Childlight
Carol Stewart
The weightlessness comes with the closing of eyes,
limbs cooled on white cotton, head pillowed soft
and you’re floating once more in Worthersee
where you learned to swim, splashing diamonds
to glitter the mountainside, bejewel the sky
till you left your mermaid’s tail behind to fly
kites over felt-like greenery, candy-bright, and you
bare-footed and agile in a frock fresh from tumbling
like Alice when you found her swirling in the hallway
mirror, laughing as you were photographed picking
the very first apple from your tree grown from seed
and when none tasted sweeter
you threw those balls to kaleidoscope the wishing,
stars of zigzagging primary colours caught and brought inside
kept as ringed-planets between your bubble-wands and picture-
diaries left open and undiscovered beneath your bed.
And still they are there, if you look past the summer-
dust carpeted in, autumn’s yellowing leaves and winter’s chill-
withering. Spring was only yesterday, you say, but you see
when you close your eyes, it might even have been today.
Flash Issue 8
Carol Stewart is a mother and grandmother living in the Scottish Borders. Her poems have been published in a number of journals including Abstract Contemporary Expressions, That (Literary Review), Gravitas, Panoply, Coffin Bell, Change Seven, Book Smuggler's Den, Atlas and Alice and Wingless Dreamer. https://carolstewartbastardlanguage.blogspot.com/