Poetry (9-12)
Note from the Editors: For our readers who aren’t aware, Zane Gonzalez is an American football player to whom Kevin feels some emotional attachment.
WINNER
A Sonnet for Zane Gonzalez
By Kevin Fan
Than Zane Gonzalez, never has been seen,
a greater kicker, nor a greater man.
A field goal must be kicked? He's scored nineteen.
Have faith in Zane, for send it through he can.
And just how well can Zane Gonzalez kick?
A record setter, Arizona State.
Then signed by Cleveland, their round seven pick.
A pro at last. But what would be his fate?
In overtime, he missed a kick; they tied.
Onto the next, he missed to right and left.
The Saints kicked, scored, won. Four, had Zane sent wide.
Our hero found himself of job bereft.
But our messiah, by the Browns so spurned,
to Phoenix, like the Son reborn returned.
Runner-Up
The Cotton Candy Sky
By Sena Çelik
I remember
Once, you sent me a regular picture of the sky
There were nice colours
You really liked it
You said it was a picture from that day
I don't even remember the picture properly
Because those chats are deleted now
Like erased memories
Never to be recalled.
I deleted those chats
Exactly so I won't be able to recall
To not have an “attachment”
Though sometimes I wish
I wish I remembered it more accurately
I remember a bit
It wasn’t striking on a first glance
But I really liked it
still so beautiful
truly meaningful
I liked how you described it
called the sunset pink cloudy sky
the cotton candy sky
I liked that you shared it
Made me think of you as a dreamer
I like your dreamy
Normally I don't like cotton candy
But your choice of words made me have
slightly less negative feelings about it
Your choice of words had always affected me.
I try to change that.
I think I do have more control now
Yes, I erased the only attachment you sent me
Yet my attachment remains a bit, so
Whenever the sky is filled with beautiful clouds
And there’s a pink tint
I think of you.
I still recall.
I think of how you’d enjoy it
And if I had shared that moment with you
I imagine we would both cherish it
Cherish something as “simple” as the vast sky
The beautiful sky
The beautiful colours
The beauty.
We could’ve gotten excited like this.
Could’ve been.
I don’t mind as much as I used to though.
I slightly mind, life moves on.
Doesn’t it?
And I’ll give you a smile now.
It’s basically winter now.
The sky is often white
Or grey.
As we get deeper into winter
The cotton candy sky becomes more and more rare
And I don't remember you as much.
But I am reminded that
Even though this was an end for us,
with that will come new beginnings.
We shouldn’t be afraid of endings
To make space and embrace the new beauties.
I am reminded that
it is just winter, which means
Spring will come around
And I will find
More beautiful cotton candy skies
That will be labelled differently
Lived differently
Shared differently
And that there will be
beauty
That I can watch, that I can see
With someone who is new to me.