entry #7:
i can't bring myself to open it. it's too much. it's been a week... i think. it's just been in my bag all this time. if i open it, everything changes, everything... ends. as all things must, but... I've grown attached. i don't want to let it go. how'd this get so out of control? i just wanted to exist. i just wanted to Build. i guess that was too much.