Wednesday 2023.11.10

Hello me,

Here is my conversation this morning with the Master:

The Master: Amber, you are too attached to the things you own. Keep only the necessary strictness. You know, to go very high you have to travel light.

What me??? I protested as I do every time I disagree. Since 2019, I have resolved to no longer buy clothes, bags or shoes unless it is necessary. For me it was the best way to learn contentment and learn to be satisfied with what I already have. And there, apparently that's not enough.

I thought about everything I own and it became difficult to imagine myself without these things. I have to admit that, yes, I am attached to the things I own.

So I spent the day sorting and I started putting objects in the bulky area of the residence and something happened: the more I acted, the more I visualized what happened next.

The advice comes at the right time because the house has been in an impossible construction site for several months. I was even thinking of hiring a cleaning lady but now I'm going to save money before even taking out any money.

That doesn't take away the little anxiety mixed with excitement that agitates my heart.

It's a little hard to admit that my life is about to drastically change. I think I'm ready for this change but it's as if I continue to cling a little longer to my current reality and my comfort.

I almost forgot, to sort through all my things, I looked up the adjective "necessary" in the dictionary and I would summarize it as follows: that whose presence or action alone makes a goal or goal possible. an effect. In this case, I just have to throw everything away and I only keep my diary and me and all the administrative documents. Well, I'm taking a break because I'm scaring myself, there's been enough emotion for today and I want to continue to enjoy my whooole life in the best way. POINT

Ambre Turquoise