The Library
Erin Langlinais
Erin Langlinais
My name is Erin Langlinais and I am a student at the University of Louisiana in Lafayette. I am a young, aspiring writer hoping to one day publish more work!
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Bill had put that sign up. He had built it, like he had built me, and taped it up against my
window. It was a huge sign – something that can be seen for miles in any direction – which was
absolutely not needed. I was one of the tallest buildings put in this town, and I can see exactly
where the lines ended.
This worried me; what if no one came to me? What if no one wanted to visit?
But Bill reassured me that it was fine, we would be fine. We would have plenty of
guests.
And he was right.
Not even five minutes passed after Bill had put that sign up did someone enter my front
door, ring that little bell. I could feel their curiosity as soon as they stepped past my threshold. It
excited me; I could feel the stacks and shelves lining my walls quake when I forced them to
calm. While they were walking around so painstakingly slow, I watched and felt some more
guests enter through the door. I couldn’t hold in my gasp-
The guests looked right and left; Bill patted the walls and told them calmly, She’s just
settling.
That made me happy. Settling. Like in the book by Mary Guillory in aisle four, third
shelf from the floor, how the main character was settling into his new town. And like that other
set of stories by James Brown, where each character settled into their new lives after being taken
from their old homes. Settling. I was settling into my new home now.
I was so lost in thought that I almost didn’t notice when Bill waved that first customer
goodbye, and she was walking out the door – I strained my eyes to find, which books did she
take, which ones-
Ah. Hiding Out in Broadway by Rachel Kaye Packer. Aisle one, first shelf down from
the ceiling. Probably the first book she laid eyes on. I quieted my hum of thought: maybe she
was curious about all the stories and couldn’t pick one, so she grabbed the first thing she saw? I,
on the other hand, would have picked that book in aisle seven, shelf two-
I felt a shift and Bill grabbed that book right off the shelf. I saw a flash of gold lettering
on that brown leather spine – A Home in the Library – and he handed it to the other guest
speaking to him. Bill clapped the man on the back and nodded encouragingly. He praised the
book.
The lights over his head shined a tad bit brighter. Bill knew me so well.
The day passed sort of like that; I would watch and wait for whoever would enter next,
watch as Bill would take care of them as he had me, and wave them goodbye as they left with
their new favorite story. By the end of the day, when it was almost Bill’s turn to leave, I was
filled with so much happiness the gas lights flickering above his head was about to burst.
And so it was like that for a long time. Bill would come to wake me early in the morning
but find me already ready for the day. I could hardly sleep at night; I was ready for the next
customer to come filled with excitement and curiosity. Bill would tell me I helped them escape
from reality. I liked it when he said that, though I didn’t really know what he meant.
The days turned into years. Different seasons came and went, and I got new books to fill
my shelves. Bill was changing, too, getting old like me. It seemed like when a new creak was
discovered in my floor, a new stiff limb appeared on my friend. It comforted me to know that
we were in this together.
It was another glorious day like that, with a bright Sun shining clearly onto my roof,
when I waited for Bill to arrive.
Except he did not.
I figured he had another one of those stiff limbs and he would be slow coming to stay for
the day. So I waited.
And waited.
...And waited.
...And still, Bill did not come.
Customers came to stop by the door, to peek into the windows, but I had to turn them
away. Maybe tomorrow, Bill would come and tell me he was feeling under the weather.
But the next day came, and Bill did not.
Again, the seasons started to pass. And still, Bill did not come.
Soon, I grew tired. I didn’t bother to keep my shelves dusted, to keep my lights on. I
allowed myself to slowly sink down, like I had seen Bill’s back do.
I allowed myself to fall into a deep, deep sleep.
There you are, girl. I was hoping you would be here.
Hearing that voice, I opened my eyes and saw him, new and young, like when he first
built me. And I rose, feeling myself as light as when I was first built, too.
Bill had come.
And I was happy.
Flash Issue 18