The fear of man lays a snare...
When the Spirit of truth comes,
he will guide you into all the truth.
Let love and truth never leave you;
bind them around your neck, write them
on the tablet of your heart.
So that the lame may not be disabled,
but rather healed.
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2005-02-13: The trace of your passing
It is raining here... the feeling of happiness is so tangible that it feels like happiness can be scooped up in the palms of your hands. Then you wave your hands above the water and throw it into the air - and it splashes out like a shower of glowing lights, mixing with the rays of the invisible sun and returning back in droplets of sparkling blue fire into the bed of the overflowing river. The spring river flood... There is so much happiness that it overflows the consciousness and vibrates inside ... spills out, seeps through the pores as a misty fog and slides off your skin over the surface of the water merging with the river, rustling the leaves of the trees, soaking the air with blue saturated moisture. Space becomes light, warm and illuminated from within. And it goes on, the happiness inside vibrates and seeps through the skin leaving a cool wet trail, merging with the space around, mixing, morphing, until it becomes an endless, limitless peace. Such simple happiness.
A duck crazy with joy is flying low over the river against the rain, barely above the surface, and its wings touching the water are splashing tiny fountains of sparks. The world, permeated with rain, is losing clear shape. Suddenly you feel like the duck - flying against the rain, at a loss for the overwhelming feeling of sudden joy. Droplets of rain on your shoulders! Your muscles are young and toned, the air is warm and cool. Light everywhere! And then you hear the raindrops rustle on the canvas roof of your boat. And you feel the fish nearby freeze trembling, excited, sensing the change of the season. And you marvel: what is this? This nearly imperceptible joy that permeates and saturates everything around and brings a light shudder of recognition? How long have we all lived here, on this planet, that we so fused?
Everything around is happiness when a warm spring rain comes over the river. Even the sun, invisible now, is warm. And the rain continues into the dark, when silence reaches such depths that not even a whisper is heard. It is no longer possible to watch the raindrops, the pomegranate sunset has faded behind the haze of the rain. The trees on the other bank have turned into a secret forest: fears and hopes, fairy tales and curses live in it now. Love, struggle, and all of life lives in it now, and you can see it there in its entirety in a single moment. The forest draws you in, life is lived one after another... But suddenly sleep descends on the earth imperceptibly taking you captive; space has touched your hair and there are no more shapes. No strengths. And no life.
And only in the morning space becomes unusually light and clean, - washed. The sun, bright and young, warms the air and fills it with color. The world is full of hubbub, squeaks, quacks, splashes, rustles, conversations. You can hear speech, you can hear the whisper of grass, the creaking of trees, a boat, unchained, is clicking lazily down the river leaving an ornate trace. This is how spring begins.
What will be the trace of your passing this spring?
Feb 2005, Sac Freeport marina
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From my Laney College evaluation, 2009:
Ola did a great teaching job today! She presented examples clearly, explaining each step. Her board work was legible and she used different color markers to show each step. She showed common pitfalls and different was of solving the same problem. The class participated enthusiastically. She solicited her class for answers to questions and her class was eager to respond; showing her effectiveness at conveying the class material and her ability to create an atmosphere conducive to learning.
Ola entered the classroom with clear objectives in mind and examples to support these objectives. When students raised questions, she reviewed to help them remember what to do, and led them back to the examples she had prepared. The students were actively engaged, due in part to questions Ola solicited in class. It is clear that Ola knows the material very well, as well as common student errors, and she probes her students to question why a method may or may not work. Very well done!
Ms. Teslenko did a wonderful job at meeting expectations, but beyond that she demonstrates the excellent characteristics of a well-groomed, experienced, and knowledgeable teacher. Her enthusiasm for the class (the math AND the students) is clearly visible in her presentation of the material. One can tell that she put great care into her preparation - picking out various types of problems that cover all types of problems students will find in homework, clear explanations, use of color to show students visually the different steps she took, and her motivation of students to participate in class. Well done!
Katherine Williamson,
21 Oct. 2009, Laney College
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Jaleah Winn, Mental Health Specialist at HCSA, January 12, 2021,
Jaleah was a well-organized, earnest, and thorough student in my Statistics class, possessing a vision and a purpose which propelled her forward through difficult concepts. It was an honor to have been her teacher, and I am convinced she will be an honorable asset in any application.
Ola Teslenko, Laney College
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During this time I worked as a Data Analyst in a group that supported all of the projects and project managers at MCI Worldcom. I would interact with Ola frequently and since I was seated near her, I observed how she worked. I found Ola to be professional and courteous with whoever she was interacting with. She was technically oriented, something not common with many of the IT project managers at that time, and seemed dedicated to the success of the project she managed. A lot of time has passed, but from the time I spent working with and around her, and observing what she has done in recent years I'm happy to recommend her, as I'm confident she will excel in whatever she endeavors.
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Ola was a part-time math instructor when I was the Dean at Laney College. She was very popular with the students and was highly regarded as a teacher. She was hard-working and highly motivated to teach math. In addition, she was a talented mathematician. For these reasons, I highly recommend Ola. Sincerely,
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I think this may be the one categorical criterion separating intelligence from ignorance—intelligence knows anything it holds true may prove lacking, while ignorance can never agree to that
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You can’t teach anything if you can’t make it feel like storytelling
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I am not a biologist, I only studied some on my own. And, in parallel with all of my empirical observations, I am now convinced that most of depression and anxiety are caused by some levels of chronic inflammation. I have just had to live through two years of some sort of viral meningitis and intermittent sepsis. With no medical help. I have never in my life known the depths of such depression. I am still riddled by it severely, but I already know that when (and if) my body heals and all the enormous inflammation dissolves, so will my depression.
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In reality there is no contradiction between real philosophy and real mysticism. Real philosophy will use the instruments of definition and deduction to try to describe a certain scope of reality, - always knowing that it cannot describe all. While real, true mysticism will accept that description-and then look outside of it and marvel:) this way there is no dichotomy