This journal was created out of my need to find a greater love. Lust, sex, and manipulation had become embedded into my DNA. And I found myself surrounded by the pleasures of the flesh every day. I began searching for something to fill the emptiness that I carried deep within my soul, and after years of searching, I discovered the One who would accept me and make me whole. Addiction is something everyone can identify with; from the richest to the poorest, the youngest to the oldest, we all know what it is to have some type of addiction.
Some of us struggle with food, drugs, alcohol, or gambling. As for me, my drug of choice was my need to seduce and manipulate.
It was the lure of eroticism that held me in bondage. My need to control drove me to seek a higher power greater than myself.
Join me on my journey as I discover the Love of a forgiving God, who sees me not from my beginning but from my ending.
The Conflict Between the Spirit and the Flesh