Artwork by Ali Whitlock
Tom waits in his rocking chair
For his kid to come home
The prison lines up his back
No vertebrae untouched
The white linen shirt superimposed on his
Sallow, patchy skin
Is not enough to grant his surrender
To the mahogany-stained cage
That swallows and sways through light and dark
Claire, his wife, she sits beside
While Tom’s desires roam
The umber sandals that grasp Claire’s feet
Scrape the beige concrete
As she rocks
Allowing her body to sink
And permitting the fibers of her navy gown
To meet the rigid seat
Her head turns slowly
(It’s in no rush)
To catch her husband’s pallid face
Her gaze is one of self-pity
Not perplexity
Unlike the way Tom stalks the nickel asphalt
Bound by nothing but his wants:
To hear his daughter’s giggle
When she takes her toys and tinkers;
To help her with her tiny tantrums
And hug her when she whimpers
The fine, honey blonde strands
That used to top his daughter’s head
Would fall across her rosy cheeks
As she stacked the colored blocks
One by one
But the tower always crumbled
And her eyes always welled
Making her pupils dilate to the size of dimes
As her skinny lips trembled
His daughter, Alice, left for school
About thirty years ago
Tom waited to greet her at 3
His favorite time, although
For Tom, the day horror struck was much like now
But he is not scared
Because he has nothing to fear
If nothing is lost
Yet
Unlike thirty years ago
That day, a man had come around
Trying to play his game
And Alice joined in on the fun
What’s left is just her name.
Now, something broods with endless craving
Tom’s mind its meal of choice
And since it feasts, Tom still thinks that
He’ll get to hear her voice
As the bitter breeze scratches Tom’s face
And the Sun begins to set
His voice rings of his only strain:
“She’s running late, again.”
Claire knows her daughter’s gone and that
Her husband’s overthrown
So Tom rots in his rocking chair
But Claire, she sits alone.
Ava Martyn is a freshman Exploratory Studies major with a heavy interest in all forms of art. Ava hopes to one day publish Young Adult fiction novels and share her creations with the world.