Love Poems
Love Poems
Table of Contents
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It’s in the sky and in the ocean
Yet above all kinds of form and motion
It’s deep and dense, yet light and bright
Its manifestation is delight
It stretches over cities, hills…
Its active state is giving chills
It is in you, it is in me
It’s entangled, but it’s free
It is the best thing in this world
And don’t worry: it is deserved
Why is our connection strange?
In an attempt to shake off the chains
I find that I cannot let go,
When trying to get closer though
I hit a wall, and there’s no change
I love you much, despite the fact
That when I ask, you don’t reject
The aspiring me
For your 1 only,
But you would never love me back
Sometimes I am kind of sad
That we can’t be together yet
Or maybe not at all
But I am thankful for
(And feeling lucky,) that we met
If life’s a game, it’s pretty strange,
But don’t you quit, for it may change
Winners win and losers lose,
But game-changers rewrite the rules
Change the game to make it fun,
Make it fair, then go, play on
Having counted stars and flowers,
In distant future times,
We will even have counted hours,
And we’ll be counting rhymes
You’re trying not to
Mess it up too,
But I am so much
Less without you
Gold’s the angels’ colour
And I also thank them that
You’ve been put back together,
You’ve been golden-mended
One of a kind... perfect somebody... I so love you...
Soul to the mind... mind to the body... body to soul.
Soul to the mind
You’re one of a kind
Mind to the body
You’re that somebody
Body to soul
I so love you
Consistent to be true -
A theory must be
Yet love doesn’t have to -
Consider you and me
Love is bigger than the world
Around which it has always whirled
The world may change, it won’t change love
Love’s always been big enough
When I try to let go of him
Sweet tastes sour, the world looks grim
But when in love - which I admit
I’m tuned to life, it seems to fit
And when his love, I think, I feel
I, hardly, but believe it’s real
For our love I pave a way
Which may be walked, a distant day
I’d send love, but how could I
When kept apart, in separate worlds
And I’d describe how good you are,
But I think that I ran out of words
Your face is perfect
Love can resurrect
Knowledge be complete
Equilibrium reached
Life be eternal
The real is the wonder
Hey Sweet Love, you seem so sad
If I could, I’d give you what you’ve had
Hey Sweet Love, have you been crying?
I’d die for you, stop inside-dying
Hey Sweet Love, look at the stars
See two bright ones when the night starts
So hey Sweet Love, breathe in, breathe out
Live with the love, and not without
I’ll be as good as I can be
You’ll do as good as you can do
Demons may come after me
Angels be watching over you
Feelings to unmask
And to love you for real
Me - you don’t let
So therefore I ask
Does that man - true, ideal
Exist in you yet?
I wish we’d get
Our young selves back
Not because
We were so young,
But for all the years
We have not met
The innermost core
Of the human soul
Is full of good thoughts,
And beautiful
(I know it because I’ve shown it to someone, who I thought could already see it.)
You don’t say it is right
You don’t say it is wrong
And I am so tired
Of being infinitely strong
My soulmate
Has made me wait
Changing my fate
Somewhat late
With that change
Not in my range
Our thought exchange
Now I arrange
Don’t blame them, when you’re upset
Count to ten, and watch your breath
When you’ve calmed, then start to pray:
"Thanks for sending them my way"
Then, you make a note to self:
"Practice patience" - that may help...
I’m missing you when high
And missing you when low
Missing makes me sigh
And miss you even more
I wasn’t trying to make you jealous
I was trying to feel your love
Be loved remotely, indirectly…
Love went around, then… not
In a way you’re on your way
To understand with some delay:
A broken personality
Is not like you, and not like me
And in a way I’m in your way
Struggling every other day
To show you what there is to see:
Light, life, love, infinity
Can I love you enough
When unlove you - I can’t?
This may be the love
That all of us want
I won’t ask you
What we might have been
Instead I’ll watch
My life full-screen
Remain a’distant long enough
The peak descends into a trough
Become a stranger, just a man
I don’t want to fall in love again
You could tell me if you love me
I wouldn’t say a word,
Wouldn’t tell nobody
Except for the whole world
Though the focus
Of the process
May be hopeless...
Love you no less
Love has started
With a spark
Needed badly, when
It was too dark
A little light
Got big enough
It’s not that wild:
Love everyone
One loves you so
You can’t resist
You want to go
Just don’t do it
One needs you so
And you need them
It’s best to show
The real feeling
One loved you so
But now you’re friends
One love starts, so
The other ends
„I am like a rock” - you said
Having no feelings - meant by that
I tried it all - more good than bad
Whatever forms of love I had
Never before - or so I felt
Was a rock, a heart, so hard to melt
And yet, be it a rock or not
For the world, your heart is big enough
You are of such a high value
People line up, in a queue
But for a rock? I don’t think so
You heart’s a diamond - let it show
They fall asleep,
A fall it takes
Which in the deep
Accelerates
They fall in love,
They don’t fall out
And don’t fall through,
Just touch the ground
Every particle of me
Is in love with
A set of other particles
- yours
All I want to say: I love you
Only this, the whole pure feeling
This is all I want to get through
No shades applied, no make-believing
All I want to say: I love you
Will you hear, and will you listen?
Will you see where we may get to?
Does it align with intuition?
All I want to say’s I love you
A statement all too powerful
Which, for a while, I have withheld too
And now I cannot overrule
I’d rather spend my life
Just waiting for your signs
Than being „so happy” with
Some other guy (and kid)
I’d rather spend my love
On you – the only one
Than loving anyone else
To me they are strangers
I’d rather spend my time
Not always being fine
Than being fine with them
I’d lose all who I am
I am not happy, am not high
Melancholic, don’t know why
Still, I feel the deepest love
To survive, thus far, it’s been enough
Can you fall in love with others?
