Mikoto

1
The world is inorganic. The very shape of society is very solid.
Its shape becomes clear when different feelings come together...
But... sometimes it feels too solid.
"That it feels oppressive."

2
My swelling got worse in the light.
If you're going to ignore me because I'm too much... I want you to pretend to not see me.
I'll act better this time, so I want you to pretend to not know me.
I'll be a normal person this time, so I want you to not touch me.
If you could be by my side using everything you have, rather than understanding me with all your might,
"It'll make me happy."

3
"You could do it if you try harder."
(Those words are painful. For a long time, I've blamed myself for not trying hard enough.)
(But...)
(I can't be the same as everyone else. I can't be an adult or a child.)
(I can't be fully pure or impure. If only I could stay in between.)

4
(I'm not good at drawing.)
(But I like it.)
For the first time when I draw on a canvas, the answer becomes clear.

5
I wonder if doing something for someone is arrogant.
To want something from someone...
Is it greedy?
"I wonder if wanting to connect with you will bother you."