Introitus
The wisest of all the wise virgins,
I sit patient in waiting,
my eyes full
of the guest yet unseen.
Fingers trembling already
I trim deepset wicks,
lay silver and a course of wines,
set loose armfuls of roses.
My perfumed silks I lay out,
the beautiful objects in my possesion
cunningly arranged for our lips' soft discussion.
I rehearse,
my head thrown back,
the way we may begin.
The hymn brims deep from the throat,
the praises
of the radiance
of the beauty
of the bridegroom.
I laugh to catch my breath,
and to make light
of his light.
These stories,
prettily embroidered
in the advent of the beloved,
lie at the heart
of the wisdom
of the patience
of virgins.
I do not know that the prince will come:
And that doubt
shapes the only innocence
shining in this wise face --
the lamp held high
blazing the way
to deep feasts.
October 1989