As the rasping, hasty waves reach the gravel portion of the shore, reality made its way in my system again. People don't want me to enter this portal. I am not supposed to be here because I am meant for another, they presume is better. Funny as it seems, this could be another cliché Romeo and Juliet situation; me and this course against the world? Yet, I am hoping this time, it would turn the other way around.

Swissssshhh… Swisssshh... Swissssshhh… The gentle sound of the calm waves compliments the soothing scenery of the sea as the sun's vibrant rays starts to envelop the depressingly dark sky. I laid back to my hard mattress after, hoping to get little sleep from the sudden woke-up. Minutes later, noises tried to penetrate in my ears subjugating my inner self from catnapping. I took my slippers and went downstairs heading towards the source of the early nuisance.

“Isa.. Duha.. Tulo! Abante, abante. Hooops, atras gamay. (One.. Two.. Three! Forward, forward. Hoops, a bit backward.)” A group of men is lifting a midsize fishing boat while calculating their steps toward the docking area. As I gaze on the other side, another bunch of women is collaborating to fill the boxes with the fish, freshly net by the callous hands of their partners. I look around, everyone is happily engaged with their own activities, treasuring the abundance of gift the ocean bestows. People from different ages converge as another boat arrived from the safe sail. Others were deboning, drying, grilling and cooking fishes in a variety as they satiate their growling stomachs.

One thing evident in my orbs, this place emits FELICITY. The sense of belongingness demands one to refrain from distracting realities of life and savor the new day offered to them instead. Despite the streaming sweat on their faces, the sweetest curves manage to emerge which even sparkle as they exchange ideas. This place screams no complexity. This is my haven. This is my home and this is where I belong − in my simple fisher folk community.

Thus, as I thrive every day, I learned to instill in my mind the vision of becoming a seafarer someday without forgetting and neglecting the lessons my simple home has provided. This dream won't falter for it entails the aspirations and trusts manifested in their radiant faces. Fueled by optimism, life was never easy but I learned not to relinquish as it is like a wave − it shall continue to move forward no matter how rough or calm the sea could be. Needless to say, life becomes more challenging as we take the step defying its adversity.

Moving forward, life near the sea evokes formidable fear. It is not always pleasant. It is not always tranquil. Crisis comes and people plead for food but the raging sea goes on. That's one of the cruelest realities; when famine strikes, families are at their lowest — at least, that's what I believed. But I was completely wrong, they were at their strongest phase. I saw persistence… and hope that like any other phenomena, it will pass. That unbeatable character they have glowing brightly in the inside is something I am holding onto as people start to discourage the course I am passionate about. I was questioned. My dream was disputed by many as I am not fit to it, my academic achievements to be exact. I was doomed which gradually dulled the fire from within. With a hint of reluctance, I keep the sail still, the path I wish to go.

A year ago, I browsed across this Marine Insight site that introduced an uplifting view about seafarers why one should be thankful to them. 





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