Teach me how to, if you can
Or I’ll remain – no one it bothers
– In love with this one single man
There is that little something
You cannot catch up with
Can’t get over or above
That something is called love
You challenge me beyond my limits
Challenge me beyond this life
This challenge, I feel it, live it
Is such a sweet self-sacrifice
For what is there to smaller milestones
When they are within your reach
Choose a goal to raise some eyebrows
See what lessons it can teach
When you think your dream is bigger
Than your life, than your whole self
Witness how this dream will trigger
The expansion of your universe
You know why I like sleeping?
Because a lot of time passes
And there’s chance you’ve been seeing
More of my messages
(By the time I wake up)
I wouldn’t mind being single
But I know something is missing
My life is full, and meaningful
Still, I’m reminiscing
Memories of tiny moments
Which have shaped my world
And how you keep winning me over
Without a single word
If my life was half as empty
As the imaginary glass
I would drink that half, would drink “me”
And give us another chance
I’ll openly love you
Until you reject me,
From where I’ll continue,
If only secretly
You’re like risk, and I’m like hope
We’re married in uncertainty
That concept is a slippery slope
In the end, we may both cease to be
Does love remain when hope’s not needed?
Is there love, where risk is none?
Adventure by happiness succeeded
I have the feeling: it’s still fun
I could send you a picture
Of pleasure and of fears
But the hardest things to capture
Are goosebumps and my tears
One wants to be in love and all
With one, with whom it’s possible
So if it’s not, you say goodbye...
But turn around, his name you cry
Miraculously he turns back
It is the matter of one sec
A hug – awkward, as it can be
Seems still heartwarming to me
For now we’re fine, for now we’re done
See you later, handsome one
Obstacles could not be worse,
So... in another universe
I think to myself, time and again
You are who you are, and I am who I am
So I guess I will just let this be
A sweet impossibility
Sorry that I called
I really just felt like
I said something wrong
Called to make it right
If you fall out of love
And the world doesn’t end
You must be wondering
Has it really happened?
Music’s love, and love is music
Pure love sounds so electronic
I’ve missed the party, missed that part,
But your music speaks right to my heart
A moment of love, or the ice cream
I’d have more of the moment, please
Having this sorted, having chosen
I’d love to have the moment frozen
Goodbye’s not forever
What’s forever is love
Win – we may never
But lose – we shall not
I realised something kind of scary
I’d love you more if you would love me
The scary thing is: even „more”
Theoretically – impossible
Coincidence one shouts
“Go back to your man”
I say, without doubts
“I will go if I can”
Another suggests that
I “call him up now”
I would, without asking
Would phone lines allow
Coincidence, third
Whispers in my ear
“Just wait for his word”
And: “till then, have no fear”
You may believe it or may not
But when you are deeply in love
There’s no need to be punished
For your „baseline suffering”
Is by far more than enough
On floors, under ceilings,
Like flow and the ebb
I’m writing ‘bout feelings
I don’t even have
One piece of music
Was like my best dress
I thought I could use it
In all moods I have
I wore it too often
Thought its been enough
The sound made me soften
But dressed in a rug
They always say that love is love
It’s defiance too – but that of what?
Of revenge, power, control and hate
What some people perpetuate
It’s gentle, yet a fact so firm:
Hate can’t kill love, only adjourn
Love resumes, and in the end
Hate only destroys itself
The love with which
I’m loving you
Is objective,
Real, and also: true
Who are not happy
Aren’t all sad
That word’s
Reserved
It is just that
(For when you’re with me)
Would you do me a favour
If it’s fine please do tell her
Not only is she
Luckier than me
She’s the luckiest on Earth
A thought now, that itself lends
Is: my hands could be your hands
That generates
Electric waves
Sparkling where the body ends
No need to be immortal
Just need another chance
A („T” for time) T-portal
To restart this romance
In case you have a girlfriend
You can lie to three:
To her, to me,
And to yourself
If you need
To drop me
Please do it
Carefully
Interfere,
Accelerate,
Amplify
The amplitude,
Collide
In love,
Mutual
If the reason for
That we’re not together
Are obstacles
And not the lack of love
That’s like success
It’s already enough
Most of the time
Death is painful and sad
If not in your arms
I’d die in my bed
Old, pale, and weak
But dreaming of you
Slumber in peace
Love eternally true
Impossibly, but lovingly
You said it’s time to find my me
I said thanks, I love you too
It’s also time to find your you
Now that we’re girlfriend and boyfriend on paper
And now that I’ll have to keep guard of your stuff
Do you think you’ll tell your friends that I’m a „keeper”?
Or are paper and favor not yet quite enough?
Your hands so warm, they touch mine
Then draw a line by my spine
My fingers on your six-pack
Move forward, then a bit back
A pleasure-flash on my cheek
Our eyes, our legs, our arms meet
Blushes rushing by, through
I wonder, what did love do
I cannot hug you
Or kiss you
But can write rhymes
Which do
Dearest Love, today it’s me
Caught up in that melancholy
I’ll share a track that suits this mood
It’s also very beautiful
Imagine she loves you
You don’t understand…
But maybe it is true
And maybe that helps
I really want to get to you
Over, under, up, down, through
Every mile, there is a dot
An uninviting parking lot
In the tunnels I see lights
On hills and mountains: icy heights
I can’t reach you, so – you see?
You may have to reach for me
We were dancing together
You’re always such a flirt
But then, where is the catch?
