Andrew Calis is a Palestinian-American poet and essayist. He has published in America, Dappled Things, The Atlantic, and elsewhere. His work has been nominated for various awards including the Best of the Net, Fare Forward’s poetry competition, and the Zócalo poetry prize. He lives with his family near Baltimore.
I feel the burn of my knees pinch the seat
of my bike, the street that turns
suddenly steep — a downhill gasp the quick thought I
might die like this:
skin-soft. And gravel — hot
sharp sidewalks catscratching skin.
Before they are whole those hard thoughts are past.
They are from the earth,
which I leave behind.
Hands like wings, my flattened fingers cut
through singing summer air, bare-armed elbows straight
as planes wings, me and Anthony, who says
with care, don’t fall, his words upweighted with his love.
Standing lightly only on the pedals, I am like
the air: a whirling summer thunderstorm
warm-thundering, whooshing, and
I am the blue of summer sky, the feathering
clouds, the sun speaking summer, the pure air
saying, this will be forever.
And it was — it was all I knew
at eight. It was everything:
the sidewalks and streets and lawns and all the open space
between my house and here. It would last forever.