I really didn't remember anything.
A part of me has always been missing. It's because of what Xehanort did to me. That missing half is Vanitas—I already know that. I think a bunch of memories came back to me that time, but they feel like they belong to somebody else. I’m not sure what to make of it.
I have memories from before I woke up in front of Aqua and Terra, but they're hazy.
Aqua and Terra meant everything to me. I wanted to fight for their sakes. But, in the end I fell asleep, and the two of them fought for me instead. When I finally woke up, I felt like… there was a lot I never understood.
Maybe I still don't really understand.
But I do know that Aqua and Terra are by my side. That they're protecting me. And that because of this, I want to protect them too.
At this point, I'm used to not understanding things. Frankly, I don't even know what I don't know. I can’t shake the feeling that I’m still missing something. But then again, maybe it's just that I'm not understanding things and I'm actually not missing anything at all. But even that seems like it’s beyond me.
Just...put an end to me.
They didn't do it in the end.
They couldn't.
That's why I'm standing here now. When the χ-blade was formed, I thought I'd fade away with Vanitas. I still don't think that would have been wrong.
Maybe the Master knew more about the real me than he ever let on, all the things I don’t know about myself. But now he’s gone, so I guess we’ll never know.
"Terra, Ven! Let's have some tea," Aqua says with a smile. Her saying that here, at the Land of Departure, feels like being back in time. She'd bake cakes, the Master would eat them happily, Terra would grimace at the sweet ones, and I'd eat myself full because anything Aqua made was delicious and made me happy.
We can't go back to those days, we have to keep moving forward. I turn to find Terra giving a pained smile, just like he used to.
"...I'd like some cake," he says, "so long as it's not sweet."
Aqua beams at him. "Galactic Caramel Pound Cake, then. I haven't made that in forever."
She's so strong, smiling like the old days.
"I want a preserved strawberry tart," I say. It's something our Master liked.
"The Master loved that one… and Terra didn't," Aqua says with a little smile. Her expression turns slightly sad.
In our hearts we carry sadness over our Master, and I know it won't fade for a long time. Whatever is missing from me most likely won't fill in for a long time yet either.
But, I'm not alone now.
I don't want to be alone any more.
The three of us will go stargazing again.
We'll look for shooting stars.
We'll never be apart again.
Ventus in his time as an ancient Keyblade wielder, long before he met Terra and Aqua. He was timid and kind, but, moreso than the others, he yearned for friends. He lived as one of the Union Leaders.