You to Me

Sometime something strange or unexpected happens which totally changes the direction of your life.

The day I met him I felt different, I felt as if everything was right with the world. In my point of view, when I first met him, I thought he was the most icky guy who was in front of me. I know it was rude to think of anyone in such a negative way but really I was watching him in formal look with gel in his hairs. It was 2 to 3 hours meeting and still I didn't feel anything for him.

With time I found my interest on him. I found him so handsome, his dark black hairs, dark large black eyes with his glass, his short height which makes him more cute.

I was floored! I don't know why I felt an instant connection with him, my heart fluttered and I used to feel so nervous and excited at the same time.

You won’t believe it, but I never spoke to him, but still I felt a strong connection to him. I wanted to open up but every time I started to take a step closer to that decision, I would think of the ocean I wanted to cross.

he was so handsome and so good looking. No fragrance could smell as fresh as him, no sunset could breath away as the look of adoration in his eyes.

Whenever I used to look at him I could not stop myself from staring at him. I used to keep peeping out of the window just to get a glimpse of him and I always tried my best to hide myself behind the curtain to take pictures of him secretly.

When we met in dinner or lunch I used to do up my look different to look nice lest he spots me there, but everyday he used to be so engrossed, he hardly took notice of me....he hardly bothered to even turn around and look at me. I asked him...after taking a deep breath to have some rice or veg but for him I was unimportant as I was much smaller than him.

The only regret is that I never got a chance to say goodbye to him. I wanted to say Happy Journey when he was going but I couldn't say anything.

I was curious to talk to him. I was looking for him on social media. After so many efforts finally that day had come I was waiting for. My phone buzzed I scrolled through my notifications until I found the one that I wanted...he accepted my request. But we didn't start talking. But we noticed our posts.

I always go through his timeline and wait for his reply or comment to see his interest on me. Suddenly I noticed something... don't know why but he always checked my Instagram story. This gives me huge smile in my face. I checked my status to check if he checked or not, that keeps me happy.