starting today ending on sunday september 4th i wanted to
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connect with all of you that are reading the book that does the divine design that have read the book the divine
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design or are going to be reading the book i wanted to connect and just answer some of your questions and also
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read from the book a lot of you have been reaching out with questions
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and so i thought it would be a really fun way to dive deeper into the book
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also for you to connect with other people all over the world that are reading it and have read it
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and yeah just to get more clarity the book was a very
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it was a cliff note version of how we got here and what we're doing
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and everything that occurred in between the moment earth was created into the
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beautiful planet that she was created into into right here right now in 2022. it's quite a
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miraculous trip it's quite a miraculous journey that we've all been on and it's definitely an absolute divine
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design there is nothing uh out of place
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or going wrong in this journey but to really start to remember it right
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because it's within our dna it's in our cells it's in our codes
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the light codes that are held in the dna so it's a deep deep remembrance
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and like i said yesterday the day before i can't remember i think it was whenever it was
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once you start remembering it doesn't take away from the human journey it doesn't take away from our
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trauma our relationship issues our pain our suffering
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it doesn't just miraculously take that away and we don't bypass that
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but it allows us to start to see through another lens a bigger perspective
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of what this human journey is all about what we're actually truly doing here
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and so what happens when you start to read the divine design is you start to juggle this remembrance
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this deeper purpose for all of this while you simultaneously continue to
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stay very human i do not believe in not feeling the pain
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the trauma the uncomfortable the anger the stress the anxiety the worry
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i don't believe in shifting ourselves into high vibes i believe in being very human
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and devouring all of the pieces of being human all of it
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and allowing the natural process of our evolution to naturally raise our vibration for us
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and so what's so beautiful about the divine design is it puts you into more ease
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it allows you to relax it allows you to take the pressure off
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yourself say maybe there isn't anything wrong with me maybe we are in deep programming
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massive mind control dark dark energies and evil that we're shifting out of okay
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that's why we're here and to start holding that remembrance more and more
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because it is in every single human body's dna it's in every single human
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body's cells it's in their light codes nobody is
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exempt from this remembrance it's just a matter of whether
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that human is going to be activated and remember and there's millions of
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humans that won't there's hundreds of millions that are going to
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so today i i wanted to read the
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first a little bit of the first chapter um how we got here
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and tomorrow we're going to talk about the 12d grid i think the 12d grid was probably
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what surprised me the most when i was
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downloading the information for the book so if you are new here and you are not
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aware of what i'm talking about um i wrote the divine design and it took me
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about four years and i downloaded the information the information came in
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as higher frequency and for like light movies it was like uh movie scenes
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and i had to dissect it and um it came in from a group of
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consciousnesses that the humans call the galactic federation of light
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and uh i dissected it with grit with graphs a
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lot of graphs a lot of journaling and the part that that the 12d grid is really what
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not only solidifies this entire human experience but is what was most uh jaw-dropping for
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me that all of this that we have ever experienced and will continue
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to experience is held within a 12-d grid so really excited to talk about that tomorrow i'll leave that for tomorrow
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um today let's talk a little bit about um
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who we are as consciousness what is consciousness right and then i'll just read probably a
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page and a half and and then i'm going to open it up to questions so we'll probably be here for
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about 45 minutes if you have questions hold it hold off until i am done reading
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and ask for the questions otherwise i won't see them if you have the book let's read together
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so also before i get going um i want to thank you guys all for all
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your support the book is doing amazing and um if you are still waiting for the hard copy for whatever reason
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i don't know why it is taking until october for so many people to get this book it makes no sense
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um whatsoever you can get the paper back in about three to four days wherever you are in
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the world you can get it from amazon barnes and nobles you can get it from book depot i think in europe there's all
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kinds of sites online that you can grab the paperback
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so if you are still waiting on the hard copy or the hardcover just know that i have no control over what's going on
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with the publishers and with amazon and the answers that i've received are they make no sense
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[Music] so leaving it up to the universe to disperse this book in the way in which
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it's going to be dispersed letting go of control get a paperback it's a lot quicker also the
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ebook is available all over the world if you are looking for a site a website to find it just go to my own website you'll
