Offering a "Reflector Retreat Live" has been my dream ever since I discovered the immense value it had for me many years ago when I experienced for the first time what it feels like to be “me” independent from outer influences. It was as if something deep inside clicked into place irreversibly and gave me an inner ground that allowed me to begin to watch the process of disengaging from many “NOT SELF” identifications over time, and to feel more and more comfortable and secure in my supreme aloneness. My openness which had previously been a source of confusion and pain has turned into my greatest gift. It enables me to become one with the people I work with without getting lost anymore; and reflecting to them both: their conditioning and their true nature. Most of all this openness allows me more and more to be surprised by life in so many different and unexpected ways – a bit like living like “Alice in Wonderland” – Nisarg B. Nikiel