Though it’s nice to remember
The colour of your shirt
My pink one didn’t match
Poetry or stats? Who knows
I had so many thoughts about him
That by numbers and by laws
All my thoughts have started rhyming
To find love, the chance is
A meager construct
I still love mathematics
And believe in true love
I don’t need to look for moments
„Hold on” I don’t need to say
Variations in components
Of you are perfect every way
Is it just how I would see you
That I need you in my life
Is it love to which it is due
Or is it your intrinsic vibe
Longing, love, and admiration
Can’t paint you better than you are
They are results, and not causation
They’re apples from the tree too far
One day someone shall happen to sit
Right under your apple tree
An apple will her head mildly hit
And she be luckier than me
I’m out of love
I’m sorry!
I met someone
You’re free
Would I even be capable of living life, day by day, if
I had more of you?
Wouldn’t all the moments just be filled with,
Branch off,
And explode
Into how much more
There is to this?
Could I even safely cross a street,
Without my mind and vision being
Distracted by my daydreams
About you, and about us?
After all, and just yet – I may not be equipped for this love
In love, so deep
It’s great, the timing
To fall asleep
In dreams asmiling
Sometimes it’s better to endure
A dreadful
Situation
Than the truth
You are both
My favourite thought
And – being real
My favourite feel
When there is a person for whom
You would do
„Everything”
Make sure
That „everything”
In itself has some worth
Like science and art, and „saving the world”
You’re the luckiest girl in the world
But you know what?
If you knew it
You would behave differently
A bit like me
And lose love
Things remained
Undiscussed
In this love
But I’ll wait
Suffocating our connection is
Expected and normal
But at times I feel like I’m abusive
To my own heart
I don’t wanna be the person
Who can
Fall out of love with you
Not sure I am
You never told me
A concert attended alone
Can be so enjoyable
I’ve encountered a species of music lovers
Totally new to me:
Those of jazz
There were several couples
More senior ones too
I could be like that with you
Just enjoying
Holding hands
Physically, not much else
One didn’t even notice how
Songs faded into each other
How much irregularity
Does music really need?
I was completely
Wrapped up
In my cotton candy
„Real” love
There’s always, still,
Some doubt I carry
About you... and me
You fall asleep,
Your eyelids close and
You dream about
That love „reopened”
The best song ever written by
A random guy or an AI
About the feeling, about us
Was praising love, that random God
If this is love, I don’t want it
If it’s good, I don’t want it
Don’t take me deeper into my soul
This is not how things should be
Why are we connected by something we can’t fight
Why do I take breaths so deep
Stop the music that speaks to my heart
When I think of you I get so weak
My body feels like it’s flowing
But can you also hear, and feel
That the musical beats are the same as our heartbeats?
One as loud as strong the other
But the song was not written by us
Maybe it was an AI
And the feeling…
Surely God
You are located in the place most impossible to reach. That’s why I have to embrace the whole world. Maybe I will touch you then, if only with one fingertip. Through getting to know the world better, I can deduce what kind of person you may be growing into, and how your values may evolve. I decipher you through this smokescreen, with each particle in the dust having a function of reflection as well.
I must assume you hate me
Which is oh so sad
Have all my poems lately had
A reverse effect?
Let my body be my body
Let my spirit be my soul
We are more than friends, oh buddy
With all our aspects beautiful
I don’t wanna unlove
I love wanting too much
In unstoppable love
With hearts stopping a lot
One gorgeous thing
About this great love:
I love you, who you’ve been,
And whom you’ll become
A tree is just a tree
A rock is just a rock
Existence sets them free
Surrounded by our love
A man is just a man
Imperfect, not divine
Look, what a fool I am
I thought that love is mine
But love isn’t just love
In men, or trees, or rocks
It’s a saviour – our God
A faith unorthodox
Laozi said what’s soft is strong
That rock is rigid, cannot yield
My love has hit a firewall
The wall between your heart and me
Be like water, Laozi said
And although my love I did avow
Got unafraid of happiness
And learned to follow the Tao
When you lose someone you love so much
Who leaves you with a lot of love
What you should do is pass it on
Everytime
I start
Questioning
Whether I should stick
To you
I feel like
It was my innermost heart
And the cosmos
Replying in chorus
That I should
My love being blind to
Impossibilities
You’re the dream of my life
And the man of my dreams
No teardrops, no blood,
But able to breathe
Survived and found love
Now you feel complete
Should I wait more?
Should I wait less?
For “heavier” love,
Or the weightless?
Arrived in a city
Where trams were on time
I seemed to be lucky
With schedules all fine
I got to know someone
My trams got delayed
I wonder if it’s love
Whilst I’m being late
If you see a person on the bus
Smiling weird, from ear to ear
Today that’s me
For I’m in love
This love is like an inverse sweater
Like a backpack carried on the front
Sunglasses in the stormy weather
Wearing things that all the others don’t
To balerinas, socks I put on
Leggings underneath long skirts
My blouses rather don’t unbutton
My jewelry already flirts
I think that you may fit the picture
Not as clothes do, but a man
I dress along no holy scripture
But have love for you, “made in heaven”
Mention the skyline
And I’ll meet you there
Let stars kiss the ground
And the city the air
Should I even tell you
It’s you I’ll miss most
And kiss you goodbye too
Leave you with my ghost
What is the deepest,
Most realistic place to fall into?
The moment
But it’s the highest, it is love
When I’m with you
Look at me
You don’t like poems?
Look at me
Your eyes, so deep
Look at me
I see you smiling
Look at me
You smile so sweet
Look at me
You’re such a cool guy
Look at me
I so like you
Look at me
I know you guessed that
You wouldn’t look
I also knew
I want to
Believe
In the possibility
Of mutual
Love
Hold me as if love was free
As if you didn’t have an overdose
As if you needed more
Of my romantic energy
Hold me as if it was love
As if you weren’t even scared
As if you weren’t so appalled
By what I wrote, and what I said
Hold me so I’ll be surprised
How warm it is, after cold words
In dreams, I may float in your arms
In life we part, it rather hurts
Expect love for love
And you may find happiness
Expect nothing for love
And happiness may find you
Feel the difference?