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find all the links and the audio will be out in october
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okay yeah they canceled people's hard copies they said are you sure you still want to
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purchase this and you know confirm this and that and i've never seen anything like this in my
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life i've never heard of uh this kind of
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thing happening um with a with a book but um
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i'm holding the energy of this book every single day and continuing to anchor it
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onto the planet so thank you for purchasing the book thank you for sharing the book with your friends and
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family and um yeah it's just gonna slowly spread i was
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sitting in meditation today right before this live and
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when i sit in meditation i immediately this may sound crazy but it's what
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happens i immediately go into this really large mothership from in this room inside this large
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mother ship and i'm connecting with these 12 higher dimensional beans
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and it's a the galactic federation of light mothership i go in there instantaneously it's like boom i'm in
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there i'm sitting in my chair i have this little chair that i sit in and there's like this higher dimensional
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being that stands there with this like white board it's really interesting and then there's like this big window that goes out and you can see the planet
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and anyways i'm sitting there and um this consciousness this being just says
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the it's it's it's doing the divine design is going to do what it's going to do let go of control
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um let it do what it's going to do you don't have control over it
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and [Music] they were showing me that it's going to be a book that will be kind of imprinted in
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the lives of hundreds of millions of people over a long period of time
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and what i've been practicing the last two weeks with regards to letting go of how i want this to go with the book is
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also letting go of how i want any part of my life to go that i hold intentions around how
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um what i would like to receive what i would like to experience my intentions right i'm holding intentions throughout
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my day but i am simultaneously letting go of any sort of expectation or attachment to
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anything that's going to occur so it's this it's this juggling of i'm participating
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i'm showing up i'm intending for instance i'm talking about the book i'm sharing about the book i'm doing
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this series right so i am taking active action but i'm letting go of any sort of
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attachment to how it's going to unravel and if i can do that more and more in my
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everyday life i find myself in more of a flow state then there's more ease and grace as i move through life so i share
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this with you as an encouragement to to practice that as well people always say well how do
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you let go how do you how do you kind of surrender into life if you're and still
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you know do life it's like well you practice you take you take what
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i call like this active surrendered state where you're in a receptive state to the universe show me how this is
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meant to go while i continue to show up every single day it's been very very very useful
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okay i can talk forever and ever and ever so let's um yeah my super chat's turned off i don't
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know what's going on super chat's not on anymore i don't know
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i'm just letting myself just be in this i appreciate you asking about the super chat the super
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chat for those that don't know is where you can donate during the live you can donate money um
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the best way to donate is just go buy the book and spread it out to all your friends and family
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that's the best super chat okay all right
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chapter one if you guys have the book let's read it together let's read it together
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um chapter one the design of the 5d earth
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so again this is being the the the the narration is from the galactic federation of light
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okay all right let us start from the beginning
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oh by the way let me just interrupt this is very this can be very high level this
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can be very difficult to grasp this is also just one perspective so it's not the end all be all it is not the bible
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of consciousness it is not like oh my god you know this is not true it it if it resonates it resonates if it doesn't
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resonate it doesn't resonate right it's it's pretty high level and so it it requires us to allow our bodies
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to experience it instead of our minds trying to conceptualize it first let
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your body just experience the words it's an activation it's an energetic experience
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all right many of you have already been feeling this right you pick up the book and you're like oh my god something's
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happening like my third eye is popping my body's vibrating i'm starting to cry like i'm shifting i'm like i get really
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tired there's these physical experiences that you'll start to have when you start reading the divine design because it's
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designed to to to um it's like it goes beyond the physical and it activates you on an energetic
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level so let the words activate you and don't try to necessarily make sense
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of it right away okay and also take it with a grain of salt nobody has to believe any of this
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that's the great thing about being human let us start from the beginning
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all consciousness began from the same source
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which many in your field of consciousness refer to as god
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source is a word used by the human to attempt to understand
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the beginning of consciousness it allows the human to hold or conceptualize
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the unnamable words are conceived within the dimension
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one finds themselves in consciousness itself does not have a
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word associated with it the human needs words to understand its
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experience throughout this book we will use human words
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to describe that which has no name
