Artwork by Olive Hannigan
My uncle, Pakistani, boils spices
in a stainless steel pot on the stove. He
offers me a mug. It is 8 o’clock in the evening.
Soft ginger, cloves, anise. I ladle gold, too earthy
to be nostalgic. For a second, wealthy.
I snack on apple slices slumped over the counter.
I think of my father, Kuwaiti, who used to do the same. Broad
shoulders hunched over the kitchen sink. Crumbs down his sleeves.
Sage in a silver kettle on the stove. Nostalgic. Wealthy.
I burn my tongue on turmeric. I realize: how far I have fallen from the tree
which birthed me. I take another apple slice.
I excuse myself to bed.
Ven Mubarak is a senior Creative Writing major and a Theater Arts minor. They are forever yearning for something out of reach and bide their time writing poetry, fiction, and musings.