If the chances of the two scenarios are the same
It might be better
If everyone in the world chose the latter
People are so incomplete
I love you
But I miss that
Piece
He had
In fact
I’m missing
Him
You’ve always been a mystery
Never ever rude to me
And never ever have I had
One to throw this much love at
Drops will hit the ground
Whatever way you stand
In a world that’s upside down
Don’t cry into your hand
Grief will still be grief
Top-down or bottom-up
Do a headstand, very brief
To turn things on their top
Do you need some help?
Standing there, oh wait
You have defied yourself
And now the world has changed
Run into the dancehall with me
Jump euphoric to the sound
Fly as if love were to give wings
Dive as if love wasn’t found
Dance as if we weren’t distant
Dance all night, as if young still
Miles are real, but love’s existent
Always loved you, always will
I imagine
You come from the world
I pictured
Us in
Tell me you found someone nice
Didn’t go into a compromise
That when you’re looking at her face
You’re certain your love generates
More happiness than... otherwise
Don’t know if this is true
But I know you
Love me
I may be
Completely
Wrong though
I still need your innocence
Love without you makes no sense
I still need your hopeful soul
Each day, you are “l’homme du jour”
I still need your infinity
Come back, and give it back to me
And I need what I can feel was love
Can’t we afford to mess things up?
There appears to be
An interference between
To express love – my need
And yours – to suppress it
They interfere
Because
That love’s the same
I understand why
You suppress yours
You understand mine
To each other we’re gentle
We’re kind
If here and now we cannot be
Then this is the see-you-later love
It is our see-you-elsewhere love
See your reincarnated self
Through mine
Or at the other edge of our multiverse
We’ll have a good life
See you outside of the matrix,
The simulation we got out
Beyond some weird historic helix
Beyond the silhouette of doubt
Let’s define ourselves out of it
Let beauty save the world for love
Or let love save the world for beauty
Where ships sink, bubbles reach the top
My love is generous, and infinite,
And can transform with time,
As the world changes,
Including you and I
How was your day?
Mine...
Was fine
It was okay
Something that your love may trigger
Is my love becoming ten times bigger
I’m slightly scared, would just escape,
But your perfection has been in my way
I have abandoned you
But not the systems of value,
A world that supports us, and the rest,
Things still telling me that you’re the best
Maaan, do I suffer, but…
Maaaaaaaaan, do I love
(you)
Even if we were together, what would it look like?
We might be happy for a while,
But then I would wake up at night,
And cry
For the poems which I
Was not allowed to write
You know that feeling?
When you laugh so hard, for so much time
That your face muscles start aching
Have you ever had the same for crying?
There’s something in my stomach
Butterflies, I think
I almost wrote a sonnet
Right at the kitchen sink
I knew that there would be some
Still I was quite surprised
Arranged the dishes threesome
And poems improvised
Beautiful as ever
One butterfly has stayed
Descending like a feather
On a washed dinner plate
What the drop? My soul is bleeding
So be the vessel underneath
Life's run out of most its meaning
If nothing else, just help it bleed
What the plug? What are you doing?
Why would you try to stop the flow?
It feels alright, I am used to it
I want relief, release some more
What the bell? Something is ringing
Is this the end? Life, are we done?
Dying well was worth the living
Who knew that it would be this fun?
My heart belongs to you, no matter how heavy
Something you don't have to “take” or “carry”
Of course…
But... it's yours
The words "I love you" have some weight
And with my heart, they gravitate
They are attracted, drawn to you
A cosmic force keeps pulling through
I love you and I feel your love
Enchanted, tangled, ending up
Together, in the future, dreams
Dilating love's galactic beams
Do you believe in wonders, love?
Have faith in me, and you, in us?
Have no chance yet – if we did
This love could turn a pyramid
Don't shrug it off, it will come back
Blow a mind and give a heart attack
Be powerful, for what it's worth
I think this love will save the world
I love being high on love,
Being high on existence,
The thought of you – a treat itself
Love's a high phenomenon
I want chocolate
I want music
House and techno,
And dance to it
I want hormones
I want art
Serotonin,
Avant-garde
I want whispers
During touch
Movie teasers,
Tulips - Dutch
I want brightness
I want hue
Colourblindness...
I want you
Wake me up
I don't want sleep
Instead: dive into love,
So deep
You can either embrace
Reality or love
They do not contradict, but may
Together be too much
Which one is funnier?
The fact that I was bold enough
To tell you
That you're the most handsome man in the world (still are)
...or that I actually meant it?
It wasn't meant to flatter you,
Rather to open your eyes to reality
Have you been convinced
Since?
The weirdest thing is that
I didn’t have a proper romantic strategy
And that I couldn't hold it back,
This little expression of admiration
Love was faster than me,
Than my mind
But it felt so normal
It was kind of casual, right?
The way I wrote it down
So fated
It was emotional, aesthetic...
And liberated
Where are you love?
Where are you dear?
I stretch my arm
You disappear
I'm waiting
For you to be wiser
Than me
But maybe
You are
Already
If you only hold my hand
And if you only kiss my cheek
For we'll be old by when we meet
I think that I will understand
I want to be with you
Be there for you
But I also want to give you space
For breathing
Just be free
Emotionally speaking
And I don’t
Understand
Why you can't
With attraction so strong
Pleasure gravitates to heaven
Humans gravitate to Earth
Until the day that God will let them
Join Their VIP network
There is one way to keep the pleasure
At the levels we exist:
When lovers choose to be together
Despite the world, now, as it is
Do you think that we could keep some
Pleasure - secured, stable, safe?