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source exists as a vibration a soul tone
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a single breath that never stops a heartbeat that continues to expand
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source is a single vibration that has no beginning and no end
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there is no definition no description no label
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it just is it exists in no time or space
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and yet it holds everything it's a concept one that the human mind
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grapples with because source is beyond experience
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it is all and nothing at the same time humans have touched the spark of source
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entering its one unified field of nothingness
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when the human consciousness enters it there is a feeling of complete
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bliss and oneness these are simply words used to describe
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that which is difficult to describe source exists in the space of oneness
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it has nothing to experience other than the one unified field of its
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spark as one unified field it can only
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experience itself by existing
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outside itself i'm going to read that again
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because that's massive that's huge source exists in the space of oneness
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it has nothing to experience other than the one unified field of its spark
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as one unified field it can only experience itself
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by existing outside itself
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source uses individual sparks of its own consciousness
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to experience itself it pulsates
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or splits in aspect of its consciousness
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and sends it into the quantum field
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that unique consciousness holds its own energetic
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frequency based on its energetic
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spin the frequency creates an experience
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the consciousness that split from source becomes its own energetic expression
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with its unique experience every individual consciousness existing
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in the now including you
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is created in this way let us break this down for you
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consciousness is energy [Music] and energy spends
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the spinning of energy creates a frequency
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that produces a vibrational tone
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the frequency dictates the dimension the consciousness is experiencing
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the dimension establishes how consciousness experiences
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itself a dimension holds
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a spectrum of consciousness to be experienced within it
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stay with me a spectrum of consciousness is the available experiences
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consciousness you can access the higher in the dimensional
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field the smaller the range of consciousness
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and the fewer experiences
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the lower in the dimensional field the larger the spectrum of consciousness
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and the more experiences a consciousness will have to experience itself
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for instance i hope you guys are getting this for instance
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in the third dimensional field the human can access thousands of consciousnesses to create
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an experience remember a consciousness is an emotion a thought a belief a behavior an interaction right those are
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consciousnesses experiences energetic experiences
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they can access fear love joy peace and so on
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however in a higher dimensional field like the 5d field
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which is only two dimensions higher than us right the spectrum of consciousness is not as
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large and thus there is less consciousnesses for the human to access
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in order to experience itself the 5d field does not hold fear
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greed lack control and so on
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as source began splitting itself into unique consciousnesses
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these energetic expressions of source began to play within a quantum field
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the quantum field is an energetic space allowing infinite possibilities of
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expression through frequency and dimension
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all that ever is was and will
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and will be resides in the quantum field all consciousnesses that split from
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source exist in the quantum field every experience that has could or we be
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will be experienced is held in the quantum field all dimensional fields exist within the
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quantum field there are an infinite amount of experiences that can be had
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within the quantum field
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then it goes into universal laws the quantum field holds universal laws
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allowing consciousness to understand how to experience itself
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and these universal laws are a natural way of being
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once separation from source begins
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two of them are free will and the energetic field
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i don't know about you guys but that was a lot i can't read anymore that was a lot of information packed
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into one freaking page um that was a lot of information packed
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into one page that's how dense i could write an entire book just on
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that and there are books written just on that one page how consciousness was created how
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consciousness becomes how it exists in the quantum field how it creates its
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experiences how it how how how consciousness
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moves and and the craziest piece is that we you and i right here right now watching
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on this live or on the replay we are a consciousness
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we split from source we became separate from source while simultaneously still
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connected as source it's mind-blowing it's like it's so out
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there that it's like okay yeah maybe i get this but like what that's why we all talk about we're one
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this oneness this unified field we all have that heartbeat that breath of
