"Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show." - David Copperfield
As a literature student, I have encountered countless metaphors—Plato’s Cave, Achilles’ Heel, and the Great Chain of Being from ancient literature; the Mirror and the Lamp of M.H. Abrams, the Bee and the Spider of Swift; the Monster in Frankenstein from the 18th and 19th centuries; and later, Big Brother, the Green Light of The Great Gatsby, the Crossword in The Only Story, and the Livig Dead of The Waste Land. I have come to understand these metaphors, but beyond merely deciphering them, I realize that being part of this journey means finding my own metaphor for literature one that builds upon the insights of those who came before us.
It is not just about choosing a metaphor but about how one approaches the concept itself. For me, literature is epiphany. Epiphanies are sudden and abrupt insights, moments of revelation that alter our understanding of ourselves and the world. The term originates from the Greek epiphainesthai, meaning “to appear” or “to come into view,” referring to moments of sudden realization. James Joyce reintroduced the term into modern discourse, using it to describe the profound insights of Stephen Dedalus in A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. In these moments, the character is confronted with a deeper truth about themselves and their reality. If readers are attuned, they, too, can experience such revelations.
For me, literature is the realization that fragmented incidents in life are not isolated; they are part of a larger, interconnected narrative. We experience countless moments in life but rarely pause to observe them closely. Literature, through its epiphanic nature, assembles these fragments, offering moments of consciousness where we question our assumptions, beliefs, and perspectives.
Each time I engage with a new literary theory, it mirrors this process of epiphany. I first encountered the concept in Joyce’s short story Araby, where a moment of painful self-awareness transformed the protagonist’s understanding of his own desires and illusions. Similarly, I once held conventional views about religion, politics, and gender aligning with the perspectives of the majority.
I used to watch soap operas frequently, and they played a significant role in shaping my perception of gender. In Hindi television dramas, the Adarsh Bahu—the ideal daughter-in-law is often portrayed as modern yet ultimately striving to fulfill the traditional idea of a "happy family." When I read Cultural Studies, I had an epiphany: these operas do not merely reflect society but actively reinforce traditional gender stereotypes. This realization led me to question my own choices, including my uncritical consumption of such narratives.
Similarly, I once believed that casteism was no longer a significant issue in India. However, encountering Gayatri Chakravorty Spivak’s idea of the subaltern and watching films like Article 15 forced me to reassess this assumption. These works countered my beliefs, revealing the deeply embedded structures of caste-based oppression that continue to shape Indian society.
Reading Michel Foucault’s ideas on knowledge as power and Ania Loomba’s critiques of postcolonialism and capitalism was a stark epiphany revealing how capitalism shapes everyday narratives, even controlling the masses. Literature and politics cannot be separated, a realization that came to me through 1984, where Orwell exposes the mechanisms of surveillance and ideological control. Similarly, Paul Roberts’ The Only Story revealed how memory is deceptive, an epiphany that forced me to reconsider my own past perceptions.
Ecofeminism, too, challenged my deeply held beliefs. Growing up, I viewed nature as sacred rivers as Lokmata, the Earth as divine. But through literature, I encountered the epiphany that such perceptions are shaped by cultural and ideological structures, often manipulated to serve power dynamics.
As I immersed myself in literature, I began questioning my ways of seeing and perceiving the world. I realized, much like Cultural Studies suggests, that everything operates through power and representation. Literature does not exist in isolation; it is deeply entangled with ideology, history, and lived experiences.
This is the essence of epiphany those sudden, transformative moments of realization that dismantle old perceptions and offer new ways of understanding. Literature, for me, is an ongoing series of such moments. Each book, each theory, and each encounter with a new perspective expands my consciousness, compelling me to rethink, unlearn, and evolve. This brings me back to David Copperfield. The search for meaning, the process of self-discovery, and the quest to become the "hero of one's own life" are central to literary exploration.
Just as David Copperfield’s journey is shaped by self-reflection and evolving insights, so too is my engagement with literature a journey of constant revelation. Whether I can be the hero of my own intellectual and existential journey or whether I remain a passive recipient of inherited narratives is a question that literature compels me to answer. In this way, literature is not just about storytelling it is a continuous revelation, shaping how we engage with the world and, ultimately, with ourselves.