Is this the place where we are in love
Or will we meet at heaven's gate?
When you're young
And find THE love...
Carefully,
But go for it
It is a cold, dark winter's night
So why do I glow, why am I
Walking as if on sunshine?
The thought of you, it makes me smile
"If there was a way,
What would you tell
Your younger self?"
"I think I'd say:
Just let that guy
Say 'hi' next time."
Love is good and love is great
Bonds form and shape and constellate
So how can I deserve your love?
*Through*, *by*, *upon*, and *with* what?
Dearest Love...
Into the void, I will move on
In the abyss
I will fall
Someone catch me
If there's anything
That should have the least power
Over love
It's laziness
But I think
Power -
By now -
It has
I love you Darling
As you know,
Like Mario Draghi
Loved the Euro
I will just work, and work...
And whatever it takes
Our connection
Will be saved
To each other almost complete strangers
But strangers may be incomplete
We listen to our better angels
But interests, thoughts and feels compete
Don't speak, just be a better angel
Or just be less harmful than me
Love fell from heaven into nature
And your nature is to love, only
My life without you?
Wonderful
But it is kind of sh*t
As compared to...
What it could
Be with
Choose love without hope
Over hope without love
Listen to your moral compass
Be better than Elon Musk
And if it’s needed, go, give up
Let me remain your fan
And a friend
A “young Padawan”
Your student,
And no romantic aspirant
Selfless, open, shy
The way
I live my life
To you I dedicate
You can’t lock people up in your heart
On the contrary
You can only keep the loved
If you open it
Love's not a habit
To quit
Is it?
I've asked the Lord
Don't give me feels
Impossible
He hasn't heard
Love is still big
Too perfect for this world
Process my lengthy message thread
Buy a one-way plane ticket
Have the nicest ever chat
Adopt a less attractive pet
(A dog for sure, if not a cat)
(Definitely not a rat)
Do more sports and burn some fat
Sleep upon a waterbed
Be kind to friends I have just met
Risk money in a big sports bet
Protest against the private jet
Expand the social safety net
Go on air, on stage, on set
I think I'd do
All this, so new
But not just yet
Not without you
Till love lies low
My pillow
Should often go
In the washing machine
To soften,
And dilute my tears
It's pulling me
So crazily
This truth
That someday
In some way
I'll be together... with you
Oh man…
I’ve been productive recently
Today too
I just want to feel your love for me
And my love for you
I wasn't alone
I was there with my thoughts
I was thinking of you
I pray that of the two, you and me
At least the one – means you are happy
Your happiness, with any taste,
Means less of love has gone to waste
Thou shalt not?
Of course thou shalt!
When it comes to love -
- It's good for mental health!
Some people are too self-obsessed
We fall in love with a perfect canvas
Paint on it, our love confess...
But don't see the paintings around us
He seemed kind, and kind of shy
That charming elevator guy
He held the door, then just said hi
I said thanks, same floor is fine
Six floors' silence, then said bye
Got me thinking, don’t know why
At this point I should rather lie
So no, there ain't no spark of fire
I have so much love for you
Not sure if the meaning and feeling truly go through
But I really do
You wouldn't let me close enough
To make me feel your heartbeat, love
I can feel beats though, from afar
And wonder whom they can be for
It's not his heartbeat, stupid girl
It's music for the air to swirl
Don't dare to think you have his love
An element pulling you up
Chase the feeling, not the man
The waves that through your body ran
But fine, go, love, it's not a sin
I hear your heart beating for him
You're giving me this feeling
I'm having my arms stretched
Right up, to the ceiling
Dancing in my bed
It's shame-ridden,
Yes, but guess what
All your songs say that's not
Forbidden
It's the best love
I am perfectly aware that I cannot
Give you the feeling
Of exciting chase or unreachability
That people, including me
Tend to love
It’s all asymmetric
All secured
From your perspective
And I'm the one
Who gets the thrill
Love consists of both feelings and plans
So I won’t be a miserable old lady
If you ever decide to talk to me again
I’ll be like… Finally!
Our story can begin
I wish I could be as detached from you as you are from me
I wish I knew the extent of that
I think we should just be
And peacefully
Coexist on this planet
If I have a good match on a dating app
I'll ruin it for sure
The part of me that loves you is a huge rebel
And huge in general
There are games
Like... losing a good match in 3 days
So I guess
Ruining is in progress
I will send you one long letter
Together with a dose of love
At a fundamental level
Yet ascending, up and up
I wish we'd go
Within an hour
From a single cup of tea
Through "love's been remote",
And sweet, and sour
To: "lay all your love on me"
You can’t let the silence go
For if you release the pressure
Over love we cannot measure
My whole world might explode
It may be me, who has to take a step back
To meet you "outside", in the world
Can love actually drive someone mad?
What have you read?
Or is this my homework?
I thought I had no energy
But then I touched our love
Now I’m spinning like a wheel
And buzzing like a bug
Love means I see you
Despite, yet without limits
Because of your shine
Let's pretend
To each other
We're them
To realise
We are
Yesterday
I wrestled with
Love - to be
No part of it
Love is cosmic
Love is big
I just realised how infinite
Love has won, so that was it
I really did not want
To love you
But something, someone
Touched my heart
Sometimes it's enough
If the feeling's real
There is no
Guarantee
There's hope
Oh man…
I wish I could send
Energy
And love
For I have
A lot
I feel your heart
And sense your soul
Dearest Love...