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source vibrating within us because we are an aspect of it that
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literally energetically split from it
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i mean when you break it down it's like okay that kind of makes sense yeah
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now i understand when people say oneness i get it see everything is enter everything's physics
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you just break it down into the most simplified terms and it's it's physics it's energy and here's the here's the most brilliant
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thing about all this you can't prove any of it you can't prove source you can't prove that we're a
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consciousness that's split from source you can't prove that we're in one unified field you can't even you can't
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even really prove the quantum field really i mean quantum mechanics is proving it
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but you still it's still very difficult to prove this it's all a vibrational tone that
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vibrates within you it's this deep deep remembrance and knowingness of like i don't know what
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she's talking about but something within my being is vibrating to it
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it's vibrating with it your body is in
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is the compass for truth
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and your body will let you know through the physic physicality physic uh
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physical sensations what it resonates with
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and the more that we can be in the body to experience the physical sensations of the energetics
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the energetic compass of oh my god that resonates oh my god that doesn't the easier this will be
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that was i don't know why that was really difficult to read i got to read this whole book i don't know how i'm going to do it geez louise
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okay um
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yeah it was very difficult to get this book into a into something that's understandable very very difficult
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it was it it made me lose my mind a hundred thousand times
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it was yeah it was hard you know like when you're in those math classes that you can't understand and you're in math
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and you're like watching this math equation on the board and you're like wait what
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or like in in physics class or you know like chemistry or something you're just like i'm so not understanding this and
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your brain hurts my brain hurt throughout so much of this book for especially the first five or six
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chapters yeah who knows where source came from
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that's the million-dollar question that's really mind-boggling mind-blowing
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right where where where did source even come from
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i'm not i don't know i don't i don't care i don't want to find out i don't care i don't think you can figure that
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one out you know i don't think i don't think our brains can understand that
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all right so we don't need to know i don't need to know all right let's do a couple
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questions um why did earth want to experience this
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evolution that's a good question so it is it is explained in one of these chapters in the beginning
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but basically earth as a consciousness just like your consciousness right i'm a consciousness and i'm held inside a
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physical body what we call earth or gaia or whatever word you want to use for her she doesn't
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have a word she's a consciousness that is inside what we would call a planetary body
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but she's a she's a consciousness she's a lie alive she's she's vibrating she's pulsating she holds a frequency okay
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um she just like any other consciousness in the quantum field had an intention
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you know and she's not a human or she doesn't have a mind right as consciousness we don't have minds
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so we're not like this is what i want to do but we have to conceptualize it so we speak about it as if
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earth spoke like that earth didn't speak like that and earth didn't make these sentences and earth wasn't like oh this
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is what i'm going to do now it's very difficult to understand this from a human linear
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construct with words right but but earth as a consciousness
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chose to and intended to create an experience where she would
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hold a physic hold herself within a physical form she was curious curiosity hold myself in a physical form
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move into a couple of higher different higher dimensional fields while inside
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that same physical form what would that be like can i do it because in the quantum field what many
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of us have forgotten is that to simply experience anything it's just intention and energy okay and
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what that means is that from a much higher frequency which is which all you guys are
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you can go into any dimensional field you want you can have any experience you want through the intention of it and
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then shifting your frequency into it so it's not rocket science there's nothing challenging about being
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consciousness and moving in and out different dimensional fields in the quantum field it's quite easy
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imagine taking your consciousness moving it into a very dense physical body like a fifth dimensional body that is very
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low frequency 5d is a very low physical reality
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and then choosing to stay inside that physical form which is what she did what she wanted to do she's consciousness
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she's not the physical form she's going to hold herself in a physical form like a casing
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and then she's going to choose to increase that physical form not her consciousness but the physical
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form is going to increase in frequency pulling her into a couple of higher dimensional fields and what a ride that
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will be so instead of her consciousness shifting into these other dimensional fields she's going to transport herself
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into a physical form and let that physical form move her into higher dimensional fields
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it's the difference between walking to a location and getting into a car and letting the car drive you to that
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location i don't know why she chose this ask her close your eyes and have a conversation
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with her consciousness i don't know why she chose this other than this would be an experience never done this before
