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Jasper Ditchik
Jasper Ditchik
everything is an open sea
as i stand on the shore the waves crash
the currents are circling
my feet
and i just want the undulation to stop
pull me into the
deep water
into the trenches where i can no longer see
let me sink
as i watch the air escape my throat
and bubble to the surface
if i swim far out enough
i will finally grow tired
as my limbs grow sore
and i am finally filled with fatigue
i turn for a bit
and float on my back
and look up at the stars and sigh
and let the cold black water succumb
i remember a story once
that a friend told me years ago
about how she drank so much water
threw it back up into the sea.
i think thats how i feel
i think i should return to the sea
in the most disgusting way possible
because dying clean and pretty
was never for me