On n’y peut rien

It breaks apart 

Where did it all go wrong, my heart?

I have to ignore the vivid feel of your favourite sweater

I miss writing you a new letter.

I dreamt about you and I talking late at night like we always did

I knew it was a dream because you looked happy

Now when I'm around you, I can't keep it all under the lid

All the time in my head, I'm just snappy

I say things I don't mean

I start acting oh so mean

I don't even think it would be allowed

To say I want you back aloud

I want you to be doing perfect

It would hurt if you weren't, like I got tricked

On the most random of days

On the drive back home

On and off communication

We need to talk.

Please be happier without me there

Knowing that you aren't would be too much to bear

It makes it easier to be bitter

I wish I didn't know what it was like when you came hither

I crave you

You with the soft smile

You with the song of an angel 

You with the annoying chatter

You with the inexplicable laugh 

You with the handsome fashion