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the crazy thing to wrap your head around is that everything that we are
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experiencing in this entire reality is based on that choice that she made
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because this is a very very very unique experience
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physicality is very unique physicality is very unique
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being able to experience physical reality
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is awe inspiring is like holy what and typically consciousness can just
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move all about different energy fields different dimensional fields and have all these different experiences
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your consciousness is not evolving your consciousness is not ascending it's the physical body that is ascending and
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evolving that's what we got all wrong here we're confused
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your consciousness is in a much higher frequency it's just in for the ride it's the physical form that is the vessel
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that is allowing you the consciousness to experience different dimensional fields
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and for most of us the reason that we are here on the planet right now
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is to assist the planetary body and earth as that consciousness
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to move into higher dimensional fields now if you remember in the book
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she started in the 5th dimensional field why because it's a lot easier she did not choose to be in a 3d field
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that would be insanity it is very difficult to pull yourself out or to increase your
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frequency out of a third dimensional physical realm why
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one the 3d realm is so heavy it is so
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dense it's like sludge and in a third dimensional physical
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field you're experiencing duality and polarities
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and to be able to have your physical form start to pull
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itself into higher frequencies
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while it's in a very dense sludgy frequency is very difficult
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it can take a very long time it's what we're doing right now so she chose to incarnate her physical form and
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create her creation from the fifth dimensional field because there's no duality and polarity
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in 5d um she won't it's it's almost like you're
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in um an ocean as opposed to um quicksand so there's just like this there's
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there's an easy flow and movement that can happen i'll we'll talk all about the fall from
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grace the 5d to 3d and one of the other days down the road here this week
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which is a that could be an entire seven book series how in god's green earth did we go from
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the 5d and slip down into the 3d i barely touched on it in this book
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barely but where we are right now is because of free will
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one of the two top universal laws is the energetic field in free will every consciousness
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has free will and every consciousness understands that and allows for free will
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and free will really did a doozy on earth
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i think really does earth have a personality um
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not like us but it's an inner if you tap into the energy of earth you'll be able to feel her
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right that's the thing about starting to feel energies is that you don't necessarily feel a quote-unquote personality a
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personality is something that is developed in a third dimensional realm um so she doesn't have necessarily a
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personality but you when you start to tap into people's inner consciousness's energies you can read
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the energy earth is very feminine earth is very free-flowing um natural
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earth is very um [Music] very powerful very empowered very
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it's she's in a flow state there's this like beautiful flow state that the earth is and she has no fear
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she's not like oh my god earth humans are killing me she's way beyond that
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way beyond that um yeah it's interesting you can tap into earth
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consciousness
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um can you explain how consciousness in the form doesn't shift in frequency rather than the physical form
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yes so when the consciousness when you as consciousness come into the physical body you are encased in
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uh like uh it's almost like the etheric body your consciousness is encased in like an
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energetic field inside the body some people call it the the etheric body
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okay and so you're on an energetic level you're sort of encased in another energetic form inside the body
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okay and the physicality the density of the physical form with all the organs and
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all of that the blood the cells and all of that stuff that is
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a sort of like around this encasing of your consciousness and the k the
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encasing of that etheric body and so imagine
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i would say like here's the body okay i'm obviously not going to drink this water if i do this but let me just try
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to make give you like a a a graph here's the physical body right
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and this glas the water is all the energy that's inside that physical body and then your consciousness comes in and
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goes but it's light so it can't be seen but duke right
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so your consciousness you are in here you're encased like this like the pen and you're holding a percentage of your
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light most of us have brought in a light quotient that's between six to eleven
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percent if you were born after the nineties your percentage is between you know nine to sixteen percent if
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you're born in the last five to ten years your percentage can go up to like sixteen percent so you have hold a lot
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of like quotient okay so this doesn't change this is encased it's held inside this
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energetic body and this physical body and it's going for a ride
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what happens is all the light inside the physical body that is also
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creating the physical body is what shifts and as the light inside the body shifts
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you begin to have different experiences so you're just going along for the ride
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right so if you're born in the 60s you're holding between six to 11 percent i was born in the 70s i'm holding
