in this tiresome reality that i do not belong in, i take the form of Ivanna…
Now, the little sunshine girl is sleeping forever.
La lullaby (la lullaby, la lullaby) Help me sleep tonight...
You came into our lives 16 years ago, I was still a baby... but I still remember what it was like as time went by as I grew up. We grew up together, although I wasn't present due to family differences. I remember what it was like when I would climb onto the roof and you would run barking towards me. You would always lean on my leg and I would bend down. I still remember how your fur felt as it scratched between my fingertips, how you would twitch your tail when you were excited to see someone climb up. All those times I would climb onto the roof feeling sad, looking at the sky, the temple and other distant places illuminated by the city lights. It was more beautiful at night and even more so when I had the company of a beautiful canine friend.
Now that you're gone, you've left a void in my heart. You took a part of what was once my life. Now I'll have to go up and look at the stars at night and find you up there. You were part of my growth and although I knew this moment would come, I wasn't prepared... you never are when something is part of your heart... your departure was unfair, even though you were old. You didn't deserve that ending, that fall... I miss you and you're gone now, I will always remember you. It will be hard to go to Grandma's house without hearing barking, running around in the sun. Seeing your empty house that my grandfather built for you empty. The croquettes and the empty bed... the ball we used to play with. I will always remember you Huisar... my beautiful and gorgeous angel, you are now another star in the sky next to my grandfather and my aunt... I hope to join you soon and meet my grandfather and my aunt, and see you again with all the energy you lost in life... we will meet soon and finally make up for lost moments... Rest in peace my beautiful whiskey.
(2009 - Jun 2 2025)