My abilities and skills that I had prior to starting and at the beginning of this internship such as communication, problem solving, and perseverance were already strong but have definitely gotten stronger as a result. I have noticed through self-evaluations and reflections that the areas that I have developed the most in my internship are areas that I am already highly capable in but let fear and insecurity hold me back from performing and embracing those skills to my full potential. An example of this is independence, at the beginning of this internship I was fully capable of being assigned a task and getting it done once provided instruction without needing someone to be with me step by step. However, I have learned in this internship that independence is about more that just being able to do a task, it is about being given tasks with more freedom and less instruction and still being able to persevere through confusion and hesitation and provide a result that you can be proud of and that reflects what the ideal end product. In my internship I have had many run-ins with applications of skills such as independence, teamwork, and taking constructive criticism that have allowed me to grow instrumentally in these areas.
As a student I have been guided through this journey of college by advisors, professors and mentors. So I have had a false sense of independence but this internship has shifted my view on what that looks like when it comes to work. This has been and still is a great opportunity for me to develop a stronger sense of independence because when I am in medical school, I will have to be more independent than I am now. When I go to residency, I will have to be able to be independent.
I would also like to highlight that being apart of a team where every person's contribution is needed to be successful, I have learned so much. I see parallels between what I know about how medical teams work and my own internship site. I don't have many opportunities in my courses to work in a team but, moving forward when I do have that opportunity I will do my best to make sure everyone contributes and that they feel heard.