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probably i don't know eight or nine percent of my light quotient all right the kids that are born right
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now 16 why are they bringing in more light quotient because the physical body is holding more light the water the light
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is higher frequency so it can hold a higher frequency consciousness
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this is making sense to you guys this is just hanging in your consciousness is just going for the ride
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it's the physical body right it's the physical form and it's the energy that's that is making the
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physical form that is what's shifting and giving you a different experience it's like if a car is driving down the
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road okay and you're in the car as the car goes to the next block it's letting you see
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something new you're in for the ride you're not moving you're not going you're not doing it the car is doing it
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right
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it's let no it's more challenging the more light you bring in well pros and
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cons the less light you the less light you bring in the
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less you're going to remember okay so the less the if you bring in six to nine
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percent of your light quotient you're going to be more in more of an amnesia state because you're holding
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less light as consciousness the
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so that's the that's the con the pro is that it's not difficult to be in the physical body as much right there's not
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a massive contrast you're not moving into a body and like oh and you're super
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high high consciousness you're like oh my god what is this right this isn't for everyone okay so this is just a blanket
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statement we like to like grab it and be like oh my god i was born in the 60s and i didn't have that experience i had this
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experience this is just a blanket statement a generalized statement okay but when you are when you bring in less
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of your light quotient you are more you're more susceptible to the amnesia
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okay but you're capable of navigating this human journey more when you bring in more of your light
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quotient think about all the kids in the last 30 to 40 years right they call them the indigos the the rainbow children
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especially the kids right now in the last 10 years they're bringing in much higher light so what happens is they can
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remember more they come in knowing they keep that knowingness
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right they keep the knowingness because they're high they have a higher light quotient however they have a very
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difficult time being in the human body which is why you have these ridiculous
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you know um labels like adhd and autism and all of these things that for many of the kids
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it's simply the light quotient but there's not an easy fix for that so
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we have to we have to play in the programming of how we help these children with quote
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unquote adhd and add and autism and the spectrum of autism and all these things
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but for many of them the simple reason is because they're bringing in much more light and it's very difficult
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to be in density and physicality right it's very very difficult
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you're squirming you want to jump out of the body you you nothing makes sense to you you feel like an alien
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you don't want to be here now a lot of us have this okay but not at the level of these kids coming in not
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even close we have no idea what it feels like to be these kids that are coming in right now
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not even close if you've ever like been on like like cocaine or something
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right and you're just like that's that's what a lot of the kids are feeling [Music]
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you know but we don't want to you know um we have to we have to have
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sympathy compassion and empathy for for for navigating this human journey with these labels
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right and and how parents and children navigate it
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right does the book have to be read in
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chapters one by one sequentially um it's very much a movie so it would be
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like fast forwarding a movie um and then you're like wait i don't understand it doesn't necessarily have
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to be i don't know i don't know how you guys some of you guys may have read it out of order i think some people skipped
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chapters um so yeah i mean you could go to like the clarion call you could go to
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the abduction and hybridization chapter but it's designed to be read sort of like a movie so you're you're you're
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kind of following the sequence and it's starting to make more sense and then more sense and then more sense um but
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you can read it once i think once you read it over once then you can just read whatever chapter
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you want and you can read whatever chapter you want anyways but it's definitely meant to be a story that you follow
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right um but you can read it however you want to read it
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where is the rest of our light it kind of depends on where you quote-unquote
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came from okay so um there's a thousand different answers for where the rest of your light
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quotient is we don't just have one consciousness so we are we we are
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existing elsewhere as well okay so in the book i describe sort of where
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we're held as what we call stars and planets and galaxies so our consciousnesses are held inside this
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12th dimensional grid a difficult concept to conceptualize and
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to hold and to understand but imagine that you the way we split from source is also what happens with your
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consciousness so you split your consciousness splits and there's a part of you that's in the human body and there's a part of you that's not in the
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human body existing somewhere else um many times in our dream state you know
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we will reconnect with that larger aspect of our consciousness
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it's very difficult to grasp um
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let's get rid of that random person why does energy feel like a wave
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frequency because it's always moving energy moves
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and if you're if you're the the reason that it can kind of feel like a wave is because it's never it doesn't just go
