nightstand had nothing on top, but another piece of paper was in the small drawer.
Closet door
I checked the door to her closet for five minutes but found nothing. Eventually, I sat on the floor in her closet with the door closed, wallowing in my own defeat. I stood and opened the door. With that new angle and lighting, I was able to see words carved into the wood.
Under my bed
Rolling under her bed, I realized how strange this would look if her parents came in. I used my phone for a flashlight and found another paper taped to the bottom of the bed. I grabbed it and got out from under the bed.
If you really know me, look in my favorite place
I almost gave up at that point. I'd never been in her room before, so how could I find her favorite place? I crumpled up the paper and tossed it at the window. That's when I remembered a conversation we'd had several weeks ago.
We were sitting on top of her house. Technically, her parents had told us to stop going up there back when we were in fifth grade, but it's not like they were going to climb up and stop us.
"This is my favorite place to go," she'd said. "Remember that, okay? I'll come up here and watch the sunset, or I'll look over and see you through the window panicking over your homework. I feel like I can see everything that matters in life. It's nice to slip away from reality for a little bit. This is my favorite place. My room sucks, to tell you the truth. Honestly, I've spent more nights out exploring with you or sitting on the roof than I've spent in my bed."
"That explains the dark circles under your eyes," I joked.
She smiled sadly. "Don't tease me like that. You don't sleep much either."
"Sophie Maria Henderson, come inside right now!" Her mom stuck her head out the window to yell at us.
"I should probably head in before she tries to climb up and falls. Don't forget that this is my favorite place."
She'd seemed so insistent that I knew that it was her favorite place, but it hadn't really registered as important information until now.
I almost fell twice as I climbed up onto the roof, but I made it. Nothing seemed different, but I kept searching. I found the final paper wrapped around the television antennae. It was painted the same shade of gray as the metal, which made it even harder to see.
So, you understood my clues. I really hoped that this would never happen, but unfortunately it did. Something happened and you had to sneak into my room. I know it's disappointing, but that's not important. I don't know if we'll see each other again, but do me a favor.
I froze as I read the final two lines.
Visit Niagara Falls for me. Find my roots -Sophie
When I say I jumped off of that roof, I mean I probably should've broken some bones. There were indentations in the ground where I landed. I ran to my car and started driving. I didn't know how to get to Niagara Falls from there, but I eventually pulled over and pulled it up on my phone.
I called my parents, but they were both at work and didn't pick up. The message I left would probably get me grounded for years when I got back. Who cares? I was eighteen anyway.
I drove until I felt like I would fall asleep, then stopped at a sketchy motel. In the morning, I woke up with the sun and kept driving. My parents called several times but I ignored it. I stopped throughout the day as needed, but drove as much as I could.
Finally, on the third day of traveling, I made it to Niagara Falls.
It was breathtaking to see the cascading water falling down. I hoped that there would be some clue telling me what to do next, maybe written in the sky by a plane. Unfortunately, the sky was cloudy, and there were no clues to be found.
Visit Niagara Falls for me.
There would be no more clues. She wasn't going to meet me here. I was doing this in her memory. Tears rolled down my face as I realized this. I would never see my best friend again.
As I stood there crying, someone put a blanket around my shoulders in an attempt to keep me warm from the chilling mist.
"Looks like you listened to me," the person said.
I spun around to face them, my face lighting up when I recognized the face.
"Sophie!" I hugged her tightly, swearing to never let go.
"I can't breathe," she wheezed.
I set her down and wiped my eyes. "Where have you been?"
"Here. The felony I talked about? I never ended up doing it because I got intercepted by the cops on the way there. Turns out my parents squealed on me, even though the whole thing was their job in the first place."
"Hold up. What?"
"Right," she said. "You don't know. My parents work for a secret division of the government, but they're 'getting on in years' and so they have me do most of their work. This time I snuck into their office and saw an easy mission. My dad caught me, but I told him I hadn't seen anything. Clearly, he didn't believe me."
"What happened?"
Sophie led me away from the crowds. "They told the police to have extra patrols around the place where I was headed."
"Which was where exactly?" I asked.
"That's classified. I don't plan on going back to my family any time soon, but HIPPA and all that jazz. Anyway, I told you to come here because my plan was to sneak here when I was done."
"Why Niagara Falls, of all places?"
"I've always dreamed of coming here with my family ever since I was a little kid. I heard stories about native tribes who used to live here and, after a little bit of research, I discovered that I was directly descended from them. My belief is that these are my roots. My family is from here. Such a pretty place, to be honest."
I nodded. "It really is."
"My family will never come here with me," she said. "I knew that would never happen. I still hoped that I could come here with someone who mattered to me. Eventually, I realized that someone was you."
"Me?"
"You. Jack, you're my best friend. My family isn't the thing that keeps me grounded. It's you. You are my roots.