You're wonderful
Love is so beautiful
But how do you get to love?
At times
It fits into the constellation
Of life,
The expectations...
But sometimes
It is completely abrupt
Loading
Diagnosing
Missing
Searching
Working
Do not turn off
Would there be more
Happiness
If we were together?
I think so, yes!
And love?
Not sure,
For
You're far,
And I love you no less
I love you so,
Life gets too much
I might take meds,
But don't do drugs
I love you so,
Life gets too big
And I'm collapsing
Under it
I love you so,
Life passes by
You said on campus
You’ll say hi
I love you so,
The distance blurs
It's love bending
The Universe
If this ain't heaven
You know what?
Let's still celebrate
True love
The first time
I have felt your love
I felt surprise
I had a shock
Then...
Remember waves of love, so large?
Now that changed into even more
Something almost tangible
A full-body and constant charge
You kind of made me who I am
At some things, a champion
But partially
I am just me
All the things
Will be alright
I work and wait,
Persist and fight
Trust me, dear
I'm strong enough
And in my chest
I feel your love
Ready... focus... jump…
And splash!
There's music in my lungs,
My flesh
Under and upon
My skin
A liquid weapon,
Listening
Am I swimming just
In tunes?
It seems this stuff some love
Includes
Diving, floating, streams
And swirls
It floods and fills
The universe
The waves are blue-lit
Don't know why
Deep love and music
Got me high
If only
I could transform
Love for
You
Into a song,
A symphony...
But
It's already
Poetry
The best
Thing to think
Of for
Me is
You
If I'll ever get a glimpse
Of your potential love for me
I'll dive in and take a swim
In the ocean of that dream
I must say
It feels wonderful
This new way
Maybe: new avenue
To love and to
Connect to you
Is it selfish to love
Someone so much
That you wouldn't be willing
Them to outlive?
Because this is how I feel about you
Possibly
If your age goes up to ninety-three
Mine shouldn't be more than ninety-two
Or - not now, but later
May I say
That even if you go, I'll wait
And stay?
So that you don’t miss me,
If you did
Which I hope and do not hope,
That is
Ultimately,
This is not
Up to me
Or you, or us
Unlove you I can't, but suggest
Love me until the final point
Then take a break, a deeper breath
And only sigh, when we're rejoined
I need the insights you got to
I really need your love for me
And - strangely
I also need my love for you
I want to be closer to you
Closer to the truth
Or:
Both
Why
Does Love
Not Stop
Time?
If I'm just a net
Then fall, and I'll catch
To bounce you back (up)
With selflessness (love)
Love…
So what…
…do we do with this?
Isn’t it useless?
Don’t you wanna “trash” it?
Or have you already?
It's hard to believe, I know
I also ask myself: how is this love so wonderful?
It's extremely big
And positively overwhelming
On, not off
It's enough
In and of
Itself
But you can be honest
I won't collapse
Even if there's nothing
On your end
Despite being perfect
Say you're human
And as such
You're not enduring
Being loved so much
Not loving back
My love's too big
To miss the target
I feel like it's "too big to fail"
Banks and missiles don't require it
But love hits hard
Whilst being so fragile
I only took a step outside
To see how big
And amazing
This love actually is
But then I got terrible fomo
And jumped back inside
I'll stay here, and love you
For - and beyond - the rest of my life
Of course
I love you in
Every state
Of mine and yours
It's never late
I imagine
Love being a cosmic force
You are my dream man
I mean: the man of my dreams
I was just translating
(From Hungarian)
Why don’t you trust love?
Why don’t you trust that I can take it,
Whatever your emotions are
(Both in our context and in general)
- - - - - - -, see?
I can take it if it’s void
And if you feel something positive
Don’t give a damn about the obstacles
Love means you see them
See their weirdness
Not beaten
By make-believing
Are they cheating?
Can't be leaving
Let the feeling
Keep you lean in
Breathe out, breathe in
See beneath and
Soften, sweeten
As if by a monster eaten
You have changed
But you're still *you*
So time may pass, but I feel safe
With any *you* I am converging to
It's such a tough and hectic week
I almost forgot being me
But I'd only be a bigger fool
Had I forgotten loving you
An otherworldly hummingbird
Flew in and whispered what it heard
I have listened, it was humming:
You're better off letting his love in
Why do I touch my own
Face
When I can't touch yours?
We are one, but not the same
As I bend my elbow
I may try and feel
You being here
I want to be there though
I'll think of you
In Paris too!
It may be a city
Flooded with love,
But ours is like the Eiffel
With a cherry on top
I admire,
Love you blindly
Let this fire
Burn inside me,
For if one day
It burns too hot
I'll jump, and splash,
And swim in love
I don’t want to believe in your love
There's no proof
I can't show it to anyone
It's like an unpredictable, warm breeze
Only felt by my heart
Which is always on my sleeve
I know I'll only
See you in the
End
It's better for me
Still
To be prepared
Being loved by
You
Is my sole goal
In life
It's in the nature
Of this love
To want
To be sustained
By at least one of us
I guess I've been
Sustaining it
A bit...
Intensely
But I shouldn't be colder
Growing older
Than I was
Upon love's entry
The devil has pushed us
And we fell to the ground
Facing each other
We tried to get up
But lay still for a while
With tears flowing over your left
And over my right eye
It was meant to be tough
We were loaded with bags
Heaviest being one
We couldn't carry together
But you helped me up
Before rising yourself
And although
In that process
I fell deeper - I didn't protest
Because it was love
Surround me like
You're outer space
My astronaut
To you escapes
You're the day and you're the eve
Ask me and I'll never leave
You are midnight, you are dawn
Don't let this love remain unknown
Afternoons, mornings go round
These days and nights in love abound
Nights and days change rhythms, still
I've always loved you, always will
There aren't actually
Too many
Types of love
But this one...