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like this energy doesn't just isn't like a straight experience it's always
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fluctuating sort of like your weight the body weight always fluctuates right when you wake up
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in the morning you may be a certain way at the eve in the evening you may be a certain weight and throughout your day your weight may be varying same with
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energy it's just moves it's like doo doo doo having an experience
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what i found fascinating is that everything was created through intention and energy humans planets grids
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yeah i mean everything is created through intention and energy even right here right now that's what manifestation
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is if you start to dissect everyone that teaches manifestation it simply is
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intention combined with energy which means that you hold an intention a
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desire i want a new car i want a new house i want a hundred thousand dollars i want a relationship that's intention
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and then energy is you matching the frequency of that
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okay now it's very difficult to do that in a dense third dimensional reality one we have linearity we have time
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we're in time things go slow two we have trauma limiting beliefs and
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thoughts which stop our belief that we can have that intention
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when you are in a much higher frequency there are no thoughts there are no limiting beliefs there's no trauma
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you create whatever you want in the moment that you're creating it and you know how because you have the intention
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i'm going to create a human body and i understand the energy that i need to connect to in order to do that it's very
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simple everything is extremely complex in the human in the human journey very complex
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but it's very simple
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the point of increasing light on the earth is you have different experiences so the
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earth body is like your body so the earth's body is increasing in frequency
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giving her higher dimensional experiences to have while humans are standing on top of it
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able to start to access her higher frequencies were able to impact her higher frequency so it's a
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symbiotic relationship and our physical bodies are starting to increase as well as our physical bodies
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increase we assist her body in increasing when her body increases we assist our bodies the whole purpose of
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increasing frequency in the physical form is to have new experiences to step
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into higher states of awareness and consciousness to step out of programming
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to step out of limiting beliefs to step out of trauma to step out of victimhood we're pulling ourselves back out of it
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this is only one reality this is this is one dimensional field creating one type of experience and
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there's we are on our way into other dimensional fields to have much more um
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peaceful experiences and states of being that's what we're doing here and again
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from what i've been given it's not you as a consciousness that's that's elevating it's the body that's elevating
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it's the body that's giving you that ride same with earth
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we'll talk about the reptilians and the grays and on the fourth day but it's very difficult to understand why they
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did what they did and how we allowed it to happen
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we replicated ourselves does the galactic federation create each individual body that exists or did they create the original humans they created
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the dna that's held in the sperm and that's held in the egg and then it just gets
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replicated which is why we have uh uh generational trauma
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right in terms of the consciousnesses that get replicated there's two sets of dna
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okay there's the physical form set which is about 10 of the dna that 10 creates the
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physical form that gets replicated that's in the egg that's in the sperm then there's 90 percent of the dna
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around 90 maybe 80 somewhere around there i can't remember what it said in the book um
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but the other 80 to 90 percent of the dna is the akashic record
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um the generational trauma and the lineage of your generational if your parents and those
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parents right that makes up the rest which is your experiences which is your roadmap which is the core
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consciousnesses um uh which is the imprint of your soul
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your soul is held there as well all aspects of your soul experience your past lives your future lives
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right but the actual physical body uh is just replicated within the
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sperm and the egg of the human body
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i don't know what spark set is no one's in charge of our frequency
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the body caroline the body is doing this so you're experiencing
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the releasing of trauma in your body you're experiencing the releasing of
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identifying as the thoughts the beliefs the behaviors you release it through the body
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and as you release it through the body the body begins to increase in frequency when the body begins to increase in
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frequency you as consciousness begin to experience new things
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you start you you stop using the lens of the ego all the time you start using a lens of higher self
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these things just naturally start to happen right so right now we are identifying
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most of the time as an ego and as our personality we're not but that's what we're
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identifying as so the consciousness inside of here it isn't experiencing it it knows that
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it's not the ego it's kind of like watching everything it's like a movie
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and it's just waiting for the physical form to increase in higher vibration to have different experiences
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what we you and i that we identify as i as which is the ego the personality the
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name my name is lori lad blah blah blah that's the identification the identifier
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has to release the trauma the identifier has to let go of the limiting beat leaves the identifier has to sort of
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navigate the human journey it's the identifier that's assisting the human body and increasing in frequency it is
