Garasumiya

1
The world is dark and grimy... but I think it's beautiful.
It's like everything is about to spill over.
Both myself, the world; everything feels like it's falling apart.
But... I like it.

2
I can't help but feel pain when something is painful. I always stick to my own rules.
The world isn't made of math. You can't solve it logically.
I never want my thoughts and feelings... to be expressed in calculated words
I want to be me. I want to be the world.

3
There's a mosaic over my reflection. But I look radiant.
I wonder if my time to shine will ever come.
Even like this mosaic... I wonder if I can leave something behind.

4
I don't like how weak I am.
I need to be well. I need to be in good spirits. I need to read the room.
Even though I get beaten down willingly... I still don't like how weak I am.
But I'm still here. Even the delicate air I breathe... shines bright to me.

5
Friends and friends. There are two types.
Friends who aren't really friends.
Are they real friends? (ALT TL: And those who are real friends...?)