It's big
I would love you as you are
If my heart
Would not explode
Upon a split second of you as a whole
What's missing? I have asked myself
I didn't think about you
For an hour or two,
But now I do
My soul needs your thought like my lungs need air
What if
Love is
F*n'
Real?
True-ish?
You wish
To live
The feel
No love
So what?
Oh heart
Shut up!
It chose
That force
And talks,
Of course
My view
I can't disperse
It's through you
I see the world
I just imagined
How easy life would be
If I knew you love me
I could do anything
I know though
That the reason you
Can do so much
Is not only my love
It's funny
Whenever you're photographed with a group
Women are trying to stand closer to you
In alternate formations of a queue
There's a bit of a squeeze
And apparently
Close enough be
Extremely difficult
Maaan
I want to
Live
All the
Good
Moments
With
You,
If we
Can
You will enter the room
One day
And just a simple "Hi"
- You'll say
"Is this even my life?"
- I'll ask
"Or a freakin' beautiful
Fairytale?"
In times like this, it is so hard
To not
Unleash the unconditional part
Of love
I just wanted to say I love you
It's not chemistry
In my brain or blood,
No swing in mood,
Nor a temporary energy-flood
Or maybe all these
Still, enhanced
As I'm actually balanced
I'm on my way, by tram, along the riverside
It's the late morning
And the Sun shines as wonderfully
As my feelings for you shine
Don't hide beneath the tide
I see the silver veil
But forget the fact of age
Your light is amplified
I mentioned you to an AI
Described how much I love this guy
It gave me such a weird reply
Amongst the sweet and tender stuff
It seemed to say this is your luck
"To be loved like this" - that felt unjust
For luck is too humble a word
I loved at once, not time the third
AI - they are a bit absurd
Flattering as it may be
It's more than luck you're loved by me
You qualify - to say the least
Follow your heart
And don't let
Yourself get
Confused,
For love
Is on the right side of the truth
I won't cry
And I won't rage
I love you, but
My dreams for us
Are all as if
I stole them from
A bygone age
I saw a short video of you.
You’re wonderful
And very sad
And if this is your way - your path
Then it is mine too
Happiness is not the most important thing in life.
It's love.
And even if one prioritised that,
Life can suck,
Be far from perfect
I only know that I'm connected to you
And things
That could hurt so much as losing this link -
- They are few
We're apart...
Although, we let
Radiowaves
Of love
Resonate
In the heart
(Copy that)
A world that's equipped
To value
To cherish
To love
Someone like you
Warmly enough
Should really exist
I know this sounds strange,
Given what you have been through,
But you’re still that person
So wonderful
That I want to get lost in your world,
In you
You're broken, but soft-spoken
You're oldish, but you're wise
You awaken my sweet talking
So rhymes I improvise
Magnificent, but humble
Look fine for what that's worth
I just ramble, then I mumble
That for you I'd save the world
Do you sometimes
Also feel like
Waves of love are in the ether
And at times they hit you very hard
One feels the love like I do now
Without a question whom it’s for
I always love you, more than ever
There is no limit, that’s for sure
Do you sometimes
Inside your mind
Address me like
I'm someone nice?
Someone close,
The one you chose,
A person who's
Forever yours?
I don’t dare,
Although, you're dear
To me, I fear
You'll disappear
If you would get upset with your love
Though you wouldn't wish them hell, or what not
You might swear: "a donkey kick their butt",
But pray it doesn't hurt a lot
(Dot)
It's annoying how
My mind wanders to you and our connection
When it needs a break or some rewards
I've worked a lot now
And my mind decided you to mention,
As before, between, so afterwards
The place we fell
I took you there
One just could tell
In love we were
A gentle breeze
Caressed the leaves
And made, with ease
Our hearts appear upon our sleeves
It's getting a bit
Too much, as love overflows
Although -
How could it?
There should be more love
In this world,
So that this one
Could not be ridiculed
I am aching in this world
So take me to another
Where I can be your favourite girl
And you my secret lover
We’ve been there several times before
But was that love? It wasn’t
At least from my end - not quite sure
Just love me when he doesn’t
Your baggage is heavy
So let me help
Carry it with very
Big, steady steps,
And we can be happy
I really don't care
As who, or even what
You consider yourself
You're too easy to love
The deepest ever breath I've taken
Was when I thought it's love-inhalin'
I just could feel it in the air
And miss that kind since the exhale
I'll save the world for love
Even if for that
I’ll have to drag
My own self
Through the mud
These lovers' love will never fade,
As they have saved the world
She was carrying all its weight
And he was carrying her
Or has it been the other way,
What their love has endured
Like a waitress carrying on a plate
A Greek Atlas figure
In any case, the world is heavy
A thing one person cannot carry,
But when two try, it is equally (or more)
Pleasant, and even beautiful
“Let me show the world
The maximum extent
A person could be loved”
(An imaginative girl
Kept leapfrogging levels
Where a limit – there is none)
Stay as awesome as you are,
And never regret for a minute
That you can't help being
Sparklingly spectacular
Despite
Being truly
Beautiful
My life
Would only be
Full with you
There are wonders in this world
For which you don't get prepared
Love someone with all your heart
And every day you’ll have a thought
Worth being a piece of art
If my love was
Just one big fire
You'd be its guard
And be its fighter
You wouldn’t let
The flames go out
Nor them to catch
Things that surround
To sum it up
Less avant-garde:
A guard needs love
And love needs guard
Maybe, we're in this captured love together
You're not keeping me captive
And if I ever said you did,
I shall never say so again
I see this as a mission, challenge,
And puzzle, at the same time
A quest
Also of ethics and science
If the world wasn't so complex and intriguing
We might have less of a chance
As a team
As two people - Captured? Really? -
In this romance
Today started low-energy
But it only took a little time and hormone-adjustment in my brain
Until I could exclaim
Again
That I love you
(Sometimes, a constant has peaks too)
"Look, Mother, this is the guy"
But when that video met her eye...
