2nd of May. BTS went to the BBMAs for the third time. This time, they won 2 awards. Not only did they win Top Social Artist - again - they also won Top Group. Days later, they all commenced their Speak Yourself tour.

The 15th of May marked the beginning of 4 Seasons, the event series with an interconnected story. Fancy Cara was the first event, and it followed a week-long absence for the group. It was supposed to be only Cara, but it was extended to the whole group.

It's not that I didn't like him, or that I was sick and tired of him. It only started as a social experiment. I was just curious - I was just wondering, what if I would be doing the same thing that I did, for so many times, to Aliza.. to BTS? Let alone Cara? But I thought it was impossible. And I also wanted Cara to experience what it's like to reach and miss something. Well guess what? It worked!

The first few months of the leadership had been amazing.. but that era was an eye opener. It unlocked so many doors and I was able to explore the unexplored. We've been to so many places and I was able to do things I have never done. I listened to new music that he missed then he reached. We went to a music show with my sister and it was fun! I discovered a lot of things during that time. Of course I had to wait for Cara until May 15. I missed him! But it was amazing. I loved it.

He returned to great heights on May 15, appearing on Good Morning America and Late Show with Stephen Colbert. I was able to catch up with what I missed from the Speak Yourself tour in Chicago. They appeared on The Voice - only days after contestants from rival contest American Idol gave a special gift to Cara, which was an English cover of “Boy with Luv”.

I don’t exactly remember what happened next, but it seems clear that he’s going really strong now.