some of my music you need to know, come on and listen to with me...
some of my music you need to know, come on and listen to with me...
I don't look in the mirror, I don't like what I see staring back at me. I'll never see what you see. I'll never be what you need I was. born so beautiful, But now I'm ugly. And I rot in my skin, As a piece of me dies everyday, I know I'm nothing.
I need a little love to ease the pain. 'Cause it feels like I've been, I've been here before. You are not my savior, but I still don't go. Feels like something that I've done before. I could fake it but I still want more.
Be strong, be strong now, Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, Where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home, It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go. To dry her eyes, broken inside.
Lost in an image, in a dream. But there's no one there to wake her up. She's so lucky, she's a star. But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking, If there's nothing missing in my life, Then why do these tears come at night?
Pee-girl gets the belt, It old milk makes me mind. And all your milk is so sour, and I can only cry. And I can only cower, and I can only cry. You have all the power. I've got a blister from touching everything I see. The abyss opens up, it steals everything from me.
Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage. And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So, if you love me, let me go.
What will it take to show you, That it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again. You sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay, You wear me out.
The sunshine girl is sleeping, She falls and dreams alone, And me I am her dagger, Too numb to feel her pain. The world is full of noise yeah. I hear it all the time. You know I am your dagger, You know I am your wound.
I never thought I'd die alone. Another six months, I'll be unknown. Give all my things to all my friends. You'll never step foot in my room again. You'll close it off, board it up. Remember the time that I spilled the cup. Of apple juice in the hall.
Save me. I can't find my way home. The grace I've fallen from. The only truth I've ever known. The princess still sleeps but she will be woken, Her kiss of love is killing me. There's no way you could understand. You don't understand…
I hurt myself today. To see if I still feel. I focus on my pain. The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away. But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend. Everyone I know. Goes away in the end. I wear this crown of shit. Upon my liar's chair. Full of broken thoughts. I cannot repair.
And I am whatever you say I am. If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am. I don't know, that's just the way I am
My world is unaffected. There is an exit here. I say it is and it's true. There is a dream inside a dream. I'm wide awake the more I sleep. You'll understand when I'm dead. I went to God just to see. And I was looking at me, yeah, Saw heaven and hell were lies. When I'm God, everyone dies. Scar, scar, can you feel my power? Shoot here, and the world gets smaller. Shoot, shoot, shoot, motherfucker. Shoot, shoot, shoot, motherfucker!!
I'm so tired, sheep are counting me. No more struggle, no more energy. No more patient and you can write that down. It's all too crazy and I'm not sticking round.
They've got me on some medication. Please don't call me self defending. You know it cuts me to the bone. Somebody get me out of here. I'm tearing at myself. Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else.
still cannot fix this broken machine, watching the hole it used to be mine, just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray, give it to me i throw it away, after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become!!
Walked in the village, and to the piggy's place. He opened up his door, and popped me in the face. It blew me off the porch, and cracked my head in half. But I'm a juggalo, so it only made me laugh. Three little piggies, to make a piggy pie. There's nothing like the sound when you hear a piggy die. I might use a knife, (no) I might use an axe, (yes) The carnival's in town, come and get your piggy snacks.
She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair. With blood on her hands. Into the sun she stares. She feels it die. I heard her cry. Something cold is forced inside her a tear spills down her cheek. Stillborn songs of a dead dreamer, hymns of the needle freak. With sunlight in her hair she smiles like she don't care her dreams are liquid blue. I cut myself again and again to remind myself of you.
It's just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up. Everything is fucked, everybody sucks. You don't really know why. But you wanna justify rippin' someone's head off. No human contact. And if you interact, your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away, motherfucker. It's just one of those days…!!
She's the angel on top of the tree. Innocence was our fire. They will make you so. So cynical. The fire burns the flesh, destroy the past that made us old. She's the grace of this world. She's too pure. For the likes of this world, this world is a whore. All the darling buds of May, they fall with no sound. They carry you down, they carry you down. Oh, this world is a war…
Oh Vivica I wish you well. I watch you burn in humid hell. No sleeping pills no old tattoos, will save you now. He'll never change he's just too vague, he'll never say you're beautiful. Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do. The apple falls far from the tree, she's rotten and so beautiful, I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful. She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible. Tormented dreams she stays awake, recalls when she was capable...
Run away from the sun. To me. Let me hold you. And dream of a life. We belong to another world. Run away from the sun, to me. Run away from the sun, into my arms. Disappear with me, love. Dive into the dark.
Sin sex sodomy. Time to end this parody. Terror torture tyranny. The carcass of democracy. Power pills poverty. Victors rewrite history. Bullets bombs & bigotry…!!!Brace yourself for world war three