pent up

PENT UP

my chest feels tight.

it feels like im swimming in emotion and im going to go down and never come back up.

i feel suppressed .

it feels like im climbing a mountain of feelings and my hand might slip.

my body is shaking.

a cloud is looming over me threatening to drench me in sorrow and anger.

my head is pounding.

i can feel my heartbeat pulsing throughout my body.

im drowning.

i slipped.

i can't see a future without this pain.

the pain.

its something so hard to handle i think im going to shatter.

i can't breathe.

i can't speak.

my voice wobbles.

i feel shattered.

so shattered i cant become whole ever again.

my tears are thick.

my sight is blurry and shaky.

i want to curl up and just let go of myself.

all these emotions,

pent.

up