seasons poem
The sky was a pure gray. There was no texture from the clouds, no wind causing the clouds to
move, simply a light gray that took up the entire sky. It was late fall, days before winter. The
trees no longer wore colorful red and orange leaves, they had all fallen to the ground, becoming
brown and no longer crunchy. The trees were but empty husks of sticks in the air, the occasional
gust pushing them together to make a melody of percussive sounds, and yet the world still
seemed so silent, so empty. Just weeks earlier, the sky was blue, and the leaves created a
beautiful sight from the bland green of the previous summer. The wind would blow, and the
leaves would soar through the air wondrously, as the scorching heat was now replaced by warm
in the day, which turned to cool in the night and morning. But that was all over now. Soon, fall
would end, and winter would take the world over. The comfortable cool would turn into a
persistently insufferable cold at day, and the nights and mornings would be a murderous,
sadistic freezing. As if taunting humanity, the winter would never bring us the gift of snow. We
remembered snow, the one saving grace of winter. As spring had its pink flowers, summer had
its green leaves, and autumn had orange and red leaves, winter's source of beauty was its
snow. Walking outside into a different world made of snow was like nothing else in the universe.
The crunchy, soft, white ice powder would cover the streets, the houses, the grass, and the
trees. The entire town would appear entirely new and wonderful under a coat of snow. Children
and adults alike would play in the streets and fields, sliding down hills, throwing snow and using
it to make walls to avoid getting hit, making people and art from it as snow was an art itself. But
there was no snow down south. Not anymore. Now it seemed the winter days and nights would
get so cold, just frigid enough to kill anyone without the protection of shelter from the weather,
but never cold enough for a single snowflake to fall. Or worse, snow would wall and melt the
second it reached the ground, so close to the miracle that we had years ago, so close to a
return to what we took for granted, but as if mocking life, it wasn’t so. It was a painful reminder
of what winter was here. Death. The grass would be yellow and dead, the trees without leaves
and dead, the poor without any warmth in the streets, the animals crossing the road, the hopes
and spirit of anyone and everyone who saw winter for what it was, cold and miserable and dead.
Winter would come soon, and there was nothing that could stop it, nothing we could do other
than buddle up, stay inside from the cold, and pray for the day that spring comes back to hold
us, to comfort us, and congratulate us for surviving, warming us up and creating flowers to
repair the trees. Flowers that will turn into leaves with the summer, which will burn us, and rain
on us, and love us and hate us, until fall arrives again to cool us down, to make the trees a
beautiful canvas of red and orange, to bring fun and fear and food until fall falls out, and the
leaves all fall down, giving way to winter. Cold, freezing, careless, sadistic winter. Where the
world is cold, and dead. The trees and the flowers and the grass and the fun are dead. There is
nothing but cold, suffering, and death. No one to hold us and warm us up. Months and months
will pass, and we will feel cold, sharp air on our skin. Our toes and fingers are purple, and our
limbs threatening to fall off. We go back inside and cover ourselves with jackets, layers, hats,
and gloves. But it doesn’t help. It's still cold. There's no touch of another to be felt. Only the
freezing air that wishes to make us suffer. All there is is death and no love or beauty to be found
past December. So we yearn for the days that the sun burns us alive in summer. Yearn for the
wind to blow in our faces in fall. Yearn for the pollen to infect our nostrils in spring. Yearn for the
trees and grass to yet be green again, or any other color than the dead it will be in winter.
Bridelle
2023
I wrote this in late November when I randomly felt like writing something but didn't know what. It started out as the opening to a story but became this weird sorta poem about how much winter sucks and also global warming probably.