She said: "Daughter, this is as if
I fell in love with great Brad Pitt!"
I hope the moment is to come
When I can make you meet my mum
So she gets to see that she and Brad
Might actually have a chance
If love was war
You'd definitely win the fight
But it's not even an either-or
And that’s why I might
"Don't rely on him too much
Rely on me – he is no God"
"Who is talking? Who is there?"
"It's me, God, in the atmosphere"
"Right. But I can't get enough
Of him – he is my all, my love"
"He is great, but wait. He can't
Become or remain abundant
Wonders in this world are scarce
Like – sometimes – birthday party chairs
With some luck though, maybe next year
From him you'll read, from him you'll hear"
Love paves ways
For itself, and yet
That's not enough
I may set rules
To be kept, which I'll break
F**k rules too tough
"Oh, you hopeful fool"
- So he relates to me
"I love you to the Moon"
- So I say suddenly
"And back!" - I add to that
"Ten times!" - I multiply
Take off, the hopeful hat
- I should now, shouldn't I?
One day, he will reveal
Whether my hopeful hat
Was worth the time and feel
And if I was correct
Day, night, or next day
I don't even bother
I feel you the best way
One soul feels the other
If you want to approach me
Someday, you'll have to ignore the
Expectations I set
For myself
And when I collapse
Unsatisfied
With how far I got…
When I fall…
Can you catch me?
If it's love
But, maybe, it's just fantasy
What could be crazier
Than crazy in love?
Love driving you mad
Upon any contact
And I know one man
Who - in that too - did a very good job
I just got home, and maybe this is a bit
Explicit
(I mean after half a day of a conference, half a day teaching)
But sometimes I really wish
I could come home to you, and tell you how much I wanted to be with
You...
Or text in advance
This evening was the hottest tram ride of my life
In terms of fantasies
It's good that the weather is so bad
I had a thick jacket
No one noticed anything
Except: me
As my side of the window
Got a bit steamy
And... I was imagining what it would be like if we were really close
If you would touch me... anywhere... but starting from the top...
And kiss me
And finally
I could tell you real time how electric this is
And how hot you are
And what I want
And ask if you like this...
And that...
And maybe one of us would say that this should happen slower
But it would be REALLY difficult...
With all that's been held back
And all the distance so far
So basically, when I got off the tram
I was thankful for the bad weather again
Kind of cooling me down
Otherwise... good luck to myself
Walking home now
With those feels here and there
Let me be loyal
Don't pull, don't attract!
To love supreme, royal
Do not pose a threat
Infinite silence
Is no love at all
There is no divine lens
To catch when you fall
I know from experience:
That real love's real weight
Should feel very different
We just... gravitate
I'm fighting my demons
I'm not fighting you
I thought this love weakens
But it weakened me too
I'm trying my best
To rise to your love
As a challenge
It’s fun,
But difficult
Nevertheless,
I continue
Since I saw you again
Even if only virtually
I am touching myself...
Significantly more frequently
Come, touch my breasts
These hands could be yours
Lick, squeeze, and kiss...
Both
Your hands may slide lower
But you – stay with me
I don't need oral
It's hot already
Run with your fingers
Through my blondish hair
My desire still lingers
So come closer there
Closer and closer
Until we're like one
In all of our moments
Feel: more is to come
Up to the point where
We feel it's enough
Of physical aspects
In romantic love
My feelings for you are so beautiful
I think they should be "World Heritage"
And whilst I can't propose that to UNESCO
Maybe love already is
It’s always so cheesy,
When in a good movie
A character says
That - if being loved back
They are the luckiest,
They have it the best
Now, to myself I say:
Make no fun, no mistake
Loosen the rigour
With you - I’m that figure
I love you
And I accept the obstacles,
Both temporary
And permanent
I accept the uncertainty,
On top of impossibility
All this is very heavy, though
I'm not sure what could help
I'm still in a problem solving mode
I love you so much
But only dare say it
When beautiful,
Compensating
For a lot of stuff
The essence of a kiss
Is not the kiss itself
The point some people miss
Being loved and being held
The essence of a smile
Is not that smile at all
It's that some people try
And catch you when you fall
The essence of a tear
One more thing we don’t get
Might be you want them near
But they aren’t – or not yet
If I was an incredible poet
I'd write this in William Blake's spirit
A spider in the bathroom preyeth
It will bite me when I'm naked,
But only you're allowed to do that!
Deep-contemplate,
Might generate,
Seek and reveal,
Or hide, conceal,
Absorb, reflect,
Disperse, refract,
Detect, turn up -
Do all this stuff
‘Til there's enough
Of light, from love
What is the frequency
Of breathing?
0.25 Hertz
If it goes much lower
It hurts
And whilst I may not be your lover,
Our hearts
Prove over and over
That love
Unexpressed to the other
May blow up,
So I choose not to bother
When you have had enough
Of my words
A proper rainbow isn't straight
In space, an anchor has no weight
From sides, the infinite is eight
From life to death, there is no freight
Eternal peace is worth the fight
A Northern winter: one long night
Whilst love is light, and brief insight
Into some truth to reach - we might
To a very distant,
Dreamlike,
But romance-resistant
Man, who acts like
An assistant
To the divine,
And is persistent
The whole time:
Merry Christmas