Rêver de mon amour.
She mixed my coffee in a ceramic pot,
Frothing until the added creamer rose.
Her movements were precisely the same,
And I felt my mind wander in shame.
She held herself with crooked confidence,
The kind I remember falling for.
I hear the static of a radio,
Playing a song we both know.
Her hips glide to the tune
As she pours syrup with a spoon.
My bent fingers tapped the beat,
Her silver eyes fluttered at my seat.
She does not know who I am.
My wedding band long gone
Her fair skin not lived in long.
She fans the steam from off my cup,
And gifts it to me with a smile.
My heart whispers a feeling worthwhile,
Then she sweetly hands me an extra treat.
I did not order this croissant.
And a smile grows,
One of tenderness and mile.
She nods her head and her almond hair swishes,
The scent of honey and oakwood bridges.
She is young and kind and a charming replica
Of the woman, I used to dream of.
But where I am is much too old,
She cannot see what I now know.
For her is who I used to love,
A marriage of such a garden glove--
A few holes and scratchy edges
But used for good, to make beauty grow.
This coffee tastes so sweet.
It brings me to a time before.
When this girl saw me,
And remembered,
I like the extra treat,
And this,
Smooth beat.
2023
One morning in a coffee shop, an elderly mind finds himself missing his deceased wife when he notices a young, female server approaching him with his order. He is filled with a rekindled love for this girl as she looks identical to his wife when they first met. A scene of deja vu, this small poem recounts the moments this young woman does the exact things his wife used to. His history is replaying, and he is reminded of the love story he once had shared.