This day marks a definitive, perhaps irreversible turning point in the life of the person who writes this diary.

Barbara Bolin has been dead for many years, murdered by relatives. Accused repeatedly, judged without knowing her version of the facts, despoiled, slandered, humiliated, sentenced to death and brutally murdered to name only certain facts in addition to the consequences of her own errors and the painful ordeals in her private life. You only die once and in his case it's already done.

Initially the project we were involved in did not have a specific audience because everyone has a life story and a family (natural or adoptive). The legitimate heirs being the assassins and not at all reactive, we automatically turned to the illegitimates and the reactions did not flow in either (at least not as we expected). We have been humiliated internationally, threatened and we find that our ideas are copied, stolen, plagiarized (to date, no one has asked us for permission to use our intellectual property, therefore we have not received anything in return) repeatedly which makes us understand that we hold a treasure that has been placed in our hands for a very long time. 

So, after a more or less complete analysis of the situation, we decided to let Ambre Turquoise fly. She doesn't care what people say about it because she knows very well from experience that doing good or bad leads to the same judgment from a human point of view (her father had already told her this but it is important to carry out your own experiment in order to draw your own conclusions). She has nothing to do with shame, humiliation, fear of doing wrong. On the other hand, she fears the true God, the Creator, because she believes that he has the right to define what is good or evil and that He alone will judge her with a just judgment for her decisions. So, she won't look for an audience, she will just have fun and everyone who likes her projects will support her. As for others, a quick reminder, free will is a gift given to everyone without distinction and the limits of the One who gave it to us.

*Purists, specialists and experts*, you are still welcome because your experience and your advice remain useful.

Amber will do what Barbara didn't want to do, or didn't dare to do, or didn't have the time to do. Let the party begin even if she is convinced that she is not in the right place to bloom as she wishes.

May Ambre Turquoise ♥ enjoooy her whooole life in the best way forever. ♥ POINT

Ambre Turquoise

Hello me,

Here is my conversation this morning with the Master:

The Master: Amber, you are too attached to the things you own. Keep only the necessary strictness. You know, to go very high you have to travel light.

What me??? I protested as I do every time I disagree. Since 2019, I have resolved to no longer buy clothes, bags or shoes unless it is necessary. For me it was the best way to learn contentment and learn to be satisfied with what I already have. And there, apparently that's not enough.

I thought about everything I own and it became difficult to imagine myself without these things. I have to admit that, yes, I am attached to the things I own.

So I spent the day sorting and I started putting objects in the bulky area of the residence and something happened: the more I acted, the more I visualized what happened next.

The advice comes at the right time because the house has been in an impossible construction site for several months. I was even thinking of hiring a cleaning lady but now I'm going to save money before even taking out any money.

That doesn't take away the little anxiety mixed with excitement that agitates my heart.

It's a little hard to admit that my life is about to drastically change. I think I'm ready for this change but it's as if I continue to cling a little longer to my current reality and my comfort.

I almost forgot, to sort through all my things, I looked up the adjective "necessary" in the dictionary and I would summarize it as follows: that whose presence or action alone makes a goal or goal possible. an effect. In this case, I just have to throw everything away and I only keep my diary and me and all the administrative documents. Well, I'm taking a break because I'm scaring myself, there's been enough emotion for today and I want to continue to enjoy my whooole life in the best way. POINT

Ambre Turquoise