Who is "They"?
Whoever you are reading this...you have absolutely heard a different story than reality unless the story was told out of my mouth in person. I need 4-5 hours time and undivided attention or at least open ears to explain what's happened to convince you it's NOT paranoid thinking.
The person who's most viable for initially causing this strange situation is Dr. John D Kay (pictured below)
My reasoning:
John is the only surgeon I've ever personally known, and the only surgeon whose slept in the same room as me several times over the course of 8 years.
He's got multiple connections through family to the U.S. Secret Service (potentially even the presidential Bush family).
He would be financially capable of paying to get someone killed, even if it was extremely expensive.
He's a deacon in the Catholic church. This matters because one of the last times I saw him (2019), I mentioned becoming well known on the internet for porn of myself cross-dressed. Him having a connection of any sort with me would be frowned upon heavily by the church, and could produce a scandal.
Being a person with a marriage and kids, this man was very secretive about his relationship with me. So much so it would be characteristic of him to want to eliminate any possibility of being tied to me.
Has this man been personally managing the operation? Most likely not based on what's happened. I'm simply saying he is the most likely person to have initially wanted me to be constantly monitored and/,or killed.
This is what I know for sure...
I know the government and law enforcement are involved. VERY CLOSELY.
I know the medical providers I've seen in the past 4 years treated me differently than any other patient.
I know my devices have been monitored very closely since 2019. Live & recorded screen captures and full access to file system.
I know I am being socially isolated by way of blocking/altering ALL communication to reduce the number of people to keep track of.
I know there are people producing bodily sensations in me without touching me. (Deep Brain Stimulation)
I know people have been following me around physically for at least the past 3 years.
I know after I go to sleep there is something happening to me. And I do not wake up during it.
I know a staggering number of people have been told what's going on by me (on pages like this) and by my handlers. Although I tell an exactly opposite story than them.
They've tried to mimic schizophrenia but there are too many inseparably related occurrences involving tangible items and people.
Schizophrenia does not hack your phone or computer.
Schizophrenia does not change the real tangible world around you as a result of arguments with voices in your head.
Schizophrenics do not have ongoing intelligent conversations with the voices in their head for several years at a time.