Our tree was lightning-struck, a burned scar
where its branches grew. And I knew
this disappointing thing, death, loomed larger
than it should — just black-ashed wood and leaf. How few
sadnesses remain. This one
somehow did. I couldn't shake the memory —
the dark edges, teethed like jagged bones,
the deadened black wood, the fresh-lost green,
like Golgotha, somehow — the lifelessness of stone.
I look across the yard, cross it
looking for vague comforts, some mound
of life, some true movement: birds, a line of sun-
light so alive with hope it buzzes with sound;
nothing. I rest here, sunk
in silence that sweeps into new air—
the stillness moving me toward it like a prayer.
Winter 2022
Written by Andrew Calis.
Andrew Calis teaches at Archbishop Spalding High School in Maryland. He earned his Ph.D. in English at Catholic University (class of 2019). His work has appeared in America: The Jesuit Review, Dappled Things, Presence, Convivium, and his first book of poetry, Pilgrimages (Wipf & Stock, 2020).