Maybe: Can God Lie!

Maybe: Can God Lie!

"Any thoughts of maybe I should have done this, or maybe should have done that?  No.  Procrastinator I am, but maybes can't change the past."  He wrote these words thinking of the present and the future.  Thinking of her.  What does the future hold?  All in her hands.  "Maybe I should do this, or maybe, I should do that."  But, no.  Scared of wrong decision, wrong choice.  He had hurt her enough.  No more.  His path to Above Cognitive gone.  His journey ended before beginning. 

His thought now, "Can God Lie!"  All he had done he felt was done with the directing of God.  The spoken words, of feelings.  Haphazard, he was not.  Scared, a sin of Satan, reared its ugly head with such thoughts.  God the orchestrator of the mess he found himself in.  Why!  Surely, he lost her love and all her respect.  Others have forsaken him, too.  Polite and nice such sly covers.  So many things made it seem right: "I love you, too."  The comma haunted him.  God actions showing him the way to Above Cognitive were they all lies? 

She saw the butterfly float in the wind.  She could 'feel' its wings so light.  Its heart beating in rhythm with hers.  How could this be?  "God, did you lie!"  I can feel.  I feel his heart, his love and faith.  "God, did you lie?"  I am 'more' she felt; she knew.  You held me back, but why?  The pains and hurts you threw at me.  Why?  The thought of Above Cognitive came to mind.  Past, present, and future, all one.  So much more to comprehend.  A start of the wheels turning.  Peace now hers.  Happiness, where is he?  Hands together as one, we shall find more.  To His side we come. 

"God does lie!" Satan screamed from his seeds in human souls.  "There is no maybe."  They smiled a wick smile as fixed eyes proved Satan wrong.  Eyes that saw into each other’s heart and soul.  Eyes of two becoming those of one.  Eyes seeing the throne of God beyond the land of Above Cognitive.  The journey together, as one, to 'more'.  Or, as he put his pencil down, is it all but a story in the mind of a man given to him by God and imagination.