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the human body it's the frequency of the human body that is giving all of these aspects of
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us the experiences the you that you're trying to figure out
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who you are you are just a consciousness but you are way in the background you know you've got the lens of the ego
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personality you've got the higher self experience you've got the soul and then
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you have your consciousness so your you as a consciousness
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you're just chilling and hanging out having an experience but it takes it takes a lot of like what the freak
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are you talking about to conceptualize what i'm even talking about because it is the lens that we have is a mind logic
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reasoning ego that kind of thing physicality so it's very difficult to understand this
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you can't think this you have to feel it you have to feel it
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so the the identifier that's that's experiencing all of this is what is the
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observer as well that is recognizing the trauma that's coming up it's recognizing the
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limiting beliefs that are coming up it's feeling everything it's recognizing i am not the feelings
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and as it does this the body releases the density through
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your own participation and observation of it and then the body starts to increase in
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frequency right
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okay one more question
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trauma is just part of this experience which where trump if you read the book you'll find out that what drama is is an
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experience that was difficult for you to feel when it happened the energies that were created
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from that experience stored in the body and we call that trauma so it's just density that was
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experienced okay so let's say you had an experience where a teacher yelled at you or you
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went to a school where a teacher yelled at you all the time that's an experience when you have that experience there's
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energy that is created through that experience that energy is moved into the physical
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body again this is in the book it's moved into the physical body and it's experienced as emotions thoughts beliefs
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if you do not allow that experience to just simply be felt which most of us
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can't we identify as it it doesn't feel good we don't like it we ignore it we silence it it stores in
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the body and we call that trauma and as more energies store in the body
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it creates heaviness or density trauma in order for the physical body to
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increase in frequency the density has to clear out it's like if you have mud in the water
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how are you going to get the water clear you have to clean the mud out you have to drain the mud you have to filter the mud out
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so that's what we're doing and the more that we allow the trauma to be released from the body
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there's more space for the light to exist in and the more
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light that comes into your body the more it's going to flush out the density the trauma
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and everything will come up when it's designed to come up we don't have to go searching for it
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contracts definitely bring out trauma contracts create trauma
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does that make sense
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yeah i mean part of part of what's so great about this book is even though it's going to push us up
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against what we have believed and really make us want to fight against it and and argue against it and but what about this
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but what about this but this makes no sense right those are beautiful experiences because it's just you
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pushing against you know truths and beliefs and ways in which you
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live and it's okay but what this book is designed to do is to allow you to relax
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to stop fighting against uh what's happening with us for us
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you know we live in a world where we are constantly in a survival mode
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right and um we're not designed to be in a survival state
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we're designed to go through all of this and have all the human experiences and
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human emotions around it but simultaneously remember
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that there's all this there's a like a perfect recipe to all of this
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there's a perfect recipe to all of this that's allowing me as consciousness to
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be able to move through this even if these concepts are so confusing and so difficult to hold and don't make
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sense this is like what i said in the very
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beginning right it's it's the juggling act or the holding of simultaneously the human
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experience i've got trauma this doesn't make any sense i'm doing this i'm doing that you know i can't pay my bills like you
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know i have this illness in my body yep yep yep yep i'm not going to argue against that absolutely
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i'm not going to take it away the divine design isn't going to take any of that away we have to go through all this
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but it allows us to remember that there is a design to this
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that there is an intricate powerful beautiful magical awe-inspiring design to all of this
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and we still get to have our temper tantrums we still get to turn this off and go out
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and and get upset with people and have breakups and divorces and and and also
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just amazing experiences of abundance and joy and peace and all of that we get to have all of it
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we don't bypass the human we don't bypass any of it
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we go through it
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got it got it hi
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lars all right that's it one hour we are done tomorrow
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we are here day two 2 p.m california time and we're going to be talking about the 12 d grid i'll read a little bit
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from uh chapter two i think it's the wherever the 12d grid is in the book we'll read a
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little bit about the 12d grid i love this this concept and this remembrance
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and this like holy cow what um so join me tomorrow 2 p.m california
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time the 30th of august for the 12 d grid thank you guys so much for
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